you were there for me

One More Kiss

A slow indie/electronic track with reverbed guitars, subtle bass, and dreamy synth layers. Vocals sound distant, almost as if sung from far away. The overall sound is cold but beautiful, evoking the feeling of a long, solitary night drive.

Nowhere Near Home

Paper Moon Hearts (311am)

Same lips, same smile
You've been here for a while
Same dance, new disguise
But I can see it in your eyes

Chasing love in mirrored rooms
Selling truth with a wild perfume
But every pleasure fades when the night is done
'Cause there’s nothing new under the sun

We try so hard to get attention
Making sure that we don't mention
Things that may put us in detention
Finding love in a lost dimension

We keep spinning around
No one holding us down
Calling crazy normal 
Praying righteously
With both knees on the ground

We touch, we fall, we come undone
There’s nothing new under the sun
No matter what the monsters have done 
There’s nothing new under the sun

Same hearts, same minds
They've left us all behind
They mess it up, we pay the price
Hoping for some sage advice

Another name, another face
Still spinning in the same old place
Time doesn’t care what we become
There’s nothing new under the sun

We try so hard to get attention
Making sure that we don't mention
Things that may put us in detention
Finding love in a lost dimension

We keep spinning around
No one holding us down
Calling crazy normal 
Praying righteously
With both knees on the ground

We touch, we fall, we come undone
There’s nothing new under the sun
No matter what the monsters have done 
There’s nothing new under the sun

We thought we were gods
Building empires on the floor
But the echoes knew us long before

Another kiss, another high
But the truth don’t lie
It just waits in silence
For your soul to cry

Same room, same beat
Same lies that make us incomplete
We act like it’s Revelation
But it’s just the rotation of pure temptation

We try so hard to get attention
Making sure that we don't mention
Things that may put us in detention
Finding love in a lost dimension

We keep spinning around
No one holding us down
Calling crazy normal 
Praying righteously
With both knees on the ground

We touch, we fall, we come undone
There’s nothing new under the sun
No matter what the monsters have done 
There’s nothing new under the sun

Skeleton Crew - Nothing New

My Beloved Little City

[Verse]
My beloved little city stands so still
I hear the whispers rolling down the hill
Cobblestone secrets under my feet
Every corner's a story
Bittersweet

[Chorus]
Here I played between the alleys
Young and wild
Every shadow held the laughter of a child
Oh
My beloved little city
You’re my past
You held me close
You held me fast

[Verse 2]
Chipped paint doors and the echo of bikes
Streetlamps humming through the starry nights
I chased the moon
I raced the wind
In this maze of memories
I begin

[Prechorus]
Your cracks
Your flaws
They made me whole
You carved your name into my soul

[Chorus]
Here I played between the alleys
Young and wild
Every shadow held the laughter of a child
Oh
My beloved little city
You’re my past
You held me close
You held me fast

[Bridge]
The baker's bell still rings in my mind
The fountain still sings
Though I’ve left it behind
I see your skyline in the clouds above
You’re my home
My heart
My first love

My Beloved Little City

Between Us” is a nostalgic pop-ballad that explores the fragile space left after love fades. Soft piano chords and gentle guitar accompany heartfelt vocals, capturing lingering memories and quiet moments of longing. The song reflects on love, loss, and the emptiness that remains, creating a reflective and emotional listening experien

Between Us

Zombie

Lost in Your Silence - NiExshadow

We sleepwalk into dreams that turn into nightmares as we wake

Deep Fake

Icaros of the Desert Sky is a ceremonial trance journey by Leeuwenstein, inspired by the ancient Shipibo healing tradition, desert mysticism, and feminine voices that guide the soul into dissolution and rebirth.
Each track is a living icaro, woven from hypnotic basslines, tribal percussion, sacred chants, and subtle Arabic influences. The music carries you into a sacred space where geometry becomes sound, where water flows into fire, and where the boundaries of the self dissolve into infinite vibration.
This album is meant for deep journeys, ceremonies with plant medicine, and trance states of inner exploration. Close your eyes, surrender to the rhythm, and let the tapestry of sound carry you beyond time.

Patterns of Light

Leeuwenstein is the musical identity of Alex van Leeuwen, producer, songwriter, where he transforms inner journeys into immersive, ritualistic, and psychedelic soundscapes, a Dutch artist and ceremony guide who healed from PTSD through plant medicine. His music is crafted as a sacred space: a blend of shamanic tradition and electronic innovation, with tribal percussion, ambient textures, and angelic female vocals.

Leeuwenstein’s live performances and sound journeys are deeply immersive, supporting inner healing, movement, and expanded states of consciousness. Perfect for psychedelic ceremonies, truffle experiences, and conscious festivals, his albums, such as Frozen in Time, Rhythms of the Cosmos, and The Green Path, are widely used as tools for transformation.

Leeuwenstein invites his audience not just to listen, but to feel, remember, and return home to themselves.

Though rooted in healing music, Leeuwenstein occasionally ventures into political territory, crafting powerful protest songs that reflect on war, freedom, and the future of humanity.