The song "Disappear in You" explores themes of longing, loss, and emotional connection. It paints a picture of someone searching for traces of a past love, haunted by memories and the absence of the person they once held close. The lyrics delve into the emotional weight of separation, the bittersweet desire to merge completely with the other, and the lingering echoes of a love that remains unresolved. Through its melancholic tone and vivid imagery, the song conveys a deep yearning to dissolve into the memory of someone and escape the ache of their absence.



Disappear in You

“Echoes in the Abyss (Midnight Reverie)” is a solitary, late-night descent into introspection - blending noir-tinged atmospheres, raw guitar textures, and slow-burning, pulse-driven rhythms. Breathy, intimate vocals drift across sparse percussion and ambient undercurrents, echoing like memories in a dim-lit room.

Each phrase lingers in a dreamlike haze, where quiet confessions and flickers of hope surface through the stillness. Minimalist yet emotionally charged, this version invites you to pause, drift inward, and feel the tension between fragility and strength.

If it resonates, leave a comment, repost to share the moment, and follow for more sonic reflections shaped by shadow and subtle light. Thank you for listening.

Echoes in the Abyss (Midnight Reverie)

Europa Universalis... C'est l'histoire de Léo Fitz, un Historien du Futur... qui se retrouve en 2025 pour comprendre ce qui s'est passé...

Europa Universalis

The Shadow You Can't Escape

No Exit is a minimalist concept album built on repetition, pressure, and inner monologue. Each track is a single thought like a mental command, a reflex, a moment of tension. From What If to Don't, the cycle loops endlessly, mirroring the mind's tendency to spiral, to rehearse, to resist. Composed with cinematic neoclassical textures, mechanical precision, and emotional restraint, this record captures the architecture of obsessive thought: quiet, brutal, and intimate. Enjoy!

Ненавидеть (to hate)

Between a House and a Home

Inner Realms of Light is a psychedelic journey through sound and spirit. Each track is a portal into self-discovery, healing, and transformation weaving together ambient textures, ceremonial rhythms, trance energy, and ethereal vocals.
This album is crafted for deep journeys: truffle ceremonies, ayahuasca sessions, or meditative explorations. Let the music guide you through fractals of becoming, rivers of healing, temples of silence, and starlight within.

Serpent of Dawn

Piano with beautiful Strings lead and full orchestra.

See Me Through

Half a flame

A gathering of songs transcending genres, shaped by memory, faith, and hope. From gospel choirs to disco floors, If I Could Sing...this is what it might sound like. 

Para Tus Recuerdos

HAUSER - Song from a Secret Garden -

Leeuwenstein is the musical identity of Alex van Leeuwen, producer, songwriter, where he transforms inner journeys into immersive, ritualistic, and psychedelic soundscapes, a Dutch artist and ceremony guide who healed from PTSD through plant medicine. His music is crafted as a sacred space: a blend of shamanic tradition and electronic innovation, with tribal percussion, ambient textures, and angelic female vocals.

Leeuwenstein’s live performances and sound journeys are deeply immersive, supporting inner healing, movement, and expanded states of consciousness. Perfect for psychedelic ceremonies, truffle experiences, and conscious festivals, his albums, such as Frozen in Time, Rhythms of the Cosmos, and The Green Path, are widely used as tools for transformation.

Leeuwenstein invites his audience not just to listen, but to feel, remember, and return home to themselves.

Though rooted in healing music, Leeuwenstein occasionally ventures into political territory, crafting powerful protest songs that reflect on war, freedom, and the future of humanity.