forgot to comment yesterday but this is insane ily

i hate your poetry and you hate when i sing
some say we make a good team
at the end of the day you could do what you want to
i'll never question a thing
and i get so nervous legs start shaking
but im pretty sure you know
we don't have much time 
so make up your mind
and tell me where you want to go
before i take you home

maybe i was too optimistic if you want i'll take the blame
i just can't help but reminisce it cause i how these things change
i miss the way that you talk
the hop in your walk 
your eyes and that stupid grin
the way you said its okay i trusted you dang, oh why did i let you in
i should've known better wrote letters made things feel complete
instead i just let her, just let her slip away from me

i hate your poetry and you hate when i sing
some say we make a good team
at the end of the day you could do what you want to
i'll never question a thing
and i get so nervous legs start shaking
but im pretty sure you know
we don't have much time 
so make up your mind
and tell me where you want to go
before i take you home

now it's just me 
reminiscing eighteen
memories can't save me
but i keep looking back
now it's just me 
thinking bout what could be
memories can't save me
but i keep looking back
i keep looking back

cause i hate your poetry and you hate when i sing
some said we made a good team
at the end of the day i just did what i wanted
you'd never question a thing
and i got so lazy things got crazy 
but you probably wouldn't know 
well we had our time
you made up your mind
so i guess it's time to let you go
ok, i'll let you go

let you go

13 reasons why (w/ cavasoul) (prod. eric godlow)

prod @ghosthandsmusic

lyrics:
So turn down the lights low
I guess
Getting used to being lil lonely for a bit
I guess that it's ok
I know
want it done quick
But I'll go slow
times growin old
but i cant say sorry
know my future is unsure
im so scared of turnin up failure
i dont know

so what about now
i cant escape it
fumblin down
to darker places
but i got help
right up beside me
what i felt
is beyond what i see
so what about now
i cant escape it
fumblin down
to darker places
but i got help
right up beside me
what i felt
is beyond what i see

Over and over
My minds always sinking
Was lost in the gutter
Cause I know that feelin
Death can approach
And write a note for me
Anytime so thats why I live the fullest baby oh
fucked up
They said its all in the conscious
They don't know what
I do to break up the silence
So I switched up
Left them back in their anxiety
Certified that I'll grow
Wanna get certified gold
I can do platinum things
Please don't ask about me
So I'll just sit in the back
Record shit then relapse
till I'm front of the map
Till I'm front on the map

so what about now
i cant escape it
fumblin down
to darker places
but i got help
right up beside me
what i felt
is beyond what i see
so what about now
i cant escape it
fumblin down
to darker places
but i got help
right up beside me
what i felt
is beyond what i see

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i try to find myself by doing things i love
but everytime ppl get involved it fucks me up
and i guess id rather be alone
im much better off right here at home
when ppl call me i dont pick up the phone...

every fuckin night i fall apart
i down another drink
yeah, life is hard
i know, i know, i know...

you know that this pain it never goes away
i guess ill just lay in bed
and try again another day

sip this drink and fall asleep..

idk how to make it right
sit here sippin liquor every night
i dont wanna fight...
and i think that i should just give up
grab all my shit, yeah pack it up 
why would anybody ever want
someone so down on their luck

and if you told me that you wanted me
id know thats a lie 
you just want something
you're just like everbody else
i dont need you, go get some help
i dont trust anyone, cant you tell?

just leave me alone and go to hell
i dont wanna talk
go bother someone else..

i dont wanna hear what you have to say...

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down on my luck [+heydium]

thank you for listening <3
@yokaidreams
@livingpuffy

// lyrics 
// geist
up all night till i blackout, yeah
lights off at your place now, yeah???
eyes glued to your waist down :)  
getting so sick of this ghost town 
 
tell me whats been on your mind 
you seem so out of it 
truth is I’ve been killing myself 
to stay relevant 
i don’t want to talk about it
just take me to bed again 
cause everyone’s a friend 
just to reap to the benefits  
 
won’t tell you how i feel cause i might regret it
i don’t want to be the one who’s losing now  
steady building skeletons in my closet 
everybody smiles but i’m still breaking down :(
in the middle of the night 
tell me it’ll be alright, be alright 
fake another smile, tell another lie
tell me it’ll be alright, be alright 

// yokai 
hands around my neck I'm choking out
hard to be me when they say that
i’m too laid back
never gonna make it
grow up, face facts
gotta make the payments

and she tells me that we'll be alright but i doubt that
i gotta find a way to get out but i’m trapped
i thought that i could finally find a way to bounce back
forget it tho

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be alright w/ yokai dreams [living puff]

<3 

tilting over like the pictures on your wall
i didnt wanna meet your mom and dad they didnt like me at all
somehow they liked me oh
down the line its you and me now that dont get along and
somethings arent always better than nothing
your love is like the ocean and i just wanna jump in
relationships and me they hardly ever work
im tryna keep my balance i just keep slipping first

so is it annoying i keep falling
no i dont wanna say goodbye
and it keeps slipping in my conscious
youre better off not being alive
oh im disgusted
i wanna end it all and watch the world turn to dust bitch
im tired of seeing everybody get what they want 
when i cant get what i need
im on the fucking edge of everything i just wanna leave

oh oh oh
so is it important to you cause god knows this shits important to me
and i lost every part of me trynna be what they want me to be
theres a war inside my head lately i just want peace
so is it annoying i keep falling cant stand on my two damn feet
i tried a thousand of times im at a thousand and one
i wanna blow my fucking brains but i dont own a gun
none of this is fun

so is it annoying i keep falling
no i dont wanna say goodbye
and it keeps slipping in my conscious
youre better off not being alive
oh im disgusted
i wanna end it all and watch the world turn to dust bitch
im tired of seeing everybody get what they want 
when i cant get what i need
im on the fucking edge of everything i just wanna leave

<3

disgusted with myself

DISGUSTED WITH MYSELF [p. king theta]

Prod @Sinxi

Lyrics 


Just give me time to relax
I feel the pain from your past
It makes me sick I wish that
I could have changed all of that
But we met now and it’s typical
That one wrong move could dig a hole
How could we know 
That we would fall in love
And it feels like something loving 
Can ease all of the suffering 
To points where I feel nothing 
Can finally feel like something
Sometimes I try to be the better person
Sometimes I find il make it out I’m certain
You cry I cry we feel like
We are both burdens
Living life with the hurting 
It feels so

Suffocating to my brain 
I feel the blood loses flow 
Feeling faint when the anxiety 
It knocks on my soul 
Can’t feel my face it turns to paste 
I’m no different from a ghost 
Losing faith I don’t relate 
To living life at the most 

And stay close 
I’ll just take a minute wait
Where’s my halo
Don’t know if I find it 
But I don’t mind tho
You said that your perfect just how you are 
So Just ruin my life
We find it difficult to waste our time 
Makes sense when everything
We have is on the line 
Hey it’s okay I think we’ll be alright

She’s gotta leave 
But that’s kinda how it always goes
I lose my cool 
And shut down until my body’s frozen
But she won’t notice 
I never told her

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RUIN MY LIFE (feat.Sinxi)

@iamsadgods @caspr @hatesage

-
Thanks for the help from King theta & paycheck.

lyrics -
https://genius.com/Sadgods-death2myhead-lyrics

sadgods x hate sage - Death2myhead (feat. Caspr)

vocals by @supachefm nd @jomie
mixed and master by @polearm

just a lost boy living in a fable ...

tangled cables w/ jomie

Thank you for listening <3 

prod. @oceanonthebeat
big thanks to @lilsadeyes for doing this <3
also featuring the amazing @ivrii who basically inspired the whole concept <3

Available on the following and more!
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7kdSD3DfVg9bMbtXtX2ECm
iTunes: https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/pathos-ep/1462224279?app=itunes
Google Play: https://play.google.com/store/music/album/I_m_Geist_Pathos?id=Bgk4q7nahjlex2fiye53jgpcsm4


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Full EP Stream:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PEp9oBqLZWw

Mix/Mastered @farhantnvr

Art by Ko.tsuki
https://www.instagram.com/ko.tsukii

Lyrics:
ivri:
I’m ready to self-destruct,
Will you hold me please?
I don’t want to deal with it,
I’m taking you with me

i'm geist: 
I’m out of luck, my time is up,
This city doesn’t seem to breathe
With you here, I’ll self-destruct
In heaven, it’d just be you and me

But I stayed here trapped as a ghost,
And you moved on without me
I’m left here to wither alone,
I’m hoping that you’re free

ivri/i'm geist:
I’m ready to self-destruct
So, will you hold me please?
I don’t want to deal with it
I’m taking you with me 

sadeyes:
I self-destruct 
I’m losing love
I self-destruct
I’m losing touch 
I been going hard as the cement
Oh I murder every flow I hit the beat it drops dead
Oh I, I self-destruct

iTunes

Self-Destruct w/ sadeyes & ivri (Prod. ocean)

in the back of a cab i don't wanna go
to a bar with a crowd where i feel alone
you can tell me to try but i won't
try to fit in - i just don't
some days, some nights i still feel alright
but it's been a minute
i can't get that weight off of my mind
and you wonder why i try to be something else
my friends are doing well
but i'm in a handbasket going straight to hell
as soon as i arrive wanna leave straight away
all these strobe lights they just fuck with my brain
am i the only person who's not on cocaine
i just wanna make songs with friends in the basement
in the back of a cab i don't wanna go
to a bar full of people that i don't know
i'm with my team but i'm still alone
try to fit in; i just don't
so get me out alive.

social anxiety club dancefloor [prod. droozy]

22 yr musician/prod. 

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