produced by @histarkey & @dreamno7e
mixed by me

i'm sorry for being gone for awhile,
i needed some time on my own to grow.
a garden needs healthy soil to thrive
I had to learn to love myself 
for me to love you
and I hope you do the same

I have a wonderful world I want to show you
my love, and i'll hold your hand walking through it.

yours truly,
- joie

lyrics:

i ain't do this before
we both did our best
you know we're new to this
of course
i can't keep trying to
fix what i've not broken
i feel paralyzed i'm frozen
you wear a mask
disguise your emotions
do you like me after all?
after all?
is it likely the afterthought?
and adderall?
and the light green pastel walls
covered in alcohol and I can't find

you there
and you only love [me]
when you're pulling my hair
you always tell me i dont care
when you know you
act like im not there

why is it so hard to be mad at you
hard to be mad at you
you know I just wanna be happy
I’m done with the attitude
I climbed too high on top of the ladder
I’m numb to the altitude
I thought that I was doing much better 
I did what you asked me to
took my heart through the holes 
of my sweater and still I was happy to
keep you in the warmth of the 
leather my Italian jackets use
and everyday I’m under the weather
it’s hard to get back into
the last time I went out don’t remember 
I don’t know what happen to 

me I know
so tell me more about 
what I don't know
and you take 
from me more
all the life I show
and you ask me
these things
like I might
just know
(i dont!)

i ain't do this before
we both did our best
you know we're new to this
of course
i can't keep trying to
fix what i've not broken
i feel paralyzed i'm frozen
you wear a mask
disguise your emotions
do you like me after all?
after all?
is it likely the afterthought?
and adderall?
and the light green pastel walls
covered in alcohol and I can't find

grapefruit

prod yoggy
art by @3dssucks
shoutout my friend on track 2

money.wav w my friend #DRUNKLIFESTYLE (yoggy)

BLAH (prod. c4pri)

w/ @inssekt
prod me

@w2h

.
🎣
Yea, like Sack boy bro I'm pullin' stickers out
I'm on Tor catching racks yk what I'm 'bout
Ima grow big like a plant- bro I'm gonna sprout
you wont know what happened you'll be questioning why did you doubt

I'm on swole mode, these bitches they won't budge
why you gotta be the judge- it seems like you got a grudge
If I don't got the inventory bro give me a nudge
I'm just tryna make what they want- but this feels like a trudge

.
🧸
I heard that they all met, feels like I'm being sold to let
see everything like LBP but I don't bump no ket
I'm so mythical yea- I would buy Smosh like Link n Rhett
You're so dumb thinkin' you living life girl you're trapped in a net

You ain't changed and you know it- you're the exact same as when I said fuck it
anyone who's interested should throw it- don't get controlled like a puppet
bruh I'm tellin' you you'll regret it
heed my warning don't end up like me throwin' your brain to the bucket.

.
🧸 (memikyu)
ik dat u use
cmon girl abuse me
use me like apuppet
i don hav no feelings
sending her emojis when i dont have emotions
stuck up in her brain like i came in thru a trojan
if u wnna fw me then girl erase ur socials
u ain pourin enough red u ain makin no potions
still stuck up on dumb shit
got no other option
i feel myself drowning in all of it
n i cannot lie yea i love it
n im always sad ur the root of this
u beat me down like a puppet
no1 around 2 see jus how u treat me

.
🎣
Yea, like Sack boy bro I'm pullin' stickers out
I'm on Tor catching racks yk what I'm 'bout
Ima grow big like a plant- bro I'm gonna sprout
you wont know what happened you'll be questioning why did you doubt

I'm on swole mode, these bitches they won't budge
why you gotta be the judge- it seems like you got a grudge
If I don't got the inventory bro give me a nudge
I'm just tryna make what they want- but this feels like a trudge

#WELCOME2HEAVEN

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