i don't wanna hurt ur feelings but i'm best all alone

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lyrics:

[intro]
the voices; they never leave
talk down to me endlessly
i’m trying my best to breathe
let it be

[verse 1]
this darkness inside my head
has purposefully misled
all of my closest friends
from ever getting close to me
‘cause i don’t wanna hurt your feelings but i’m best all alone
yeah i just know i’m unappealing when i’m left vulnerable
and i have problems with my eating, mind's at rest when i don’t
i admit it
i let the other guy take control
i hate my skin
so i’ll just tear it off
and lay my bones out on the tabletop
there are those that find perfection within
so i guess that i’d do anything to get to it
and i don’t wanna die but maybe it’s easier
roll tide; he got crushed by a meteor
i’ll leave behind my ungodly exterior
i pushed and they folded
my body was molded wrong

[spoken]
what are you doing?
get back here
you are nothing
you need us

[chorus 1]
i hate you
you cut all my slack, drove a knife in my back
thinking i won’t face you?
soul is under attack, brush it off like it’s plaque
homie i pre-date you
and i can re-create you
gonna rip the beast from the art
so i can tear him apart
discarded
i hate you
got me feeling insane, parasite in my brain
tryna find a way to
cut it out from my veins, keep the venom contained
had to see the pain through
we were told a fake truth
gonna stab the beast through the heart
for all the lies he’d impart
discarded

[verse 2]
lies, greed, misery
that should tell you everything
your eyes breed sympathy
object of antipathy
i fuck things up
and then i wonder why strings get cut
just grind me down ‘till i’m dust
i’m disgusting
go on discuss me
go on discuss me
i’d die for this shit bro trust me
don’t lie when you say you want me
i try but i still can’t breathe
said you rescued me
made it look so easy
deceit don’t please me
it never will

[chorus 2]
i hate you
you cut all my slack, drove a knife in my back
thinking i won’t face you?
soul is under attack, brush it off like it’s plaque
homie i pre-date you
and i can re-create you
gonna rip the beast from the art
so i can tear him apart
discarded
i hate you
got me feeling insane, parasite in my brain
tryna find a way to
cut it out from my veins, keep the venom contained
had to see the pain through
we were told a fake truth
gonna stab the beast through the heart
for all the lies he’d impart
discarded

[chorus 3]
they hate you
you cut all of my slack, now i’m taking it back
maybe i can’t blame you
i was under attack, introspection i lack
thought that i’d create you
someone they’d relate to
but they saw the beast as the art
it’s time to tear him apart
discarded
they hate you
made me fucking insane, motivational drain
tried to find a way to
keep the numbers sustained, but that shit was in vain
had to see the shame through
you were told my fake truth
wanna stab the beast through the heart
for all the lies he’d impart
discarded

[outro]
fake
clone
liar
they hate you
die

discarded

Epilogue — Character(s): S*nny
After years of living in the city, S*nny decides it may be time to return home.

Stupid (Can't run from the urge)

Mastered by username
Cover art by Josh Murray
https://open.spotify.com/album/5ClMU5b8jW5s3O36851taU?si=EQl_1ospTyunm4FEDKoI5w

Oh my cash out (ft. username)

'Harmony' by rSUN is out now on Memory Palace.

Stream here : stem.ffm.to/harmony-rsun

Harmony

rSUN - Harmony

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_________________________________________________________
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_____________________________________________________
There are emotions we bury, echoes of thoughts 
left unspoken, and shadows that linger just beyond 
the light. Lowshades is where they come to life. 
It is not an identity, but an entry point an opening
to something deeper, where sound becomes a 
language for what words cannot reach. Beyond the 
noise, hidden in the stillness, lies a refuge for the 
unseen and unheard. At its core, the Chamber of Reflection 
waits a space where melodies shift like fleeting memories, 
and rhythms pulse with the weight of untold stories. Here,
music is not just heard;  it reveals, transforms, and awakens.
This is not a reinvention. It is an unveiling. 
A descent into soundscapes that whisper in the dark, 
calling to those who listen beyond the surface. 
_________________________________Lowshade is here. Step inside.

Chamber of Reflection

The debut album

Stream: https://k1.kmoe.industries

Carpet

'Point A'
SoundCloud only.

—
This one’s for U . . .
		. . . but U gotta look into my eyes first . . . 

I want you to be mad you didn’t think of it
I want you to want to keep the plastic
I want you to extract the acapella
I want you to feel like you can grasp it

I want that Poplife walk right talk nice
I want that first-class New York to Japan flight
I use my God-given name more than the one you call me
I didn’t have a choice， you didn’t earn the right

I’m in six figures of debt to multiple parties
I don’t regret anything more than making Johnny johnny
I can’t wait no more， cut the room in half — 
Girls to the front， boys to the back！ 

I split myself in two，  accidentally gave it all to U
Get your phones out， I like how it looks from the back
Get your phones out， I like how it looks from the back

I split myself in two，  I didn’t mean to give it all to U
Get your phones out， I like how it looks from the back
Get your phones out， I like how it looks from the back

I . . . O . . . U！ 

I split myself in two，  accidentally gave it all to U
Get your phones out， I like how it looks from the back
Get your phones out， I like how it looks from the back

—
Written and recorded in Chicago IL， San Francisco CA， Los Angeles CA， Brooklyn NY， Queens NY.

Point A

'Music'
Written and produced by underscores
Mastered by Heba Kadry

Cover by Ochiai Shohei

—
Last night, I had a wet dream ‘bout the perfect song
I know, I know, I’m too far gone
Opened my eyes and forgot all of the notes
By any chance, do you know how it goes?

There’s something up with you
That I just can’t get a read on
When you walk into the room
It’s like you have a theme song

And I feel it calling me
So I might as well just do it
There ain’t nothing stopping me
It’s just

When I’m with U
It feels like music

It’s happening again
I feel the BPM, I feel the music

And usually I’m hard to please
But I feel the harmony

Mm, it’s a miracle
You’re not New York Catholic, you’re not LA spiritual
I just can’t stand when people talk like they’re a therapist
But your words sound like they come from God, I can’t compare to it
I try and it’s embarrassing . . .

And I don’t know what to do
Never gelled this well with someone
I just wanna catch up to you
And I don’t know where it comes from

But my leg is fast asleep
And there’s no way I can move it
You don’t gotta stay back for me
It’s just

When I’m with U
It feels like music

It’s happening again
I feel the BPM, I feel the music

And usually I’m hard to please
But I feel the harmony, I feel the music

It’s happening again
I feel the BPM, I feel the music

And usually I’m hard to please
But I feel the harmony

Pop rock electronic rap rock and roll
Nonstop avant-garde talking on the phone
It sound like

Pop rock electronic rap rock and roll
Bass bump supersonic won’t you take me home？ 
It sound like

Pop rock electronic rap rock and roll
Nonstop avant-garde talking on the phone
It sound like

Pop rock electronic rap rock and roll
Bass bump supersonic won’t you take me？ 

It’s everything, it’s everything to me
It’s everything, it’s everything to me
It’s everything, it’s everything to me
Everything to me

When I’m with U
It feels like music

It’s happening again

When I’m with U
It feels like music

I feel the BPM

—
Written and recorded in Chicago IL, Oslo NO, Copenhagen DK, Amsterdam NL, Köln DE, Glasgow GB.

Music

PURCHASE

NOBODY CAN STOP RICHARD FINGER???

'Do It'
Written and produced by underscores
Mixed and mastered by underscores

Cover by Ochiai Shohei

—
I O U！ 

What are your prospects？ 
Do you make your own cash？ 
Do you like rough sex？ 
What kinda car you drive？ 

If I left for three months
And I turned my phone off
Would you wait here for me？
Sign on the dotted line

If you want it
Better know that this ain’t gonna be the real thing
No, I don’t fall in love

Yeah, it’s a warning
No, I’ve always had to handle things my own way
Yeah, and that’s not excluding us, ‘cuz listen . . .

If you don’t know me, and I don’t know you
Then this might be something we should do
It’s all on the line for me, you could ruin everything
Or you could make me somebody new . . . U！ 

I just can’t do it, do it, d-do it, do it
Do it, d-do it, do it, do it, d-do it, do it
(I know better than that)

I just can’t do it, do it, d-do it, do it
Do it, d-do it, do it, do it, d-do it, do it
(I know better than that)

What is my net worth？ 
How does my song go？ 
Am I in your playlist？ 
Do you have Spotify？ 

Are you gonna tell all？
All the things I’ve done wrong？ 
And what I like in bed？ 
How I’m not there all the time？ 

Don’t you get it？
People get my lyrics tattooed on their bodies
It’s all under control

‘Less you fuck with it
I’m tryna run a business here, come on, babe
Mm, don’t take it personal, ‘cuz listen . . .

If you don’t know me, and I don’t know you
Then this might be something we should do
It’s all on the line for me, you could ruin everything
Or you could make me somebody new . . . U！ 

I just can’t do it, do it, d-do it, do it
Do it, d-do it, do it, do it, d-do it, do it
(I know better than that)

I just can’t do it, do it, d-do it, do it
Do it, d-do it, do it, do it, d-do it, do it
(I know better than that)

I know better than that . . .

(I just can’t do it) Oh, I just can’t do it
I’m married to the music — the music, baby！ 

(I just can’t do it) Oh, no, no, I just can’t do it
If no one cares, then prove it — then prove it, babe！ 

I just can’t do it, do it, d-do it, do it
Do it, d-do it, do it, do it, d-do it, do it
(I know better than that)

I just can’t do it, do it, d-do it, do it
Do it, d-do it, do it, do it, d-do it, do it
(Ow！) 

If you don’t know me, and I don’t know you
Then this might be something we should do
It’s all on the line for me, you could ruin everything
Or you could make me somebody new . . . U！ 

I just can’t do it, do it, d-do it, do it
Do it, d-do it, do it, do it, d-do it, do it
(I know better than that)

I just can’t do it, do it, d-do it, do it
Do it, d-do it, do it, do it, d-do it, do it
(I know better than that)

. . .
––
Written and recorded in Chicago IL, New York NY, Los Angeles CA and Tokyo JP.

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