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(my poem)
-A quiet house 
I sang the words to Helena by My Chemical Romance 
Crying and choke up 
The crack in my voice was so significant 
Hell,i tried to listen to every damn sad song to help me coincide the grief that drowns me
I wanted throw every object I saw in such violent aggressiveness,dare you to hold me down
The emptiness eats at me in new ways I can’t imagine
Sleepless nights with a noose leaving it’s mark
Everything that night created a fuse inside of me 
A bomb I couldn’t put out 
I overheard my uncle talk about where we can gather
family and friends around you one last time and tell stories that spoke with such imagery of the person you were to us
To fill you with so much love,laughter 
This place gorgeous 
Indescribable even
Day one, the viewing, it went swell and had breakdowns unaware to others and ate so delicious food and hanged out with friends and family 
Day two,viewing went swell till it came down to the eulogies and performances from my cousins felt like the bomb was Beginning to spark grew more than where started
Oh god,I’m so terrified of these heart attacks 
Day three, was mass and prayers and the day I and other family will guide home on our shoulders 
and you 
Well,rest well and say hi for us to everyone in he heaven and have parties together and gather at places you can call home 
surrounded by everyone you grew up with 
It was all grandeur 
But the one most chivalrous is when you died peacefully holding your wife’s hand
©️Ronald the poet

A quiet house

PARIS, TEXAS FEAT. SYML
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I went to Paris (Texas)
With a suitcase in my hand
I had to leave
Knew they wouldn't understand

When you know, you know
When you know, you know
It's time, it's time to go
When you know, you know
Then the more you know
It's time to go

I took a trip to Spain
Just a notebook in my hand
Then I went to see some friends of mine
Down in Florence, Alabama

When you know, you know
When you know, you know
It's time, it's time to go
When you know, you know
That it's time to leave
Like the summer breeze

When everyone star's bright
Brighter than you are
It's time to go
And you're the only one left
Dancin' while they’re on the floor
Time to go

I flew back home
It seems everything's the same (Venice, California)
Except that you aren't home
Hello, I call to know why (But)

When you're home, you're home (Venice, California)
When you're home, you're home (Venice, California)
When you're home, when you're alone
When you're right, you're right
When you're right, you're right
Even when you're wrong

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Leith Ross