Vision

Focused Yet

We Gon Make It Anyways

Switched up on em 99 
Ain’t gonna say problem but degrees is how I lean upon em 
My back is never straight 
Less it’s on the wall 
Know they wanna saw me fall 
That’s why I lean upon em 
They call me big E 
E for energy 
Keep up with me gonna get you cardio vascular disease 
I been around killas 
Been around drug dealers 
Niggas who quick to pull
At peace with my emotions so those actions never come from me 
unless if they come for me 
Infatuation comes in any form 
At 19 I knew I had it 
But when reality takes you from your dream i knew I’ve had it 
Wasn’t being dramatic 
when it’s gangster grill time you make money a habit 
Until you facing real time that shit come with a status 
I seen a few step in the game moonwalking backwards 
Bravest in the game losing they battles
See the battles the least important 
The lessons of failure are sticking with me 
I’m reaching for endorsement 
When I decide to love 
My heart is so damn big that the world can’t even hug 
I thought this was important 
But who

Who’s gonna love me now 
I said who’s gonna love me (2x)
Who who 
Who’s gonna love me
Like I love myself 
Ain’t nobody with it like I love myself 

Passport ready I’ve been ready 
But clearing my name is something different 
Talk your vision bitch I’ve been steady 
I’m from a city where the huh shits petty 
From a city where love is 
Left this blank on purpose cause those love resemble stares in my eyes 
I’ve done said it’s my time 
Catch me outta line nigga your chance is slim 
But you can fantasize I know I paid for every sin
I’m trying to ball out like shakur somewhere above the rim 
As of late these streets so cold I need an open gym 
But where they at nigga idk
I done put myself together 
I done pushed myself to better 
Cause I really care how it go 
Know I always showed the love 
We’ll see if they remember who I was 
Who gonna love me 

Who’s gonna love me now 
I said who’s gonna love me (2x)
Who who 
Who’s gonna love me
Like I love myself 
Ain’t nobody with it like I love myself

Big E

its my birthday... Produced by Stoic
Eddie did the strings
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~~L Y R I C S~~


I need me a pick me up
Things ain’t the same, i’m feelin the pain
I’m pissy drunk
Bugging outta my brain, step outta my lane
I’m trippin up
I feel like I’m slippin
Nah am I just trippin
I need me a-
I need me a-

I need me a pick me up
Things ain’t the same, i’m feelin the pain
I’m pissy drunk
Bugging outta my brain, step outta my lane
I’m trippin up
I feel like I’m slippin
I might just be trippin
I need me a-
I need me a-
I need me a pick me up

Jerry the name that my mama gave me
Joseph the name that my dad had
Whit was the name that was in the middle
Guess that both of them had just paved my path
Guess I’m a product that was of the past
Jay way to the Jay Roc
These the pet names that my name brought
Best way to my pained heart
Just to listen and to hear shit
Even if the understanding is limited
If it wasn’t real, I wouldn’t have written it
Mind bout to blow and I feel like it’s tickening
All the love to everybody that’s picketing
Calling for justice
I wish that I wasn’t 
Feelin this cause I’d be out in public, with all of my brothers and sisters
I’m sorry I’m missing
Cause I’m not present I’ll just make it my mission 
To make sure these people gon listen
We ain’t say we matter more than yours
We not really tryna start a race war
Justice and peace and equality shouldn’t be things that we have to go build towards
Wanna walk with no side eyes, or no clutched purses
I don’t want hearses
For, my brothers kill by y’all guys
The ones in the blue paid by my tithes
They be takin all of our lives
Just by killin and using the system
To take away fathers, and to taking our sisters
And by the way we need to protect our women
Whether they were born that way or just different
Whether they prefer their men or their women
We all just like siblings 

I need me a pick me up
(Pick me up)
Things ain’t the same, i’m feelin the pain
I’m pissy drunk
Bugging outta my brain, step outta my lane
I’m trippin up
I feel like I’m slippin
(Slip!)
Nah am I just trippin
(Trip, Trip)
I need me a-
I need me a-

I need me a pick me up
(Pick me up)
Things ain’t the same, i’m feelin the pain
I’m pissy drunk
Bugging outta my brain, step outta my lane
I’m trippin up
I feel like I’m slippin
(uh, pick me up)
I might just be trippin
I need me a-
I need me a-
I need me a pick me up
(I need me a pick me up)

Vision

Don Lase