I love you, Sarah. For all eternity, I love you

dearpanda - mr. brightside

s/o sekai 4 helpinmg w vocals

kmk4L dude!!!!

also ty dearpanda

never again
never again tried so dam hard never learned my lesson
but u so damn god damn perfect i js feel it all again
wish i wasnt a loser so u would like me
heartache so bad feel like u bite me
doin so much crying as im typing
got so depressed i feel like dyin
dont know if im trying hard enough
i js wanna get rid of my bluff
social anxiety i feel stuck
just wanna go out and find some love
i feel so sad why am i alone
wish i had good morning texts on my phone
need to find a new way to cope
goin down 2 the forest with my rope

i wish i wasnt a loser so u would like me

part 1 odihu https://soundcloud.com/vluuu2

with u i felt so safe and
u lied strait to my face im
just a fullfilled mistake i 
feel like such a disgrace and
i feel so lost im a burden
every year life js worsens
i set myself on fire
cant love anymore im tired
said u loved me u liar
i feel broken i cant take this 
i just want to feel acceptance
wish i wasnt introverted
i get hurt by every person


part 2 dearpanda:

im at school
bullets load 
cause you left me
all alone
grab my gun
you dont care that u hurt me
all those lies
that u said
did u even really care
its too late
got my gun 
and its aimed straight at ur head
shooting my bullets
ur fake friendship
i looked thru it
everytime u deny it
i got my gun loaded

why did u lie to me ft odihu

@luvwillow

spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/track/6qRIGlX2ZKefErRnfhATQv?si=e23523707cef4dcf

lyrics:

you said that
u love me
i found that
hard to believe

i lied to you
i'm damned to you
i'll run to u
and hope ur mine

i'm always anxious
always scared
i hate when u leave
cuz life isnt fair

i wanna die
i'm breaking down
i'll boil my wrists
till my skull is found

let's run away
and if i die
bury me here
don't take me home

i can't stop crying

re-prod me w/ @vluuu2, i don't even gotta say anything else tbh u already kno

lyrics:

coming over 2 ur hoouse
im in suhc a shit mood rn
i can't belive ur still freaked out
ive been waiting for u cleaned outt

(im on first half odihu is 2nd)

maoist girls w/ odihu

whats my age again blink cover

this is another guitar driven instrumental. it was recorded in May 2024 wth a Bc Rich Mockinbird an a Marshall MG100HDFX head.

Lucid Dreams

they say pain makes you stronger
but i cant take it longer
crashing like helicopter (kobe)
guess ill start acting softer
i cannot fucking breathe
stop making fun of me
whys everyone so mean
myself i might delete
your love is all i need
im begging on my knees
baby please dont fucking leave
so many scars on my sleeve

bloodsekai
put my face into my palms
i think i'm trying too hard
writing tallies on my walls
i'm just waiting for my part

scribble my name out
oh oh
i can feel ur doubt
oh oh oh

nothing ever goes my way
i don't really wanna change
out of luck i hate today
leave me crying in the rain

i just made a mistake
in the mirror there's hate
i just made a mistake 
why does she count on me

why is everyone so mean w bloodsekai

am i wasting ur time but i made it ages ago

i thought that they rlly got me
i thought that they rlly knew me
u promised that u would stay with me
u promised that u rlly loved me

well i guess that everybody just fucking hates me
cause none of them could keep their word to me

everybody
x3

why cant u see that we 
are meant to be
why wont u listen to me

just listen to me
x4

why dont u love me
cause u know that i love u

yea i love u
yea i love u

dearpanda - mr. brightside

lemon!!

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