@akira3ksucks all of these files r directly from pwnd, none of these were ever officially released 

(excluding "why do i still feel like this?" which was deleted)

track #1 - stare (prod. pwnd)
track #2 - hell is near (prod. pwnd)
track #3 - lust (prod. xowillow + ft. jared)
track #4 - drug induced (prod. pwnd)
track #5 - bleed (prod. deadyami)
track #6 - kms (prod. deadyami + ft. h4rtbrkr)
track #7 - great, everything sucks (unknown prod)
track #8 - my girlfriend is a dead zombie popstar (prod. xowillow)
track #9 - why do i still feel like this? (prod. pwnd)

the pwnd archive (@akira3ksucks)

instrumental by me, featuring odihu @vluuu2 :333

follow our group @kissmarrykawaii we gonna post there #kmk
https://open.spotify.com/track/5kSvpC5kMN5zRSB9PLYazU?si=47afd3d62fb0410f

lyrics:
[sekai]
tell me now, tell me now
i'm dying out, i'm dying out
tell me now, tell me now
i'm dying out, i'm dying out

breaking down on the floor
i'm bouta pass out
i can't solve this game of life
i should just quit now
wanna get close to u
but i don't know how
i should just shut up and close my mouth
found a rope in the garage
i could kill myself
when no ones home
my problems solved
im a stupid emo bitch
which everyone knows
so if i slash my wrists, they won't care so?

[odihu]
i guess ill go with silence being by my self all the time
thoughts about suicide always will be inside my mind
cause all i ever feel is insecurity and regret
i want someone to be by my side and be where i rest
wish i had something to live for
all day i'm on discord
got nothing else to live for no more
depressed
thinking about kms
think i need to sos
my life is such a fucking mess
i'm in stress
wish this would just come to an end
thinking about giving up, throw my life inside a bin
i don't wanna see again
i'm still caught up in her net
feel like i'm in so much debt
everything is such a threat
i'm just hanging off a thread

[sekai]
tell me now, tell me now
i'm dying out, i'm dying out
tell me now, tell me now
i'm dying out, i'm dying out (x2)

tell me now (w/ odihu)

never thought id ever fall for someone again
ive always kinda hated romance and all of  that stuff
twitter girl she made my 
heart flutter
and melted my head 
like butter

she posts on twitter everyday
likes its r9k
i really dunno why but i like it anyway
and if she looked my way
i think id pray
that she would stay

never thought id ever fall for someone again
ive always kinda hated romance and all of  that stuff
twitter girl she made my 
heart flutter
and melted my head 
like butter

twitter girl

prod me ft @vluuu2 

i'm down, i cry
feel sad, i sigh
in bed, i lie
alone i'll die
the clock ticks by
around u'll find
mom, dad, they fight
i'm scared, goodbye

i'm down, i cry
feel sad, i sigh
in bed, i lie
alone i'll die
the clock ticks by
around u'll find
mom, dad, they fight
i'm scared, goodbye

cutting myself geting high in the back seat
whos that little bitch over there oh thats me
when i slit my wrists it feels so relaxing
so much happiness i seem to be lagging
countin up the money when i feel down 
i'm reaching for the pills everytime i feel down
i'm such a clown all this sadness goes around
i just wanna switch the town i feel like i'm out of bounds
dripped up in designer just to hide my insecurities
wish that there was someone by my side just like security
i can't ever find me someone new the inability
so much fucking loneliness it feels just like it's killing me
stabbed me with a blade
i hope that my drink is laced
insecure about my face
wish i wasn't in this place
i just wanna fuckin die
constant thoughts bout suicide
i hope that its me this time
i think imma lose my mind

i'm down, i cry
feel sad, i sigh
in bed, i lie
alone i'll die
the clock ticks by
around u'll find
mom, dad, they fight
i'm scared, goodbye

i'm down, i cry
feel sad, i sigh
in bed, i lie
alone i'll die
the clock ticks by
around u'll find
mom, dad, they fight
i'm scared, goodbye

im just so sad

im just so sad (ft. odihu)

prod me wit @vluuu2 & @mqxixo (shoutout wuj)

https://open.spotify.com/track/3ThfD6whQ3jeXUvtHo5vN8?si=b9ebd3e522d642b8

[me:]

reduce my heart into oblivion
i dont care i dont care
take my bed and throw me in a river yeah
i dont care i dont care

grew out my hair so i dont have to see u
starved myself so that i could eat u 
feel my pulse u can tell that i need u
leave me alone if thats what ur gonna do

i love u so much so much
when im near u i blush i blush
could we make it just us jus us
just us just us
just just us

i dont wanna hurt u 
oh no oh no
i just wanna love u
i just wanna eat u

grew out my hair so i dont have to see u
starved myself so that i could eat u 
feel my pulse u can tell that i need u
leave me alone if thats what ur gonna do

[odihu:]

i wanna see you
i wanna be you
get so close yeah i just wanna fell you
youre like everything to me my dreams come true
hug me softly when uiim in a bad mood
feel like an elephant in the room\
feeling so bad fell like excuse
i should take it
i cant face it
when u take my hart bb pls dont break it
wish that u were next 2 me it fell just like its rainin
im so stuck i think that im caved in
i cant abandond you youre the whole point of my life
hopefully well meet at one point isnside our lifes
im so sad becasue i reaklly really tried
well be together one day and well be fine

[moxi:]

i do everything i can to be the best for u 
i know u hate me but its too late im obsessed with u 
think ab u all the time 
in my dreams every night
praying you'd be by my side 
hoping our hearts intertwine 
am i trying to hard? 
will any of this suffice?
i rlly care ab u 
i wanna change ur whole life

hp- hoowwoeooooo
i wanna change ur whole life
4x

i do everything i can to be the best for u 
i know u hate me but its too late im obsessed with u 
think ab u all the time 
in my dreams every night
praying you'd be by my side 
hoping our hearts intertwine 

[me:]
grew out my hair so i dont have to see u
starved myself so that i could eat u 
feel my pulse u can tell that i need u
leave me alone if thats what ur gonna do

eat yu

eat yu (ft. odihu & moxi)

ty sekai for helping 
shout out noelle


lyrics

im sorry that i never helped you out
filling up your head with doubts
sorry that i lied with words from my mouth
i fucked up and i see that now 
from the scratches on ur neck
to the blood on ur corset
so much shit that i regret
i know u wish we never met
i woke up in the morning in the same spot where we slept
searched all through out my house to realise that u fucking left
my head is filled with tears and my chest is filled with sweat
im sorry that i hurt u for the words i nmever meant
i know what i did and im sorry for it too
but you dont realise how much i still love you
so baby baby please come back
the thoughts of you leave my mind tunring black oohh ohhh

im sorry that i never helped u out

they say pain makes you stronger
but i cant take it longer
crashing like helicopter (kobe)
guess ill start acting softer
i cannot fucking breathe
stop making fun of me
whys everyone so mean
myself i might delete
your love is all i need
im begging on my knees
baby please dont fucking leave
so many scars on my sleeve

bloodsekai
put my face into my palms
i think i'm trying too hard
writing tallies on my walls
i'm just waiting for my part

scribble my name out
oh oh
i can feel ur doubt
oh oh oh

nothing ever goes my way
i don't really wanna change
out of luck i hate today
leave me crying in the rain

i just made a mistake
in the mirror there's hate
i just made a mistake 
why does she count on me

why is everyone so mean w bloodsekai

evil ass anime song prod me w / @vluuu2

https://open.spotify.com/track/372bGG8wOCYX2Y6Sq98RY5?si=2312e7e71ecd420f

lyrics:
she's trying to tear
my world apart
ripping out my hair
i cry in the dark
when i leave this earth
i wanna leave a mark
big enough so she sees it in her heart
rip the page that can't be torn
kill myself cuz i'm adored
a guy with a sythe is at my door
pleasure knocks me on the floor

WHYD YOU HAVE TO DIE (x6)

i guess its time
to make u mine
but im so scared
of what will happen in time
cause im so scared of the dark
and all the places i walk
i want u right by my side
til i commit suicide
anvils
holding me back
im such a maniac
everytime when u yell at me when ur mad it makes me sad
when u talk to someone else it feels like ur stabbing my back

scared of this world

scared of this world (ft. odihu)

yeah yeah here this that uh huh yeah yeah...
this was basically a test song

wish u were alive
cause u were by my side
your brown hair blue eyes
ur trapped inside my mind
remmeber when we collected flowers
looked at the sunlight spent time togethert
but then i woke up and then i started to cry
i think its about time for me to die

generic shoegaze song

mix and ft @bloodsekai
prod me
my part is like a month old so thats why its so ass
bloodsekai is lying

bloodsekai 
ooo 
oooooo
ooooooooo
oooooooooo

me
lonely
its sucks when ur lonely
its hard 2 concentrate
on the same thing everyday
i wake up n hate
the look of my face
im just waiting for the day 2 end
cause ik i dont have no friend
i wish i was a movie star
cause why life gotta be so hard
runnin away again
i dont have no friends
waiting 4 it to end

bloodsekai
can't look at the mirror
feel like stone when ur around
could u give me a chance
wanna hold ur hand when i take u out

i don't think i'm ur type oh
wanna sit and die oh
give me wings so i could fly oh
kill myself angel in the sky oh


i'm jus waiting for the day to end
cuz i know i dont have no friends
even as a movie star my life still feels way too hard
run away again
find an alley and
regret all my time

whys my life gotta be so hard ft bloodsekai

thanks for listening!
youtube - www.youtube.com/watch?v=pD_JOiDaVNE
ig - vanypejchy

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https://soundcloud.com/kissmarrykawaii
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why is everyone so mean w bloodsekai

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