I think about death every day. Maybe more than 8 times a day. I want to die. Im so tired of living. I cant think of anything that’s causing my suicidal thoughts. But i just want to die. I have written here before.

Someone might remember me or read my posts 1 year ago. And I just wanna say, im doing better. Not the best but much better than before!
Hope i dont need to vent here anymore. Thank you and bye.

I feel like no one likes me in school and that all my friends are using me. I have attemted to die from overdosre but on the second pill i stopped because my siblings came in and they started to harrass me. I have ADHD but my parents cancelled my appoingmant with my therapist and insted let my brother go to therapy since he has Autisim. I get usually embarrased when  my brother starts screaming and shouting as we take the bus to school and my sisnter uaually laughs at him with my friends. It was my berthiday a few days ago but all my dad gave me were some metal chopsticks scinc he said we cant spend more money and theyre planning to go to Paris for my sisters bithday. My dad cought me eating chocolate and told me if i do eat that ill be a 1000kg and that i wont fit through the door. Hes now off to get me fruit while im here in my last moments as I have abput 9 expired pills in my hand.

"The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit"<3

💔➰🖤🖤🖤🖤➰💔

i do not own the song.(Song is butch 4 butch by Rio Romeo) enjoy

my sweethearts piano is rat filled

yt vid..: https://youtu.be/zXJFMlrpUJU
Yes yes another vent....trust me...i can go on for days..

𝐘𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐚 𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐝 (𝐬𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐝 + 𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐛)(heh...vent...) BIG TW!!

song ;; my alcoholic friends
by the dresden dolls (slowed).

lyrics :
i'm counting back
the number of the steps
it took for me to get
back on the wagon of the weekend

i'll use the autotimer to prove that
i got home with my imagination
if they find the body in the basement
"in the very house that she was raised in!"

i'm taking down
the number of the times
so when we get the sign
from god i'll be the first to call them

i'm taking back the number of the beast
cause 6 is not a pretty number
8 or 3 are definitely better
a is for the address on the letter
to my alcoholic friends

i'm trying hard
not to be ashamed
not to know the name
of who is waking up beside me
or the date, the season or the city
but at least the ceilings very pretty
and if you are holding it against me

i'll be on my best behavior
taking shots for mother nature
once my fist is in the cupboard
love is never falling over

should i choose a noble occupation
if i did i'd only show up late and
sick and they would stare at me with hatred
plus my only natural talent's wasted on my alcoholic friends
my alcoholic friends.

'𝐂𝐀𝐔𝐒𝐄 𝐒𝐈𝐗 𝐈𝐒 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐀 𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐘 𝐍𝐔𝐌𝐁𝐄𝐑.

𝕊𝕆ℕ𝔾: ℙℝ𝔼𝕋𝕋𝕐 𝔾𝕀ℝ𝕃 𝔹𝕐 ℂ𝕃𝔸𝕀ℝ𝕆

ℂ𝕆𝕍𝔼ℝ 𝔼𝔻𝕀𝕋 𝔹𝕐: 𝕄𝔼

ℂℍ𝔸ℝ𝔸ℂ𝕋𝔼ℝ: ℂℍ𝕀ℍ𝕀ℝ𝕆 𝔽𝕌𝕁𝕀𝕊𝔸𝕂𝕀 𝔽ℝ𝕆𝕄 𝔻𝔸ℕ𝔾𝔸ℕℝ𝕆ℕℙ𝔸

𝔸𝕃𝕃 𝕀 𝔻𝕀𝔻 𝕎𝔸𝕊 𝕊𝕃𝕆𝕎 𝔸ℕ𝔻 𝕄𝔸𝔻𝔼 𝕀𝕋 𝟠𝔻

Edit: Wowwwwwww I wasn't expecting so many likes....tysm ya'll!!!

ℙ𝕆𝕍: 𝕐𝕆𝕌’ℝ𝔼 𝕋𝕆𝕆 𝕊ℂ𝔸ℝ𝔼𝔻 𝕋𝕆 𝕋𝔼𝕃𝕃 𝕋ℍ𝔼 𝕎𝕆ℝ𝕃𝔻 𝕋ℍ𝔸𝕋 𝕐𝕆𝕌’ℝ𝔼 𝔸 𝕄𝔸ℕ

|×∆>You Are A Walking Second Place Medal.<∆×|

no copyright intended




artist : Lana del Rey <3



original song is by Nina Simone 


lyrics :

The other woman has time to manicure her nails
The other woman is perfect where her rival fails
And she's never seen with pin curls in her hair anywhere

The other woman enchants her clothes with French perfume
The other woman keeps fresh cut flowers in each room
And there are never toys that's scattered everywhere

And when her old man comes to call
He finds her waiting like a lonesome queen
'Cause to be by her side
It's such a change from old routine
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

The other woman will always cry herself to sleep
The other woman will never have his love to keep
And as the years go by, the other woman will spend her life alone
Alone

Oh, oh, oh, oh
Baby, do, do
Ah, ah, ah, ah
Ah, ah, oh
Oh, oh
Alone




𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘸𝘰𝘮𝘢𝘯 - 𝘭𝘢𝘯𝘢 𝘥𝘦𝘭 𝘳𝘦𝘺「 𝘚 𝘭 𝘰 𝘸 𝘦 𝘥 」

Unfair - The Neighborhood

♪｡          𓏏        nymphology

Dream Untangle

Whispers in Winter

Stalker's Tango

Liquid Smooth - Mitski

The Taxpayers - I Love You Like An Alcoholic (Slowed)

MARETU ~ Suck It Up (

MARETU ~ Suck It Up (𝙙𝙖𝙮𝙘𝙤𝙧𝙚)

6/19/24 I can’t believe I peaked on SoundCloud 😭 my TikTok is imliquidsmooth_ats and so is my discord, just send me a dm or a comment if you wanna reconnect!

𝐘𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐚 𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐝 (𝐬𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐝 + 𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐛)(heh...vent...) BIG TW!!

lumine/atlas!!

Recent comments

ᵐⁱˡᵒʷʰᵃᵃᵃᵃᵗ

{meh}

Tojisbigtiddies

Tojisbigtiddies

Related tracks