80’s/90’s angst still alive in 2025. Unfortunately, so is pain and suffering.

when-will-it-end

Living In My Skin

I read the news through a painted lens
Lies wrapped up in corporate friends
I dig through dirt, I chase the thread
While the world just scrolls and shakes its head

No fancy schools, no PhD
But I see what they don’t want me to see
Patterns in chaos, whispers in smoke
Truth dressed up like some kind of joke

The wise are breaking, numbing their pain
To unsee what’s real in a world insane

Do I rise? Do I fight?
For a flag that don’t feel right?
Do I bleed for a cause
While they sit behind their laws?
No more war for a wicked regime
No more deaths for a corporate dream
We built this cage —
We can tear the seams

They push us down, feed us despair
Profit from panic, then strip us bare
Weapons sold for a bloody prize
While monsters hide behind suits and ties

Equality? Just a word they twist
Solutions fade in an iron fist
“Share the wealth” they call it war
When we ask for less, they take some more

(Yeah!)
Tear the walls down stone by stone
(BOOM!)
Burn the thrones and take the throne
(Come on!)
Break the banks and shred the chains
Let the people rise from pain

Stop the killing for their gain
Let the fire wash this shame
Let the system fall to dust
Let ‘em fear the ones they crushed
We are many — we can see
They don’t own you
They don’t own me

We built this world — now let it burn
And build again on what we learn
No kings, no gods, no lies to feed
Just open hearts
Where we can fucking breathe

♥️

Blood for Nothing

intent 
TRAP SOOLA
2025
Prod by BAD KID

your intentions 
will, bleed upon
you'll, do with what you will 
break your nasty scar

intent

[Verse]
Statues cracked wings of stone
Victory frozen on her throne
Gold turns to dust dust to air
Does she even see us down here

[Prechorus]
Crowns in her hands hands in the fire
Burning like ash ash of desire

[Chorus]
Victoria where do you hide
Under the weight of the endless tide
Victoria do you even care
Your shadow’s heavy but you're not there

[Verse 2]
Battle cries they echo they fade
Her chariot rusts in the endless parade
Blood on the marble stains the past
Glory a ghost that will never last

[Prechorus]
Winds of the ages they scream and they howl
Her silence louder than the victor’s growl

[Chorus]
Victoria where do you hide
Under the weight of the endless tide
Victoria do you even care
Your shadow’s heavy but you're not there

Victoria's Shadow

"The Architect of Flesh" - This track reveals the full extent of Crowe’s curse. Through the Codex Umbralis, his body becomes more than a vessel—it is remade as a living temple for the entity. Each scar, each wound, each murder was not random but part of a grand design: the construction of a gateway through flesh itself. The lyrics shift between Crowe’s horrified awareness and the entity’s triumphant proclamation, with Abberline beginning to realize that his partner’s body has been transformed into the ritual’s foundation. The tragedy deepens: Crowe is no longer simply possessed, but restructured, his humanity overwritten into architecture for something that wants to step fully into the world.

[Intro]
[CROWE]
Through time's deep cracks, the syllables creep,
Older than stars, in shadows they sleep.
Tongues forged in ash, etched deep in stone,
I form their shapes—but not alone.

[Verse 1]
[CROWE]
My veins they ink the script unseen,
My skin’s the parchment where gods convene.
Dreams carve diagrams in red,
Ancient glyphs where blood has bled.

I thought the words could give me sight,
Instead they claimed my shape outright.
The marrow twists, the tendons bind,
A temple raised from flesh and mind.

[Pre-Chorus]
[CROWE]
I thought I searched, but I was found,
A vessel forged, a soul now bound.
The Codex spoke, the lines were sown—
It carved a frame that’s not my own.

[Chorus]
[CROWE]
The architect of flesh claims and binds,
My blood the blueprint, my bones the lines.
The architect of flesh, design complete,
Through me it builds what can’t be beat.

[ENTITY]
Flesh is mine… design complete…

[Post-Chorus]
[CROWE]
Carved in marrow… etched in breath…
Life remade… through living death.

[Verse 2]
[CROWE]
Its script carved deep in bone and vein,
An edifice built through sacred pain.
My heart tolls like a chapel’s bell,
My skull the doorway, my ribs the shell.

It spoke in tongues my lips betrayed,
Each vow a stone the temple laid.
I was the seeker, now I’m clay—
Shaped by hands that won’t decay.

[Pre-Chorus]
[CROWE]
I thought I searched, but I was found,
A vessel forged, a soul now bound.
The Codex claimed, the patterns pressed—
It made my body manifest.

[Chorus (Variation)]
[CROWE]
The architect of flesh, no will, no choice,
My frame the altar, my throat its voice.
The architect of flesh, design fulfilled,
The door now opens, the blood is spilled.

[ENTITY]
Blood is spilled! Flesh is mine!

[Bridge]
[ABBERLINE] “What curse is this?”
[ENTITY] (Your partner’s skin)

[ABBERLINE] “He bleeds, he breaks—”
[ENTITY] (He builds, he makes.)

[ABBERLINE] “This path consumes!”
[ENTITY] (Through him I bloom!)

[ABBERLINE] “His soul, undone—”
[ENTITY] (The work begun!)

[Breakdown
[ENTITY]
Not man, not god—but what survives,
A temple built from living lives.
No silence left, no voice, no rest—
Only the Codex, carved in flesh.

[Final Chorus]
[CROWE]
The architect of flesh—I can’t resist,
Each breath a stone, each wound its fist.
The architect of flesh—design aligned,
Through me it builds, through me confined.

[ENTITY]
Through you confined… design aligned!

[Extended Outro]
[CROWE]
These hands were mine… (no longer mine…)
This breath was mine… (lost to design…)
This life was mine… (crossed the line…)
The temple stands… and I’m confined.

[ENTITY]
“Zorath’nim… Mor’thak keleth…”

Heartbeat slows, silence.


The Architect of Flesh

Bowing to the chains
Screaming for a leash
Licking boots
Your cries never cease
A hollow drone
The swarm aligns
Crawling in filth
Begging for signs

Useful Idiot

The song’s message is a powerful call to recognize the temporary nature of all external things—wealth, status, even life itself—and to find strength in the one thing that cannot be taken away: your will. It encourages listeners to live with purpose, defy external constraints, and embrace their inner fire as the true source of meaning and resilience. By blending existential reflection with defiant energy, the song serves as both a philosophical meditation and a rallying cry for authenticity in the face of life’s impermanence.

On Loan

Freedom Buried

Song remixed to shut your eyes and let your mind wander

Welcome (Head mix)

[Verse]
Like a pressure valve I hold the line
Ready to burst but I take my time
Steam in my chest it whispers low
Control’s a game I’ve come to know

[Chorus]
I’m rolling like a bowling ball
Speeding down the endless hall
Strike the pins and watch them fall
I’m the chaos I’m the call

[Verse 2]
Sparks in the wires they light my way
I’m a live wire set to play
No stopping now no turning back
On this electric railroad track

[Prechorus]
Can you hear it can you feel it
The hum of power the pull of spirit

[Chorus]
I’m rolling like a bowling ball
Speeding down the endless hall
Strike the pins and watch them fall
I’m the chaos I’m the call

[Bridge]
Pressure rising heartbeat wild
I’m the storm’s unruly child
Breaking loose unchained untamed
Nothing left to stop this flame

The Chaos, The Call

The Sirens of Atlantis