[[It’s never as easy as we want it to be]] 

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\\ featuring //
+prod from
@ntmusiclol 
+vox from
@clovehitch
+art from
@henryyoder

\\ lyrics  //

[verse] ~ @clovehitch
apparition
floating figure from the water
know it’s all in
my head

drown and detach from
the flickers
that float before my breath
I’ll close my eyes

just to hold you for the morning
trace your shadow, my mirage
and watch it slip away

so
stay with me
ten feet deep
till I come up for air
(it’s never as easy as we want it to be)

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
i just hope that you're real
don't wanna be fake 
i can't even move a musle 
shit i think i'm half awake
say you tryin to take a break
open my eyes 
and it it not the same
they only wanted just to take

i can't believe what i see 
it was all just a dream 
don't wanna wake up 
shit it's all i have
oh my god
i can feel the pressure building up
when i wake
i only wanna see your face 
when i wake up 

[verse] ~ @jauntsen
wake up 
you don't say much
i feel your shadow creeping over my whole place
but you're not even alive

take a look take a step back
six feet down
didn't think that you'd come back
haunting my house
feel the CO leak through
and there's no way out

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
i just hope that you're real
don't wanna be fake 
i can't even move a musle 
shit i think i'm half awake
say you tryin to take a break
open my eyes 
and it it not the same
they only wanted just to take

i can't believe what i see 
it was all just a dream 
don't wanna wake up 
shit it's all i have
oh my god
i can feel the pressure building up
when i wake
i only wanna see your face 
when i wake up 

[outro] ~ @clovehitch & @jauntsen 
you'll never beat the truth of what's real inside my head
(it’s never as easy as we want it to be)

half awake +Clovehitch (nishith)

after

after ft. Chloe Brawn (prod. 33roaa x dazegxd x mon)

Brakence/Trabint - Shadows

performed by: @decayinganyways @iissaa-hi @777evil @ily_turo @nokerbforever @soliooooo
produced by: fantom
https://open.spotify.com/track/1on5vNyrc3oZz6rqcn95BJ?si=2ce8894f71e64fe6
lyrics:
(Decay&iissaa)
800 miles per hour but we’re barley at the start line 
Cause i've been in the sky, feel alive on the airline
And damn we got a feeling that we gonna hit it big time 
And you can say what u want about mine
And we know in film roll , we will have an archive of good times 
And tell me what you want but i'm doing fine
I'm wishing you well, but if you couldn't tell

(Lxve Turo)
You can be, anything that you wanna be and its okay.
and try to be, somebody better but it wont last forever but if you're clever

(Decay & Miku)
We will never die young, going supersonic till it’s all done 
Hitting outer space a supernova
Oh no one ever wants to be a no one 
No one

and i don’t wanna waste my time today 
i don’t ever wanna throw my heart away i just wanna be someone today

(Lxve Turo)
I'm tryna be the very best me 
they say I'm out my mind 
I'm tryna be the real me 
and now were running outta time 
I'm tryna fix thing 
but I don't know if I can do it 
forever but I'm tryna be better 
than me

(Nokerb)
Feeling fu*ked up, i don't want you anymore
Saw you walk right out that door
And i could just swear u've sworen
Feels like i've been waiting for this all my life long
Told you now it's time to score
Blue lock, we make the board

(Solio)
I tried so hard to humble myself but every other night we grow in the distance, I had to manifest the world for myself

(Decay & Miku)
We will never die young, going supersonic till it’s all done 
Hitting outer space a supernova
Oh no one ever wants to be a no one 
No one

and i don’t wanna waste my time today 
i don’t ever wanna throw my heart away i just wanna be someone today..

STARTLINE

STARTLINE - DECAYINGANYWAYS, IISSAA, LXVE TURO, EVILMIKU, NOKERB, SOLIO

i watched a man die last night
shoveled pills but they couldn’t even keep him alive
and when i saw my reflection in those empty eyes
i bit my tongue

and he said
“boy, it seems i’ve finally reached my time
the gross unknown, the twisted blurry lines”
and i couldn’t help but stand there
stoned and petrified
i wish i’d said goodbye

if i see your face again i think i'll fall apart
conflated, left in idle stress, you found your way in to my art
floating down the lake bed, tears piled in my arms
cos it all leads down to something less, we feel so small amongst the stars

if i die here wondering, "was i ever enough?"
deflated, lost the confidence to bottle it up
falling through the mattress, fear boils and erupts
no lifeline can save me drowning, i'm giving up

so i looked to myself
and asked “who the hell am i?
was the death of who i was a noble sacrifice?”
shoveled pills and then drank the liquid suicide
i’ll let fate carry me tonight

and he said
“boy, it seems i’ve finally reached my time
the gross unknown, the twisted blurry lines”
and i couldn’t help but stand there
stoned and petrified
i wish i’d said goodbye

PERMADEATH

This is kinda like a tribute/ homage to imintoyou by @brakence....

So emotional,
is it my fault again
if im emotional
can we pretend we're friends?
Oh, you left me here alone
friend you didn't know
so why'd you call my phone
you left me here- 
so emotional
is it my fault again
if im emotional 
can we pretend again
I just want a friend 
why can't we pretend
ill start all over again
I loved you once again 
cuz im into you
cuz im into you

Pretend

everything by me

everyday your on the floor
is it a cause of abnormality or more?
or is it
your waiting for someone to come on by
someone that would treat you right

and that would be me
oh me
i could be everything you need
just please just take me
hold onto me
please dont leave me
cause when you left i couldnt scream

i wanna be the one you like
send a letter with a knife
i gave everything up to you
i thought it was a fluke but now hes pressing up on you

tell me what im supposed to do
when everyones around and i just cant be with you
tell me does that sound fair to you
what you did to me i would never do to you

so ill break my heart over something i cant change
will you be with me or him? its something i dont wanna say
so i look out for you
hope you look out for me
and i finally understand ill never be with you

u r not the strokes lil bro 😹

waiting for someone

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Lyrics:
Nah it's not adding up
Do you want all my love again?
Am I just outta luck?
Or is it hard to tell again?
Cuz nothing's adding up
And I don't wanna be just friends
So can we turn another page
Get rid of all the lames
(😝)

Brakence/Trabint - Shadows

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