This is what growing up on the internet does to your brain

This reminds me of working at yhis ravey ass festival and i had to listen to this kinda music for 12h straight almost completely sober

@collidingwithmars  the new song gonna go  wowzers 💯

original deleted
drop hard
wiat for drop oko k

emotegi - talent show (cnri cover)

safehaven - highlight +ketsai lost vision eric2k (ddertbAg)

warlock

kokomo (demo)

life is so fucked [+yungspoiler]

i watched a man die last night
shoveled pills but they couldn’t even keep him alive
and when i saw my reflection in those empty eyes
i bit my tongue

and he said
“boy, it seems i’ve finally reached my time
the gross unknown, the twisted blurry lines”
and i couldn’t help but stand there
stoned and petrified
i wish i’d said goodbye

if i see your face again i think i'll fall apart
conflated, left in idle stress, you found your way in to my art
floating down the lake bed, tears piled in my arms
cos it all leads down to something less, we feel so small amongst the stars

if i die here wondering, "was i ever enough?"
deflated, lost the confidence to bottle it up
falling through the mattress, fear boils and erupts
no lifeline can save me drowning, i'm giving up

so i looked to myself
and asked “who the hell am i?
was the death of who i was a noble sacrifice?”
shoveled pills and then drank the liquid suicide
i’ll let fate carry me tonight

and he said
“boy, it seems i’ve finally reached my time
the gross unknown, the twisted blurry lines”
and i couldn’t help but stand there
stoned and petrified
i wish i’d said goodbye

PERMADEATH

produced by deadends and melon

baby come n find me
right in the fields
tfinking about her
witha cup of tee
hope youll find me
before us dissapear

baby yeah thats fair enouf
she said she canttt love me nowwww
im wandering i canttt move on (im a warrior)
you must be my querencia
im watchin over you from afar
no i donet wanna hurt you so much : (
i dont even know who you are
tho you became essential
to me

querencia

our debut single, out on all platforms

LYRICS:

[aabeda intro:]
(i’m getting used to being used by you)
(i’m getting used to being used by you)
(i’m not a noose so cut me off)
(you say you’re staying but i’m losing you)
(have you decided it’s enough?)

[nixx verse 1:]
i cannot reminisce
the thoughts i thought id miss
and i tell you
(and i tell you)
it’ll be fine
(it’ll be fine)
it’ll be fine
if you take
my hand

[aabeda chorus:]
i’m getting used to being used by you
i’m not a noose so cut me off
you say you’re staying but i’m losing you
have you decided it’s enough?

[aabeda & nixx verse 2:]
i’m screaming
out for help you only care when it
n: (i only care when it)
means you’ll get something out of it
n: (i’ll get something out of it)
and i fall 
closer to the edge 
you’ve got me fu*ked up
swearing that you’ll change
n: (keep lying to you, sprinkle on deceit)

[aabeda & nixx chorus 2:]
i’m getting used to being used by you
n: (don’t even make it seem i’m using you)
i’m not a noose so cut me off
n: (you’re all that i could ever want)
you say you’re staying but i’m losing you
n: (you’re sabotaging once again)
have you decided it’s enough?
both: (think it’s about time i’m giving up)
you’re just a child in a semi-grown
n: (you’re so mature for all the years you’ve lived)
up body you’ll never mature
n: (and i know you’ve gone through so much)
i’m wasting time trying to better you
n: (you’re fu*king crazy if you think you’ll ever find someone that loves you like i do, you’ll never learn)
when i’ve only been getting worse

have you decided it's enough?

produced by tenoji and kill breanna
cover art by kill breanna

soon enough ill be nowhere again
thinking bout everything and how it went, yeah
stuck and not knowing why
it feels like im gonna pass out sometimes
ive dealt with me for too long
and everything i ever tried felt wrong
i know im generic but i cant help it
im stupid on the oustide and im so selfish
im outside like always and never involved
its so hard to learn how to be comfortable

the oustide

the outside

Imagine If PEe Wasnt Red (ft kembo slunk, 'squito kleempz, W4P5T4R MUNCH)

NOT MY SONGS JUST A REUPLOAD

got these songs from a mix but i really liked these two songs

mix: https://soundcloud.com/shatteredm3mories/derefest
lotus: https://soundcloud.com/lov3lotus
OG puppet: https://soundcloud.com/lov3lotus/puppet-ft-blackwinterwells-prod-lilac
OG somwhere i belong: https://soundcloud.com/ubrokeit/lotus-somewhere-i-belong

Imagine If PEe Wasnt Red (ft kembo slunk, 'squito kleempz, W4P5T4R MUNCH)

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