another one from the vault

prod mix vocals - <3

tell you so much...

i dont know how much time i have left

self prod

ִֶָ 𓂃˖˳·˖ ִֶָ ⋆★⋆ ִֶָ˖·˳˖𓂃 ִֶָ

[https://soundcloud.com/ritsuzuki]

(intro)
my heart is hurting i cant think alot
i think im bleeding
i dont wanna see you go,
i dont wanna see you turn,
i think that im broken, im defective, im awful
go ahead and hurt me all your pain is my doctor

(pre-chorus)
i hate my voice and i hate the way i sound
i dont even feel im loved cause nobody else around
now im looking up and down
i feel shitty all around
now im crying all alone
and im sorry to the people that i let down

(chorus)
you wanna hurt me, thats alright
i really wanna die
i dont even wanna try
ima fly high up in the sky
pick me up again
ill fall into your hands
i-i-i dont want this shit to end!

my heart is hurting i cant think alot
i think im bleeding
i dont wanna see you go,
i dont wanna see you turn,
i think that im broken, im defective, im awful
go ahead and hurt me all your pain is my doctor

(post-chorus)
write my will on a fucking song
they'll jus think im fucking singing
when im crying out for help
its the beauty of it all
you dont get me at all
i always give it my all
im fucking sorry for living at all

(break, then chorus loops twice)

((you're too late im already fucking dead))

im sorry (me)

Song, master by HIK4RI, Prod. NiA, Feat. Akhimei

VISUALS: https://youtu.be/ytBfngmL6GM

"slow burn" ahh diarycore emoplugg
Shoutout NiA for the prod. and Akhimei for the verse (both cooked hard)


LYRICS:
[HIK4RI]
Pulled me out of my sanctuary
On a warm and cloudy summer night
Cus I thought we had chemistry
Took your hand thinking that itd be all alright

Hand in hand we were gonna live our best life
Again and again I was prayin that itd be this time
So I tried

Did you want someone, or something real
Know it ain't that hard, I could give it to you
You pull me closer when I start to hesitate
But when I move in closer, why do you pull away

[Akhimei]
Hear you calling me
Deep inside of me
In this sanctuary
Are you saving me
I'm not ready for
You betraying me
Feel you distancing
I shouldn't have

Trusted even your first word
Cause you saw I was vulnerable in that moment
Remember that time you told me it's not hopeless
I should've listened to those who I trusted

Told me to leave
Now it feels like you'll leave
Thought you wanted me free
I don't know what to believe
In this moment (I know you don't want me, you were just pretending)
Is it hopeless (I thought you were worth it, took me to the ending)

What do you want me to be
Swear I've already changed so much for you
You won't let me breathe
Think I should go back to the sanctuary

[HIK4RI]
Having no one to please
Gave me tranquility serenity
You told me to leave 
And see the world outside my sanctuary 
You tore down my peace
And showed me love and possibilities

So why won't you let me fall asleep

I don't wanna fall too hard again
I don't wanna leave my heart in pain
Did u just let your feelings sway
Nah I don't wanna be played the same way

Now I'm stuck in my head,
Lyin awake on my bed:
I miss my sanctuary yea

So you really gonna put me on the grey
Guess you don't wanna hear what I'll say
Told myself I won't care I won't stay
But I keep coming back to this stupid place

Circling my headspace
Can't stop it
It just turned winter again
So whats with the wait?

If you really truly meant what you did
Take a chance make a choice and commit
I can't wait all fkn day for this shit
Forever, whenever
Just say you'll be with me
If not it's time for me to leave
Back to my sanctuary 


Sanctuary ft. Akhimei (prod. NiA)

rain rain rain rain
@raaynen:
I really thought I was someone right off the fucking rip
You really thought I could hate you but I don't give a shit (headshot)
You told me you love me I know you never did
I don't regret a thing I did 'cause I meant what I said
I'm pouring up a double cup I'm not a lucki fan (fetch me their souls)
I gotta watch the things I say cause ya'll some fuckin feds (insta kill)
I don't know when I go up but I know I fuckin can
I let emotions control me 'cause I'm a lover man

And it's like yeah I really hate you
Like did you notice?
I don't know what I'm doing wrong cause here at my-
Lois? Loiss? Lois you in the bathroom?

I really thought I was someone right off the fucking rip
You really thought I could hate you but I don't give a shit
You told me you love me I know you never did
I don't regret a thing I did 'cause I meant what I said
I'm pouring up a double cup I'm not a lucki fan 
I gotta watch the things I say cause ya'll some fuckin feds
I don't know when I go up but I know I fuckin can
I let emotions control me 'cause I'm a lover man

And shoutout r3 you put me where I am
I know exactly who I am because of all my friends
I thought I'd never find myself rapping for fuckin fans
I can't control the things I say it's all out of my hands

You'll have better luck next time, you really fucked up
Look me in my eyes so I can tell you that I love ya
So-Cali baby, that's exactly where I come from
You don't know what you're saying I suggest you shut the fuck up
I never thought I'd be someone but I'm the fucking shit
And I'm the only motherfucker that's gonna represent
You start the music shit and lose exactly who you is
But I've been wanting to do this since such a little kid

I really thought I was someone right off the fucking rip
You really thought I could hate you but I don't give a shit
You told me you love me I know you never did
I don't regret a thing I did 'cause I meant what I said
I'm pouring up a double cup I'm not a lucki fan
I gotta watch the things I say cause ya'll some fuckin feds 
I don't know when I go up but I know I fuckin can
I let emotions control me 'cause I'm a lover man

you never did

@daikore
@prodbytriss
@prodbygeam

i think i broke the record for daikyu mentions
meant to drop this a bit earlier + sorry that my verse isnt the best (hope you like it anyway)

lyrics:

@h4zmatzz

m-m-me n @daikore yea we got it now
i make bands everyday why you talkin down
(chops)
o-o-opps they goin down
(more chops)
me n @daikore ay yea we goin up now

if you dont like @daikore ion like you
makin all these bands n i feel like @daikore
(even more chops)
i-i-im too good for you thats why ion try you
(chop transitions)

@daikore

(still gotta get his lyrics mb)

got it w/ Daikyu (triss + geam)

Instrumental by the man, the myth, the legendary topping, 'Mozartrella'
@moz-103259352

[I don’t wanna go to sleep
You’re not by my side
You’re all I see
When I close my eyes]

I died the day that you left me
Closed my eyes, was never resurrected
I honestly thought that this would never even happen
But I thought wrong, I wish we could’ve circumvented

I lied the day that you left me
Said I’m fine, I wasn’t and I can’t be
I honestly hoped that we could’ve reconnected
But that’s in my mind, I do not expect it

I think of it many times
I’ve been losing myself
It’s just a wall that I can’t climb
I’m not doing too well
I lie awake like every night
And I said I’d give ‘em hell
But I’m steady stuck inside

Yeah, I lied
Through my teeth
Yeah, I’m not fine
When I sleep and my eyes close
Again, you stand right there
The same place and the same air
Again, you tell me you don’t care
And all I did was stop and stare

[I just wanna go and scream, but I’m too tongue-tied
Do I love or hate you? I can’t decide
And I’m honestly just coping, I just tell myself these lies
I was hoping we could just coincide]

the day that u left me (moz)

Kawaii Bass ahh

VISUALS: https://youtu.be/09rMlcW3TZM

Taking a break from pluggnb to make some nostalgic electronic
This track marks 2 years of producing for me!

LYRICS:
You got Medusa eyes, one look I'll solidify
You got me by surprise, I can't get you out my mind no matter how
I tried somehow
You've got me down
Now I am so enthralled by your smile

I can't look straight at your face
Cus you'll steal all my grace
I hope you'll play to my game
I'm sorry my love gave you such hell

I'll blame everything on you
Then feel like I've been so stup
I'm so sorry that I can't ever tell you how I feel

Yeaa if you really truly were the one
Aaah it wouldn't need to be this hard to love
Naaah and im so done and I just wanna run
To somewhere far so you won't ever get to break my heart

Could you be mine, or would I just make you cry
I hope you're fine with me not being alright
And you can't hide, your heart is starting to dry
But I won't lie, I wanna see you eye to eye

But no I can't get too close
This is the distance I chose
My real feelings I can't show
Would you hate me if I was myself

Let you know, if I don't
Someday I'll be all alone
I'm so sorry that I hesitated for too long

Nisekoi (prod. HIK4RI)

@hartfxlt @reijiro3k

in the side of my head
is the soul from the mess
take the time to rest
and decide

you say i dont know you
but i cant give it up
so ill choose
what you dont want me to
say that "its hard but we'll make it through"

stay, wont you stay
we both know theres no other way
dont change your face
you're the place in my heart that i chase
ill always embrace

self sabotage subconsciously
you're in my thoughts just haunting me
I never thought it run this deep
you're loves not a want, I swear its a need
so if you're listening...
I've grown sore, to your insistency 
of your push aways and distancing !

in the side of my head
is the soul from the mess
take the time to rest
and decide

you say i dont know you
but i cant give it up
so ill choose
what you dont want me to
say that "its hard but we'll make it through"

stay, wont you stay
we both know theres no other way
dont change your face
you're the place in my heart that i chase
ill always embrace

the place in my heart

the place in my heart + hartfxlt (reijiro3k)

produced by kiddtokio
filler drop

yeah i got new rocket 
got 400 gs in my pocket 
yeah and my ex on my insta
she stalkin
they on my dick gotta ride it
got 400 bands on my right wrist
diamonds they sick like a virus
huh make a nigga silent 
i want my 1s on the court 
yeah im ballin like kyrie
yeah pussy boy what u implyin
im the biggest like ah
yeah u dont gotta stop

yeah u think u something 
and thats funny boy
im makin money boy
yeah im makin money a lot
js flew to philly and that hoe was sunny bih
how im fuckin these hoes
yeah i might have 100 kids
WATCH
feel like bhad bhabie
ice is drippin off the clock
flyin in this modded srt
bih i could drop the top
foreign hoes they like me
and yo bih 
she wanna bite me
that bih u like
she like me
in her psyche 
im her pipe dream 
uh
i got the key im like sora
i was sad u missed
how u mad im scoring??
niggas hate to see me flourishing
ik u bored as shit ah
and these niggas can see me off
uhh
i been in the end zone
pussy boy u stuck
so now imma fill my cup
im sippin lean this aint no tuss
ehh
i might spin the block 
i shoot these boys 
like its no russian 
said u aint a bitch 
like why u duckin
ruger trans 
thats why this hoe is tuckin

yeah i got new rocket 
got 400 gs in my pocket 
yeah and my ex on my insta
she stalkin
they on my dick gotta ride it
got 400 bands on my right wrist
diamonds they sick like a virus
huh make a nigga silent 
i want my 1s on the court 
yeah im ballin like kyrie
yeah pussy boy what u implyin
im the biggest like ah
yeah u dont gotta stop

★dont★gotta★stop★ @kiddtokio

she wanna ride on my body 
ride on my clothes 
lil shawty walk around she is a ho
lil shawty walk around she is ho
lil shawty goin crazy yeah my mind is frozen
lil shawty goin crazy got my mind to copin
lil shawty goin crazy all over my potion
lil shawty goin crazy ye
yeh in my backseat and she fuckin moanin
lil shawty goin crazy yuh she want my potion
i got shawty wet like the ocean yeah
she just wanna cause a commotion yeah
shawty in my bed legs open yuhhhh
she wanna ride on my body got her legs open yuh
she wanna ride in my shotty ima make it rain like hail
ima make it rain like hail 
got a couple packs in the mail
counting all my racks right up
counting up my racks like yeah
yeah im throwin up big money yeah im throwin big bands in the air
yuh im throwin up big money yuh im countin up racks like yale
yuh she running up big money yuh she run it up she dont care
yuh she running up big money run it up like a track meet yuh
i got shawty wet like the ocean yeah
she jst wanna drown in my potion yuh
i got shawty causin a commotion yuhhhh

potion (tgwog+cyandream+blank1691)

@sanriorose

@raaynen:
stop calling me i’m just tryna make my songs
V6 in the whip you tryna catch me im gone
Look at me now with the swag i put on
And if i were to die i’d have my truey jeans on
you told me you can’t take anymore
and i watched you just walk out the door
and you left me to rot to the core
what’s wrong with me? i don’t know im so pissed off
my bros gone, telling me to move on
but i’ll stay calm while you tell me im wrong
but i know its not over
there’s not one day im sober
i want to get closer
how would approach her
how would i get closer
to show her that i love her

like can you tell me where im trying to go
you’d think that i would know that it’s not possible
im tryna give my world a vision im just tryna grow
but be careful what you do make sure you’re house is a home
sometimes you’re better alone even when there’s nowhere to go
get your life on track or you’ll be miserable
and it sounds so sad i’m looking out for yall
cause i don’t know who’d have my back if i need someone to call

you told me you can’t take anymore
and i watched you just walk out the door
i close my eyes i think i’ve been here before
and you left me to rot to the core
and i don’t think im gonna make it
i watch em roll another blunt i think they laced it
my hearts racing, im still gonna face it
they always leave it up to me so then i cave in

stop calling me i’m just tryna make my songs
V6 in the whip you tryna catch me im gone
Look at me now with the swag i put on
And if i were to die i’d have my truey jeans on
you told me you can’t take anymore
and i watched you just walk out the door
and you left me to rot to the core
what’s wrong with me? i don’t know im so pissed off
my bros gone, telling me to move on
but i’ll stay calm while you tell me im wrong
but i know its not over
there’s not one day im sober
i want to get closer
how would approach her
how would i get closer
to show her that i love her

rot to the core (d0llywood1)

‎ <𝓛𝓮𝓼𝓼𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓷3
disc: trikazor360
        https://soundcloud.com/intothefrayyy
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