Knumears/vs self Split

knumears- I Love You Now, I Love You Never

CATALYST - Forget It I’ll Figure It Out

released on wolf town DIY/little l records/crust baby records in 2016

"I am everyone, always and forever"

algae bloom - we met upon the level

cuts in my mouth

09 - ESBN - 05 Leave Everything

instrumental by dead yami

breaking down my head hurts
i crashed my car last fall
and all i could think of was you
and all i could think of was you
it’s not hard to find a reason 
i knew i couldn’t go home
i knew i couldn’t go home

broke down and pleading 
when i was alone

(what was lost is all i had to give)

searching for meaning
6 feet in a hole 

(i needed more than what you had to offer)

too hard but still try
nd now i wonder why 
i’m nothing
i’m nothing

i needed more than what you had to offer

sever the ties you left me with im sorry 
i apologize 
i know i’ve caused some accidents
head turned to ash 
could you tell me your secrets 
i’m sorry 

im sorry

i apologized for nothing 
you plugged your ears and walked out the frame
maybe you’ll just stay the same

apologies

looking for a stipend my drive is loaded
i think i can find it the more you know me
i just copped the right to extort my purpose
in an one track climate with no disturbance
all the same witcha you believe you source shit
can’t get your main witcha she don’t need your bullshit
98% of all my flows are stolen
cos the greatest artists are the ones that notice

i get it going no i’m never turning it down
i’m finding my liking i strike indeterminates out and
if i’m all blood i’ll be flooding the tourniquet route
i’m breaking the boundaries i’m faking this tournament out
like why lil techie got a trendy flow
because he reckons that it’d grant your trust
and he’ll be there in a second
a deceiver needs his love

i think i should probably get my will off the carpet
college next year man the clock is alarming
ain’t no excuses no i do not give no pardons
and i’ma shoot a lot so i will hit my target
brakence gonna move straight like a rook, vehement
lead his favor wanna seize the paper like it’s old news: “dead president”
sincere no fake layer even though he out his element
he gotta lotta fear but won’t stop there, only care a little if he relevant 

looking for a stipend my drive is loaded
i think i can find it the more you know me
i just copped the right to extort my purpose
in an one track climate with no disturbance
all the same witcha you believe you source shit
can’t get your main witcha she don’t need your bullshit
98% of all my flows are stolen
cos the greatest artists are the ones that notice

i caught you dreaming
you’re soon to adopt how you find your meaning
i break my ceiling
i’m a lot, head’s hot but the baby freezing
that’s on my hearing
still why would they love me i’m way past my season
for the time being
i will not give a fuck i don’t need no reasons
they said make the best of your carbon print
get your work up do ya want all this baby
you can’t just ponder bliss
your vices control you the common shit baby
gated path look like a hyphen
brakence got talent but he ain’t no item
lazy ass nerd bouta get to his writing
don’t scrape that slack cos he just got a license

what are you tense for
what’s the reason you got manners
what do you stand for
look at me i need an answer
know you a man for them,
give your baby a little gander
why the fuck can’t you advance demands with all these people tryna manage you

this ain’t no message it’s assault in on your senses
find out who you are, and if i ever catch you lacking i’m gonna tell myself i failed

this is nothing
you haven’t seen nothing yet

looking for a stipend my drive is loaded
i think i can find it the more you know me
i just copped the right to extort my purpose
in an one track climate with no disturbance
all the same witcha you believe you source shit
can’t get your main witcha she don’t need your bullshit
98% of all my flows are stolen
cos the greatest artists are the ones that notice

effort

they can keep the key
what might have been lost doesn’t bother me
the wolves or sheep
with this blood on my hands
i’m making amends
i’ll move slowly
and i’ve worried that you’re worried
cos i wanted
to be like my momma
and get stronger
but you can never put a label on me
we don’t got no id
and if everyone had their reply
i’m on read
i gotchu
i gotchu
i gotchu
i gotchu

i get burning eyes
whenever i take my own advice
it is really mine
i want help don’t need luck
and i don’t give a fuck if you want me to
i’ve learned it’s gotta come from inside me
i don’t need to rhyme
and i don’t need no ivy/IV
i’ve been here all night
i can’t think to forget for you baby i’ll
carry all of you on me
ooo we’ll be fine 
now i gotchu
i gotchu
i gotchu
i gotchu

when you hold my hand
i think “we should make more plans
but you going out in san
what’s the point being friends”
but i’ll never leave your IG hole
and if i fall out in that cold
i trust that you’ll get over that
you wanted me to reaccept my end

i gotchu

gotchu

you wanna be that way
well dive in
dive in my holy ghost

i was never worried bout the six feet
i just wonder why it wouldn’t kill me
i ain’t get above in the fifties
and i know this isn’t making up for lost time
no difference made but now i know mine
making the same mistake for my whole life
now i’m gotta keep it all tongue tied
forty five minutes till you’re really getting tired and you’ll keep your distance
oh my god
i don’t need time i just want your love
and no thought and prayers and heartfelt lies gon play i
guess i don’t know the faith i got
wasn’t myself, it wasn’t my boss
and now all this searching brought me back to say that

i don’t care
bout a stare
or judgment
i don’t care
i don’t care
i don’t care
what your friends want from me
play it fair
i don’t care
i don’t care
bout the gram
to prove nothing
breath on air
i don’t care

locked out heaven like i can’t upset
i don’t need the time to decide i like it the best 
i just came for it
now i got a commission
i ain’t even 18 and i found me a mission
fuckboy treating art like a test
it’s why he always got a issue never given respect
so i just stick to plans cos this shit fun now i got a mentor
toxic engagement is not what i’m motherfucking meant for
i’ll kill your reason with an MC sony camcord

i don’t wanna play the game no more
i don’t wanna play the game no mooooore
i don’t wanna waste my funds
doing something i don’t love
give a little bitty fuck
i don’t
i don’t know where the passion in my subs
so i’ll get it on my own
what’s inside of me is enough like
i don’t want no points
sin or holy
i don’t call shots
and i ain’t no kobe
i tried to wear a collar
tried to be a goalie
i’m done with all then roles you can sell me off as a phony

i don’t care
bout a stare
or judgment
i don’t care
i don’t care
i don’t care
what your friends want from me
play it fair
i don’t care
i don’t care
bout the gram
to prove nothing
breath on air
i don’t care
i don’t care
what you expect from me
i don’t care
i don’t care

you wanna be that way
well dive in
dive in my holy ghost

idontcare

photo by 50Landing

fuckboy tryna play my homie
but 2020 i’ma take time on me
out the window where my mainline goes
this is sacrilegious how i’m gon fade off IG

heartache comes in many forms
one day opens any door but
i’ve never seen this distant
what success? my eyes are on a screen
if you’re hurting call my line and if you’re doing good, it’s not like i don’t care
i wanna see the world
this shit ain’t the same if i can’t breath your air

fuckboy tryna play my homie
but 2020 i’ma take time on me
out the window where my mainline goes
this is sacrilegious how i’m gon fade off IG
hope you find someone who can be invested
i’m not over you that’s not my objective
so obsessed with my mistakes i gotta accept them
so i’m not gonna listen to him

he always wants a little more
lost in his fake love and subliminals
won’t stay true if it’s difficult 
a lie’s a lie won’t hide the real to waste your time
that’s just being honest
shouldn’t fall in love and i shouldn’t go to college
gotta fight off all the pain he made in august

i’m not who you think i am

fuckboy tryna play my homie
but 2020 i’ma take time on me
out the window where my mainline goes
this is sacrilegious how i’m gon fade off IG
i won’t put no filler or no dud in my setlist
you should up your standards for what i can be impressed with
out your metric
i’m alive and i need help
hit concrete bottom you could say i learned my lesson

fuckboy tryna play my homie
but 2020 i’ma take time on me
out the window where my mainline goes
this is sacrilegious how i’m gon fade off IG

apologies

lessofme