relapse

ratrace - relapse w/punkinloveee

@luvwillow_
@gothlovee
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i wanna live in the house that jack built 
feel my spirit fly away and i can see the blood guilt 
lay me down in d&g, adore my cuts and rest in piece 
wristcheck’s written in the ink, take some bars and go to sleep
i need a surgery & a mcflurry
1000 xans so nothing can hurt me
nobody cried at my funeral it’s so sad
i’m sorry g o d, i’ve been so bad

adore my cuts, everything is awful
make me stick thin , i want everything
i need perfection in the mirror
i can sense that my end is near

driving to the haunted house let's have a party
it's like halloween i'm a celebrity
cameras flashing in my eyes paparazzi
i'm so pretty i'm a fucking dime piece
new identity plastic surgery
in my tight dress wanna get skinny
i'm a skeleton feel my fucking body
on elm street let's go fucking trick or treat

adore my cuts ft. gothlovee (dullxx)

Tr1st4n - scene puke party

hellokittyphone

psychokittyzombie - hellokittyphone!!! prod.h3artcrush

close my eyes ft. kaneda7  prod. ripjosh

I can feel my <3 beating out My chest...🎀⭐

circus freak *real dirty pop* prod. dullxx

snow falls (prod. dullxx)

Corpse Bride (hospitalsimp)

🎬🎟️lyrics🎼
the chandelier comes crashing down
i don’t know what’s happening at all
i believe in ghosts and goblins
everything is haunted after all
i feel it in my spine there’s someone following me
i see then all the time
i’ll see you in my dreams 
why did you do that
you didn’t have to murder me
you made my fans cry
now they can never see me live

it’s so cold 
i want you here
the knife is inside me, dear
it’s so cold 
i want you here
the bullet is, inside me dear

wow really that’s so sad 
i didn’t really know him.....

now everybody cries
turn off the lights 
fresh to deth 
yea i’m so fly
yea it’s really me from the tv
do you wanna see my body 
cameras are flashing they love to harrass me
everyone’s scared of me because i’m a zombie :(
she told me im ugly and that you embarrass me
shoot my brain baby let’s go to sleep forever
can i take your picture 
i wrote you a letter 
nobody understands me 😭
this song is now available on all platforms now thank you xx

Punkinloveee - Americanzombi (official)

guitars by @nihil2free
i made this beat all the way back in 2022 and put it in my first beat clips, and sent it around in my beat folder for years. no one ever hopped on it though sadly, but ive always been very proud of the beat, so i thought hopping on it myself would be a perfect sendoff to the cosmik project.

lyrics:
i can feel you pulling away from me
my head hurts so bad i cannot even fucking think 
i need some more luv i just cant get enough of what i need
dont wanna fuck this up but i just cant shake the thought that we are not meant to be

ive been craving your touch you dont wanna give it up i feel so fucking gross
need to get away i might need some time on my own

been by myself more often alone with my thoughts
its so hard to break this cycle my self loathing flares up
i retreat away from everyone i love

snow falls (prod. dullxx)

lethal