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@7akkiro
@v_letical

@esssoh
ye i think id be off better if you would just go away
i wish there was something we could do
back up, im so sick, youre in my space
what u think this gotta do w you
eyes closed i dont wanna see her
keep the curtains drawn yea thats how i need it
got this urge yea i think im gonna feed it
now im stuck here hoping i dont have to feel the end

@7akkiro
oh i, i dont know why u try
gotta hold my breath when you tell me lies
its at the point where i dont see u anymore
always lose myself when you tell me twice
oh i, i dont know why i try
im at the point of my life where i dont got no vices
i taste your love its bitter
now im by myself but ive never been better

@v_letical
last night i dont think i heard a word you said
i been up all day i cant catch my breath
ooo i aint reading that letter
cut you out my life and ive never been better
path finder, howd i end up here
covered my face, do you see my tears
now their forcing me to fight my fears
covered my face, do you see my tears

@esssoh
fuckin wanna be like me but he never will
yeah he sellin out his team tryna sign a deal
whats it gotta do w me?
how it made you feel
mfs talkin thru a screen
(make it something real)
x2

vices ft akkiro + valetical

prod. kidhoodiee + anh + vnoahh + me

lyrics soon idk where there are

having fun + playing

welcome

stream: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/redhorse1/heavyweights-feat-spoder--cambi0

written by us 3, 
produced by me, 
mixed by me n spo

words:
heavy weights
messy days
there's no place to let this go
walls get closer, trapped at home 
crowded streets
now it's me
to find my own way out
to like my own self now

i see the trees all going by
the things i'd do to grow as much
i think to myself: "why can't i try?"
could i relieve my burden, grow w u
long for your hand, my humble abode
to leave with u than live alone

@1spoder
i walked into a corner store
the boy he worked, and worked some more
i had a twenty in my pocket
gave it cause his legs were sore
said, "do you want this for your life?"
he told me, "i'm just passing time."
i took the gum and walked right out
i knew he knew my hands were tied
he faked every moment
he loved you, i know
in the heat of the moment
those heavy weights crushed down on him
 
"i loved you, i'm sorry,
i hated my body,
i'll fix my whole life... yet i'm treated like a zombie. "

these heavy weights, they're killing me
wash me away, wash me away
x2

@1cambio
jump before i look
i hesitate to fall
i keep on going faster 
as everyone else stalls
everybody’s crying
but i know we’ll be alright 
if everything was worth it
why second-guess your might 

skin the moment bare
i'll put it in a locket 
to hold when i'm not there
wish that i could stop it
feeling is a burden 
i sense it every time
they speak, but i done heard it
i'll end it with a line

i'll end it with a line

heavyweights

click on me mf

heavyweights, +spoder, cambi0

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5dHWIT5fxB7zBkoykyNIYS?si=ff6b79c35e5146de
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/spoder/showman

produced by plantcham
performed mixed written by me
cover art by my girlfriend 

sequel to crawler
thank you for listening like always

///
held it open like a doorman
tell me, why's it always pouring here?
she put it on like a showman
was the moment I knew I was scared
I split my head out wide
though incomplete, I try
I know that it sounds boring to you but this is my life
could you cut me some slack I
know that I'm not a good son
I'll wait till we orbit and then I'll wake up
spent 500 hours on screens in a month
let it burn up my skin so my eyes won't cry
a dumb ear I lended a thousand times
put my right hand on your shoulder darling
I'll tell you that everything will be just fine

it's alright
I've come to find there ain't a right time
so lower your conscience down
there's no use in trying to be found
could've sworn that I thought of it all
a bother so big or so small
a crawler that's stuck to the walls
if it's unfeasible then don't hurt me, falling

can hardly rest, don't let me go
my darling
this place not home
I pace around
you shut my mouth
I fall apart, it gets too loud
I don't wanna hold you
you've sewn and you've closed me up
they tried to console you
but my yells don't make a sound

my yells (my yells)
my yells have exhausted love
have exhausted love
I've had a hell of a day
wash it all up in the drain
don't make a sound
everything's gon' be okay

it's alright
I've come to find there ain't a right time
so lower your conscience down
there's no use in trying to be found
could've sworn that I thought of it all
a bother so big or so small
a crawler that's stuck to the walls
if it's unfeasible then don't hurt me, falling

can hardly rest, don't let me go
my darling
this place not home
I pace around
you shut my mouth
I fall apart, it gets too loud
I don't wanna hold you
you've sewn and you've closed me up
they tried to console you
but my yells don't make a sound

(yells don't make a sound
yells don't-
yells don't make a sound)
my yells don't make a sound
my yells don't make a sound
I'd hate to see you frown
I love you with my heart
I'd rather stay with you for now

showman

https://open.spotify.com/track/0wxKhs3sA21j63oROyzm3N?si=e830a7527f7040a4
@prodbyjoshwa

yeah, i don’t really wanna to talk to you
i thought you gave up when you said you found somebody new
you did the opposite of putting me in better moods
went behind my back and act like i don’t got a clue

but does it feel right baby?
didn’t think i had to ask you what the deals like baby
feel like i fucked up when i spent a couple bills on you baby
know somethings wrong i can see a couple chills on you baby
so what’s the deal like baby?

so what more you need from me?
you got me down on my knees
love when you fall next to me
but we still struggle with the same old things 

so just don’t, do it again
lost all my trust, overthink till the end
cause recently i been so tired of the waiting 
cause recently i been so sick of conversating
cause recently i be to too tired and impatient
cause recently i be so tired of the fake shit
and i don’t think i can take it

yeah, i been trying to get a moment with you
so you can tell bout the things that you always wanna do
it’s like we only play to lose
so can you tell me what’s wrong you been acting different you don’t act like you belong
been expressing all my feelings you can hear it in my songs
damn, all of it just went to waste 
hope you see better days
so you don’t gotta complain

so just don’t, do it again
lost all my trust, overthink till the end
cause recently i been so tired of the waiting 
cause recently i been so sick of conversating
cause recently i be to too tired and impatient
cause recently i be so tired of the fake shit
and i don’t think i can take it x2

recently (joshwa)

https://open.spotify.com/track/4COHmcU8dTyWZZyePIGowA?si=5721c0ffb8394b63
@prodbyjoshwa

oh i been up all night
no you wouldnt get it
but you still roam my mind
tell me to forget it 
dont gotta tell you twice 
you tell me we finished
but you still roam my mind
tell me to forget it 

i shouldnt worry bout
what still goes on in your life
i shouldnt worry bout
if they still treating you right
i shouldnt worry bout it 
cause you still wont do the same
no no, no im the one left to blame

i heard the same about you
you dont gotta fool me twice
wont listen to your advice
but baby i know 
im better off without you
no i wont consume your lies 
no i wont pursuit that life x2

oh i 
know that its harder to breathe
under the water baby
you swimming deep in the ocean
dont want no problems baby
ouu you wasting my time
ouu gotta take whats mine 

(no no no no oh)
(no no no no oh)
(if they still treating you right)
(if they still treating you right)
(if they still treating you right)
(i heard the same bout you)


i heard the same about you
you dont gotta fool me twice
wont listen to your advice
but baby i know 
im better off without you
no i wont consume your lies 
no i wont pursuit that life x2

fool me twice (joshwa)

self prod

lyrics:

log off, stay calm
everybody's watching
you've done great harm
nail in my coffin
its my day off
i still want to off it
best friends turning toxic
just you fucking watch this
you never fucking say shit
always leave mid conversation
you try to leave me waiting
so i had to go and make this
im glad you're doing well
but it feels like you're only staying 
to try to piss me off but every time
you do, im changing
it doesnt have to be easy, ill just do it myself
you said how am i gon find new friends
you must be fooling around
you must think that im incompetent
but ill get what i want
i just picked up this job 
and im working all night long
log off, stay calm
everybody's watching
you've done great harm
nail in my coffin
its my day off
i still want to off it
best friends turning toxic
just you fucking watch this
you never fucking say shit
always leave mid conversation
you try to leave me waiting
so i had to go and make this
im glad you're doing well
but it feels like you're only staying 
to try to piss me off but every time
you do, im changing
i wanna run away from you
i want a boy to tell me to come through
its scary being me for you
i dont miss you

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