Cover : : gawacakes on twt 🐶🍭.... New playlist dandan made crrrrrazyu!

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some more staring at the ceiling

astro🍃💨

still workin on the album

i was feeling so tired
slept through the entire
party, i'm partly awake and asleep
still tasting the vomit
i felt so fucking nauseous
passed out in the toilet
just for a couple seconds

picking up the broken glass
on the kitchen floor
looking at a photograph
of myself that i've never seen before

the door's cracked open 
feel the draft coming in
the wind blows me away
into some place i've never been
but i think it's gonna shut
as im sat here remembering
my hands under the kitchen sink
i feel the blood spilling in

picking up the broken glass
on the kitchen floor
looking at a photograph
of myself that i've never seen before

culling myself into somebody now
and the face on the back 
of my head's turning round
these days are just fading away
and i want them to stay right here

i want them to stay

Kitchen

(2.) sprain - anything

Under the hum of citylights
Where months before I bid my goodnight
And hushed my truth
Heavy snow kissed my pale flushed flesh
You saw through my guise
Before I ever could
Our images blur into sound
Your voice makes me warm
Finding comfort in small gestures
Burdened by this sense of self
The nocturnal everlasting who dreamt of sleep
The clairvoyant who could not speak
And the exhaustion that led to collapse
Finding comfort in small gestures
Burdened by this sense of self
Defined by past mistakes

Exhaustion That Led To Collapse by burial etiquette

what am i supposed to be? ourbluewounds

for you (i take)

lovesick

locked in

nyctophiliac

single coils & tremolo

Remix of the 2005 Meek Mill freestyle and the song: 'Waiting by Leverfall'

Meek Mill 2005 Freestyle x Waiting (Leverfall)

cover art by izm_nii on ig (thank u to them again for letting me use their beautiful art <33)
thank u to @mya and @swagapino2013 for featuring
prods: inuyasha, spireleaf, kaish, xmichaelwarren
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/0jbU3iLNLTT2LO5StzEvN7?si=1fMgdl7kSfiUy-Y7318p2w

nothing out of the ordinary from what i usually do but it's nice to have a new album to compare by old one to lol, much improved, more improvement to come!

locket

waiting (by leverfall) naruto

sometimes i wish i was a cloud just floating along x waiting (leverfall)

lain2lain

made this track and wrote to it today - i really just need to put this out so i can feel like i've completed something cuz i did absolutely nothing but lay around and make music all day

i hope you like it

(lyrics!)

i need to not pick up my phone
i’ll go straight to airplane mode
find something to do i know
i can be a little bit cold

but my third eye
is going blind
i’m unaligned
with my body and mind
its playing tricks
i say "i’m fine"
but really it's hurtin' me deep inside

cuz
i’ve been dreaming bout you
i’ve been wishin that i was next to you
i've been dreaming of us
i've been thinking this is not a need or a must

but
love has treated me so so wrong
this year all i've got to show are songs
and i want to be 
super duper true
to you 
but god i don’t know what to do
cuz last year i was just 22
feels like it up and flew
so far away and out of view
but 23 seems like me and you  

cuz
i’ve been dreaming bout you
i’ve been wishin i was next to you
i’ve been dreaming of us
i’ve been thinking this is not a need or a must

i know sometimes i make you feel insane
i'm sorry thats just how i play this stupid game
i can't act like a child and disobey
all that you want from me and that you say
im sorrryyyyy baby
pleeeese puppy 
i’m trying to be
ultra mega happy
and show you my smile 
and send you my feelings 
and fuck - it is so hard 
being so damn far
i guess i’ll just stay here 
and..
stay singing in my car?
(i'll sing in my car)

i’ve been dreaming bout you
i’ve been wishin i was next to you
i’ve been dreaming of us
i’ve been thinking this is not a need or a must

but
i've been waiting on you
i've been waiting for you to tell me those three words too
cuz
i've been hoping it's true
that one day i'll feel like i am something real for you