Written by @hiisero, @ryanleahan & @trustt
Produced by @hiisero, @ryanleahan & @trustt
Mixed by @ryanleahan & @trustt
Mastered by @trustt

#2014Back

We made this in less than a day. (26/4)

[Intro: Ryan Leahan]
So won’t you go 
Go hang out with your friends
They’ll put the seeds in your hands
You found a reason to end you life, well
They found a spot to begin 
Well don’t you know 
Don’t you know in the end 
Were just the tracks that we spin 
So turn it up till the speakers blow
then I 
I wanna play it again 

[Pre-chorus: Ryan Leahan]
She's the girl divine 
Your always on my mine
Your the girl divine
She's always on my mind

[Drop: Ryan Leahan]
We’ll 4 ever love, we’ll 4 ever love again
We’ll 4 ever love, we’ll 4 ever love again

[Verse 1: Trustt]
"Just wait for a week
Just stay for a month"
But I feel so wrong
But I feel so dumb
Just go out
Oh god, why'd it get so hard now?
I feel so dumb

Tell me everything
Just tell me where to stay
I can't even eat now
I can't even sleep
So tell me everything
Just tell me where to stay
I can't even eat now
I can't even sleep


[Verse 2: Sero]
You find yourself, uh, 
looking for doors 
but they lead to the same damn place

You find yourself lying,
trying to keep trying
with a noose in your hands

You repent, you repent, you repent
while you wish to be someone else
You say "mother, I'm sorry"
I desire for one day to be the one

[Pre-chorus: Ryan Leahan]
She's the girl divine 
Your always on my mine
Your the girl divine
She's always on my mind

[Drop: Ryan Leahan]
We’ll 4 ever love, we’ll 4 ever love again
We’ll 4 ever love, we’ll 4 ever love again

[Outro: Trustt]
just hold on, cuz waiting forever
hurts more than missing you
and white grass, painted all over
our spring is meant for two
wait up, you're fading too fast
my eyes can't catch your moves
and white tracks, painted and older
this seat, i left for you

girldivine (with Ryan Leahan & trustt)

check in
right back to da desk yeh
i don’t wana do dis i been stressin
i don’t wana do dis cuz it wrecks me
but i fuckin love it when that check hits

when dat check hits 3x
but i fuckin love it when that check hits

can’t say i regret it
without all dis cash on me i wouldn’t be dis fitted
anything i want bich i jus go n fuckin get it
dam at 21 i had like 6 figures invested
bring dat bich to 7
but it still gives me a headache
kinda wish dat id b doin somethin different
every day it feels like hours turn 2 minutes
i’m like shu shut up bich dis ain’t yo business

ok bb need u rn
if it weren’t for u i think id fucking crash out
2x

chorus 

i got everything i wanted
so tell me why dis shit is always fucking haunting me 
guess i didnt see the problem, 
i used to feel like i woke up n won the lottery

i made my family proud
i grinded college got a job n thought i made it out
im tryna balance work n music but i don’t know how 
n now im here i got it all but im still thinking bout ..
what if it worked what if i made it count
what if i stopped balancing life and turned that shit around
n i can’t lie ill always have my doubt
i’ll never know unless i try so bich im trying out

bich im way up
betta do what i say so
how ya day go
i can make that change ho 
we can dance bich yuh like fuckin tango 
count yo days ho
turn u to an angel


no i didnt wana do dis
all dis work on me it got me feelin clueless
i been puzzled like sum rubix
i still run dis shit i’m doin what u couldn’t

Check

all plats <3

check

prod me and https://soundcloud.com/danaelco

three days from saturday
this is more than i can manage
i got blood inside my bandage
from all the times i tried so hard
bitch oh my god
i crashed my car
woke up so early to hit a rock
i did the right or so i thought
i thought i had this i did not
i’m so sorry that i disappointed you
i don’t mean to be a bother
know things hurt but i hurt too
and there’s no room for my shit
don’t care about that you care about this
and when i talk you want me to quit
say jack about smoke till i breathe in
i don't want to restart 
go somewhere else 
why they always gotta give me hell
i haven't even smoked in a month 
and now i gotta deal with this shit
how i'm supposed to deal with this shit
how i'm supposed to deal with your shit 
how i'm supposed to get the bands quick
girly suck it up like nesquik

breathe in

ignite (sxth sns)

put 2 faces on 1 shirt 
the boy was fake so his face in the dirt yuh
rp 10 off the perc sometimes i swear boy 
i cant get hurt yea
bad bitch been at the side of my bed for 
3 days when do they work yuh
i guess they ass tryna move in 
bae dont trip it aint rent to the first yuh
i be outside on extra shit luh hoe i gotta make you shake
im actin foul no shai 
elbow drop from the top im a savage
im making hits just check my status 
still rep chelsea just for my daddy
bitch go ahead and get at me 
bitch go ahead and get 
shoutout to noa she aint make this beat though 
shoutout to dilo on god thats foreal
i may just go pop a pill 
its been so long tryna see how it feel uh huh
if yo bitch bad its break up season 
on god like bring'em here uh huh
penthouse suite where im tryna bring folks 
that be too stuck in the field uh huh
mac-11 send a goofy boy back to heaven 
talkin to my bitch too much i swear i be acting jealous
if i fuck this up one more time i go back to felonies
they should of hit me in my head it be rest in peace
i try to tell'em that i want more
that means they not everything 
guess i shouldve thought more
outside when the windows fog up 
we feel all cold 
but i know when its late we ball up 
wishing we just talked more
i really loved yo body though
like fuck everybody else
excuse me but im sorry huh 
im just tryna be honest
baby you know you got it 
i aint gotta act modest
im in the dm like gotti
told her steer clear of the molly
it'll fuck you up 
shit in my city its probably cut 
shit that i wouldnt trust
baby take my word for it just hit this blunt
i promise itll get you there on god when its up its stuck
family where the fuck you been at
stuck in the cut like whats up with that?
open a 4 like i went gotta kitkat
shoutout to kitty the full name be kitkat
if you talking down i might just have to kick ass
im smoking purple pack daphne sweater
the folks was tough i just had to be better
dont make me grab the baretta 
bury yo whole squad nexus

Spotify

the first (dilo)

https://www.instagram.com/hiisero/
prod, mixed & mastered by me

it's a cliché
and it comes right back to say
that i'm nothing, it's touché
and it hits me in my face
it's so hard to redecorate

if you tell me a lie
kill me, stab me, throw me in the fire for it
burn me alive,
trust me, all about me i will regurgitate

tell me about it while you cry
its always bark, you never bite
tell me why i should say goodbye
guess ill lie to myself, guess ill lie to myself

its different every time
but i guess it always hurts
no matter if i try
the thought of who i was will hit me

if my art doesn't speak for me
then neither will my mouth
i try to avoid it but i cant
cuz it haunts me, it haunts me

tell me about it while you cry
its always bark, you never bite
tell me why i should say goodbye
guess ill lie to myself, guess ill lie to myself

bark, bite

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prod me

ill go move to the side
wont stay in frame i gotta prove i can hide
ill always argue but i knew u were right
said i prefer seeing you two at a time

so ill just ruin my life
try holding still now i got glue on my eyes
said there's not shit i wouldnt do for a price
and now im crucified
i always knew u would bite
but please dont hurt ur jaw

im never getting it right
cant bear to look at u dead in the eyes
u thought i would try by now 
i thought u would not find out

cause every which way u been changing ur mind
every night new clientel
cant fit in my shoes size twelve
im too good to prove who are u

so ill just ruin my life
try holding still now i got glue on my eyes
said there's not shit i wouldnt do for a price
and now im crucified
i always knew u would bite
but please dont hurt ur jaw

if u go flip thru the pages
looking back u shoulda seen was never gonna make it
ill just succumb to cravings
over and over ill never learn
youre worried sick about me
pacing and aching just makes it worse

ill go move to the side
wont stay in frame i gotta prove i can hide
ill always argue but i knew u were right
said i prefer seeing you two at a time

so ill just ruin my life
try holding still now i got glue on my eyes
said there's not shit i wouldnt do for a price
and now im crucified
i always knew u would bite
but please dont hurt ur jaw

glue on my eyes

OUT NOW
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/swazy4/jack-o-lantern

lyrics:

10 bands stuffed in the mattress
bad bitch think she a actress 
sex in the bedroom action
im too geeked for the function 
plus im always on fuck shit yea
pockets on jack-o-lantern
they getting bout fat as a pumpkin yea 

im off the green like house or ceaser
white boy but the chicken got seasoned 
bad bitch really wanna fuck and come over
im finna put her legs to the ceiling
let a bad hoe fuck with my feelings
i guess its ok cuz we even 
uber her out in the morning 
send her a text when im fiending 

16 gone off the lucy im startin to see shit
i thought it was land hoe next thing im sea sick
my cup look like the mexican gulf after what bp did 
im too swaggy these hoes dont want me they want my penis 

teenage anx gon set in 
got me lookin for answers on reddit 
i told so many hoes i was different 
just to be exactly whats expected 
fuck i thought i was better than this 
we could still fuck lil bae but i think we better as friends 

10 bands stuffed in the mattress
bad bitch think she a actress 
sex in the bedroom action
im too geeked for the function 
plus im always on fuck shit yea
pockets on jack-o-lantern
they getting bout fat as a pumpkin yea 

im off the green like house or ceaser
white boy but the chicken got seasoned 
bad bitch really wanna fuck and come over
im finna put her legs to the ceiling
let a bad hoe fuck with my feelings
i guess its ok cuz we even 
uber her out in the morning 
send her a text when im fiending 

(let me talk my shit man shoutout to sxth,
i bet she on bond street now cashin out, i keep forgettin i got family over there, shit she prolly met'em more than me, and im 

still reppin chelsea just for my daddy man, real champs wear royal blue, fuck you thought, it aint never over we just gettin started)

i bet you thought it was over we just getting started 
bad lil hoe out of college she doing me like an assignment (homework)
she hit my phone like nav it was perfect timing (yall dont know shit about sidechaining the 808 to the kick)
give up the digits i punch in her number we locked-in 

patting my stats like stockton 
keep a stick at my hip like hockey 
i wish these folks would try me 
they aint gon never like forget the bevy 
2 sticks in a 2 door chevy
all this weight on my name gettin heavy
light the pressure when im under pressure

10 bands stuffed in the mattress
bad bitch think she a actress 
sex in the bedroom action
im too geeked for the function 
plus im always on fuck shit yea
pockets on jack-o-lantern
they getting bout fat as a pumpkin yea 

im off the green like house or ceaser
white boy but the chicken got seasoned 
bad bitch really wanna fuck and come over
im finna put her legs to the ceiling
let a bad hoe fuck with my feelings
i guess its ok cuz we even 
uber her out in the morning 
send her a text when im fiending

jack-o-lantern (sxth sns)

cover og song by salute by rina sawayama


saving flowers

prod me

i meant it that way one time
when i showed up with a hurt eye
another cig, another line
ill talk with a lisp u said u dont mind

dont leave an outline in my bed
should i just stay away? im still unsure
u drew a picture in my frets
no time to think, just pray again

so im just gonna float im just gonna float
dont wanna think, triple my dose
then im going ghost
so im just gonna float im just gonna float
and im just gonna dose im just gonna dose

u wouldnt talk with me last night
im fighting every single urge just to call you first
im never locked in whats my problem (dont care at all)
so sick of comments, need a promise (i hope you)

dont leave an outline in my bed
should i just stay away? im still unsure (and i noticed)
u drew a picture in my frets
no time to think, just pray again

so im just gonna float im just gonna float
dont wanna think, triple my dose
then im going ghost
so im just gonna float im just gonna float
and im just gonna dose im just gonna dose

im just gonna float

made this today and thought it was too special to gatekeep on my computer forever


additional synth from @neciawake
more music soon

🦋 \\ lyrics // 🦋
I never thought that it'd be perfect
but here you're coming back around
don't leave me high up on the surface
with no way of coming down

i always tend to chase the worst things
i always circle back around
don't leave me high up on the surface
because i'm never coming down