deleted song by computer loser 

https://youtu.be/2S69QNGMxmY link to the youtube video were I originally got it from

COMPUTER LOSER - Decay (reupload)

#swagapinostyle

lyrics:
load my head with some ketamine
blow my brain with amphetamine	
want it all
want it all
give it all to me

i think i saw you last night
standing by my door
think ill lose my mind
if i take some more   
of my drugs
but at least ill see you
youll never leave me

im so fucked up
super fucked up

stick the needle in my vein
and pump it all
i just wanna end the pain
and punch a wall
cut my wrist and watch the blood drain
its all my fault
i need to die
its not fair
my life sucks
im bruised up 
by my mistakes
got nowhere 
got no bucks
to spend on 
shit to fix me  

load my head with some ketamine
blow my brain with amphetamine
want it all
want it all
give it all to me

i think i saw you last night
standing by my door
think ill lose my mind
if i take some more   
of my drugs
but at least ill still see you
youll never leave me

stick the needle in my vein
and pump it all
i just wanna end the pain
and punch a wall
cut my wrist and watch the blood drain
its all my fault
i need to die (2x)

ketamine

winter suicide blehhh

#techclub

https://open.spotify.com/track/5z3XKjC1LNFXY3DGWNfFiw?si=dABK832UQuyONWhkhq44Dw

birds

care about (demo)

its hard to say what genre songs are when soundcloud doesnt give all of them. 

[Verse]
The engines hum the world below fades
I’m weightless now in neon cascades
Colors swirl they blur they ignite
Chasing comets through the endless night

[Chorus]
Am I awake or am I dreaming
Planets spin their colors screaming
Stars explode like fireworks above
Is this a dream or cosmic love

[Verse 2]
Saturn’s rings they pull me in tight
Jupiter glows a carnival light
Venus whispers secrets I can't hold
A galaxy of wonders unfolds

[Prechorus]
Each breath feels like a melody
Each second bends reality

[Chorus]
Am I awake or am I dreaming
Planets spin their colors screaming
Stars explode like fireworks above
Is this a dream or cosmic love

[Bridge]
I see a nova burst and bloom
Like flowers in a crystal room
The void is loud the silence sings
The 

[Bridge]
The Universe gives me wings
Oh I soar through the sky
With your guiding light
Ohhh ooooh ooooo

[Chorus]
Am I awake or am I dreaming
Planets spin their hues beaming
Stars explode like skies above
Is this a dream or cosmic love
COSMIC LOVE!


Cosmic Reverie

Dono or Support

Stretched Wide Open

i think about that day a lot and it (still) sucks (demo)

it’s a busy street
got a place to be
but 
she walked up to me
i couldn’t look away

she kissed my cheek 
said i’m gonna see
the sky’s too full
i don’t know what that means 

please no zakuro don’t jump
you don’t know what it means to me
the sky above’s too blue to see
but i heard the sound when you hit concrete

i can’t touch the walls
walking down the halls
i got back to school
hid beneath the pool

there’s no way she knew
what i was gonna do
we gathered on the roof
and then we flew

End Sky

POV: you just drank 3 cups of red cordial and are literally seeing through space and time

just a dude from LA who writes mediocre punk n shitty beats

i think about that day a lot and it (still) sucks (demo)

lfsx