[lyrics below]

prod by me

video:
https://youtu.be/KDbFYyZ-DH8

spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/album/2dU462fZz8prDjZe2YhLCw

bandcamp:
https://abnormal.bandcamp.com/track/pariah

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lyrics:

Further more straying into the world of the unknown
Losing sense of time and sense of myself
Haunted by many
I'm the black sheep
None of you know what I feel
If I exposed my true self you'd be sorry for what you see
In front of you
I'm so gone that it isn't funny anymore
I'm so lost in a place that I can't escape
Going far from home
Confused and messed up dome
I've always been a waste
Toxic, poison in my veins
Self destructive mind frame
Contemplating death, cannot find peace in my head
In my brain it all makes sense
But you never will 'cause
You could never get me
Always been outcasted by many
I'm a pariah
Everything is black, what I see
I must be dying
I be waking up already fed up
Waiting for shit to end
What could be pulling my strings I wonder
What it really is

All I see is darkness around me
Taking all over me
I cannot feel or breathe
Constantly suffocating
All I see is darkness around me
Taking all over me
I cannot feel or breathe
Constantly suffocating

Pariah

Pariah (Video In Description)

I Hope Your Listening

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inspired by trbld boy

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I've returned. Track i made at a couple of months ago for this moment

Return Of A Ghost (Prod. Penta)

an old track from me and @7ngel 
enjoy :)
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socials - @lftdhghts

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thousand knives (feat. 7NGEL)

s/o @killzave 
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socials - @lftdhghts

bullet in my brain (feat. ZAVE)[prod. @lftdhghts]

this was not a single i must have fucked up when uploading this. it dropped with the rest of the album

https://soundcloud.com/realbirdo

[intro]
"This city is a prison. I don't wanna make a life here"
"Life happens wherever you are, whether you make it or not"

[verse]
All this pain 
All this pain
Was it just in vain 
Just in vain 
One day I hope this'll all be worth it
Or I gained nothing from the days I felt worthless
All my emotions, I put em in my verses 
Worked a whole year, but nobody fucking heard this
I got all these issues, but I'm the main problem 
Lookin in the mirror, like I'm the one who caused em
All this pain has just left me hollow
Found my way up, just to find rock bottom 
Only time I feel at peace is when the blunt's lit
Yeah I feel alright when I can't feel shit 
I owe my mom, but I still cop weed
I know my family looks down on me 
Crying out for help, but no one cares
Watch me fuck my life, and they all just stare
Someone, please get me out of my head 
I'm not safe when I'm alone in there  
All this anxiety eats me alive 
Wish I could, but I just can't thrive 
2 A.M. and now I can't breath
But it's too late I don't wanna die 

[hook]
I get so high that I can't breathe
Can't get a job if they drug test me
Haven't been sober since I turned 18
Smoking all these blunts, I hope that it kills me
Yeah, I can't relate, bitch I'm geeked on a weekday 
Three blunts deep, and I'm speeding down the freeway
Miss the old days posted out by the Speedway 
Wish I could go back and just start off with a clean slate

I get so high that I can't breathe
Can't get a job if they drug test me
Haven't been sober since I turned 18
Smoking all these blunts, I hope that it kills me
Yeah I can't relate, bitch I'm geeked on a weekday 
Three blunts deep, and I'm speeding down the freeway
Miss the old days posted out by the Speedway 
Wish I could go back and just start off with a clean slate
I get so high that I can't breathe
Can't get a job if they drug test me
Haven't been sober since I turned 18
Smoking all these blunts, I hope that it kills me
Yeah I can't relate, bitch I'm geeked on a weekday 
Three blunts deep, and I'm speeding down the freeway
Miss the old days posted out by the Speedway 
Wish I could go back and just start off with a clean slate

[outro]
I get so high that I can't breathe
Can't get a job if they drug test me
Haven't been sober since I turned 18
Smoking all these blunts, I hope that it kills me
Yeah I can't relate, bitch I'm geeked on a weekday 
Three blunts deep, and I'm speeding down the freeway
Miss the old days posted out by the Speedway 
Wish I could go back and just start off with a clean slate

"Sometimes, life is like this dark tunnel 
You can't always see the light at the end of the tunnel
But if you just keep moving, you will come to a better place"

This is as far as you go!

take me back to 2016 [prod. birdo]

Deep October - Ice Boy II (prod. Love)(Gryphin Remix)
Original Track: https://soundcloud.com/fatherfuneral/iceboy
-prod. Love, FKA Sadbalmain
-Mixed. Suni Vega

Artist: https://soundcloud.com/fatherfuneral

The falling of rain is so fucking odd
I hear your name in every drop
I feel so strange when talking to God
I try to change, its so hard to not
IM ON ICE (x3)
wherever I go.
we fucked for 3 months, 1 year these thoughts follow me home
I still try to let love become 'let go of control'
Said it might become too much, lose touch, swallow me whole..

Bend, I break, end of cycle.
When I prayed, didn't like to
In my brain finite mind loops

I know you love violence
there's no climax to said suffering
I love blues and violets on your eyelids when you cover them
A beautiful Silence in the climax of the drugs again

IM ON ICE (x3)

Deep October - Ice Boy II (prod. Love)(Gryphin Remix)

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bullet in my brain (feat. ZAVE)[prod. @lftdhghts]

lftd hghts (@lftdhghts)