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Evilreligion  - 暁Records

Touhou Vocal-The Fear is Oneself [Satori Maiden - Third Eye]

【東方ヴォーカルPV】NONONO【暁Records公式】

Chapters 2-3: Mother, Mother - Summary

At a mandatory Zenithian sermon, Mira struggles under the faith's suffocating expectations—restrictive dress codes, enforced note-taking, and the subtle hierarchies of devotion. While her mind escapes to visions of forest freedom, she endures humiliation from the devout who embody Zenith's purity obsessions.

That evening, desperate for answers about her absent mother, Mira confronts her father Elias. His cryptic response devastates her: "She's not like us, Mira. She walks a different path—a path we can never follow." Her violet eyes, so different from any human's, mark her as eternally separate, confirming her otherworldly heritage.

Seeking solace, Mira drags her best friend Kat to their secret sanctuary—a hidden waterfall deep in the ancient forest where the Wild Gods' influence remains pure. As Mira revels in the freedom of cold water and wild spaces, Kat systematically dismantles every reference to the old gods while pressing Mira to undergo Zenithian Baptism.

Their philosophical debate reveals the depth of Kat's transformation: Kat insists on absolute good, while Mira defends natural balance. Under mounting pressure and facing the loss of her only friend, Mira reluctantly agrees to speak with Lucien—a compliance that feels like a lie that may destroy her authentic self.

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Mother, Mother
Track 02

Mother, mother...  
You walk a path I cannot follow...  
Cannot follow...

White walls closing in on me  
Incense choking what I breathe  
Dress too tight, can't find my skin  
They say kneel, but I can't give in  
Mmm-oh-ah... mmm-oh-ah...

Father's books won't speak her name  
"She's not like us," his voice in pain  
Violet eyes stare back at me  
Mirror shows what I might be  
Oh-way-oh... way-oh...

Mother, mother, where'd you go?  
Walk a path I'll never know  
Mother, mother, am I you?  
Is that why I can't make it through?

She's not like us... not like me...  
Different path... set my soul free...

But I RUN! I RUN! Through the ancient trees!  
Bare feet flying, finally free!  
The waterfall calls my name!  
I leap into the wild gods' domain!

Cold water holds me, I'm ALIVE!  
The forest knows I will survive!  
No white robes can bind my soul!  
The wild makes me whole!  
Makes me whole!

Kat says "be chosen, wash it clean"  
But I still hear what she's not seen  
Nymphs in pools and dryads near  
Old gods whisper what I fear  
Hey-yah-oh... hey-yah-oh...

"She walks a different path," he said  
Those words keep spinning in my head  
Am I the bridge she couldn't be?  
Between the wild and what they need?  
Oh-way-oh-way...

At the falls! At the falls!  
Where the old magic calls!  
Strip away what isn't real!  
Let the wild gods make me feel!

Hey-yah! Hey-yah! Oh-way-oh!  
Diving deep where shadows go!  
Hey-yah! Hey-yah! Oh-way-oh!  
This is all I need to know!

So I RUN! I RUN! Through the ancient trees!  
Bare feet flying, finally free!  
The waterfall drowns their prayers!  
I breathe the wild gods' sacred air!

Cold water holds me, I'm ALIVE!  
Mother's blood helps me survive!  
No baptism can claim my soul!  
The wild makes me whole!  
I AM whole!

Mother, mother...  
Your different path...  
Maybe leads...  
Back to me...  

Maybe I'm the path...  
You couldn't follow...

Mother, Mother

Vocals：lily-an, Stack
Lyrics：ACTRock, azuki/kaztora
Arrangement：ACTRock, kaztora
Circles：暁Records×Liz Triangle
Album：First Memory/Next Memory | Reitaisai 13

Lyrics:
The seasons change countless times,
even if I’m lonely, even if I’m sad, and I thought it was completely normal.
Even though I was empty I had something I wanted to take care of.
I started walking from there – my first memory.

I certainly saw a God just for me with my eyes.
I was laughing merrily – my happy memory.
When I grew up, I noticed that the “me” waving her hand, saying “I’m not alone!” really was.

When I couldn’t believe, when I had enough,
when I began to sulk or when I lost my nerves, you were always close by.

Walking steadily, I cut through the wind.
I spend my days pretending not to see.
I was a bit rebellious and probably a bit ignorant as well.
There was the lonely sound of shoes walking behind me when I walked home by myself.
The memory in which I felt a little regretful.

Even though I was left alone more and more and my loneliness increased, my kind Gods were by my side.

“I want to solve this conflict; if we talk it out you will understand me.”
I was such a fool for believing such a thing…

I misunderstood the me from then on,
because I knew I was the odd one.
Don’t follow me, my tears won’t stop.
Even though I understood I was just lying to myself somewhere in my heart…
This means Goodbye. The memory I’m sorry for…

Don’t go anywhere… I don’t want to be alone for real.
I can’t chose what I can do or not, can’t I? I resignated. A sorrowful memory…

Walking steadily, I cut through the wind.
It’s okay, I’m not afraid or anything.
I have to go soon… the two are waiting for me.
Even though the strong headwind was trying to stop me, I said “I’ll go then.”
This is my first memory…

The wind blows through my frozen fingers.
I put my expectations and fears into the outskirts of the world I imagined as a child.
A weak light shines inside of my chest that has run off.
My altered dreams lay in my hands, so they won’t spill.

I don’t have to lie at myself anymore.
I will dash forward as who I really am!

Now, there is a light that makes me cross my hopes so I can request.
I cut through the wind I imagined back then.
Now, simply everything I can see is precious to me.
I stand inside of the howling wind in a scenery after the rain.

I chase the back of the “me” from tomorrow.
My sensations are on the opposite of the feelings I can’t catch.
And yet I believe that I voluntarily step forward.
Because even if I wish for a miracle to occur, it will happen now.

I can’t even regain the things I’ve thrown away.
Now, I will just look forward.
Even if I take just one step, I will do it with the strength I’ve cast away in the past!

Now, rather than hopes or requests I have a prayer.
I cut through the wind, not even able to cling onto anything.
The sprout inside my locked-up heart blooms large-flowered.
I see my self from those tucked away olden days,
when I looked as if I wanted to run away.

My heart has fallen out, but my empty chest is noisy.
I can’t believe I continued to believe…
Everything I wanted to convey to others in the name of religion
actually are the things I wanted myself.

That’s right. That’s what I did. I closed the lid,
pretending I wouldn’t be able to notice.
Right now, I want to know everything that remains in my hands,
even the things I’ve forgotten, hah ah…

The seasons change countless times;
Even if I’m happy, even if I enjoy myself, so I thought it was completely normal.
How much was I loved…? I didn’t notice and forgot about it.
It continues even from there on – my eternal memory, ah, ah…

Thus, people are creatures hoping and requesting.
They live in the present while laughing and crying.
Hey, because I didn’t throw away my future and it continues now,
you and me have made it this far and we’ll
go on whilst believing in the future!

Akatsuki/暁Records & Liz Triangle - First Memory & Next Memory

【東方ボーカル】 「Bad Apple!! Feat.nomico (豚乙女 Ver.)」 【Alstroemeria Records】

Title: みずいろレインドロップ ~ Azure Raindrop
Circle: 暁Records (Akatsuki Records)
Arrangement, Lyrics, & Vocals: Stack
Album: STILL HERE
Original: 万年置き傘にご注意を / Beware the Umbrella Left There Forever
Source: 東方星蓮船 ~ Undefined Fantastic Object
Image: Kogasa (Zerochan)

Lyrics:
I love the shimmering blue right after the rain stopped.
I love how you look at the sky right before folding up your umbrella.

Don’t forget me even if it cleared up.
The wind will carry me away,
To the distant fantasy!

Over the rainbow, tatara
Tarara parara karaka sarara tatara
Tarara parara karaka sarara tatara
It ain’t just a simple basic umbrella!
After the rain, tatara
Tarara parara karaka sarara tatara
Tarara parara karaka sarara tatara
The simple umbrella is again, a flying parasol!

Children pitter-patter under the sad-looking, cloudy sky.
They only now realize how late it has become,
Scattering to the four winds.

You may be surprised!
Be my first! Berobee!
You may leap up!
On one leg! Berobee!
Through a puddle, Kenken no Pa~!

Over the rainbow, tatara
Tarara parara karaka sarara tatara
Tarara parara karaka sarara tatara
It ain’t just a simple basic umbrella!
After the rain, tatara
Tarara parara karaka sarara tatara
Tarara parara karaka sarara tatara
The simple umbrella is again, a flying parasol!

A rainbow reflects in the mirrors after rain, cut from the sky.
The karakasa leaps across and jumps in,
A raindrop of reflected azur!
The wind blows, tatara
Tarara parara karaka sarara tatara
Tarara parara karaka sarara tatara
Tatara Kogasa is again, a flying parasol!

Akatsuki / 暁Records - みずいろレインドロップ ~ Azure Raindrop (Beware the Umbrella - Vocal)

Title： MUZZLE FLASH
Circle： Akatsuki Records 「暁Records」
Album： 東方PARTYBOX -博麗神社ver-
Vocals： Stack
Arrangement & Lyrics： ACTRock
Publisher： Melonbooks Records 「メロンブックス」
Original Title： 狂気の瞳　～ Invisible Full Moon ~ Lunatic Eyes ~ Invisible Full Moon, Stage 5 Boss - Reisen Udongein Inaba's Theme
Source： 東方永夜抄 ~ Imperishable Night, Touhou Eiyashou ~ Eternal Night Vignette from the East
Original Composer： ZUN 「上海アリス幻樂団」
Event： Hakurei Shrine Reitaisai 13 「博麗神社例大祭１３」
Release Date： May 08, 2016
Picture Artist： 鉄労 (Tetsurou)

Lyrics:
Oh my muzzle flash, my lunatic guns, 
There’s no night which is not followed by dawn. 
Shoot it down! I’ll never miss it! Shout, before the dawn
Yeah, the darkest hour is just before dawn.

I’m reflected by the moonlight during a night that drags on forever and erases every trace of sun. 
It’s a shining scope for the darkness.
Hey, this isn’t the end yet – I want to meet you immediately! 
Moreover is the red of my eyes deepening.
You approached instantly. 
Your cold hands were trembling. 
When I turned around, you and I faced each other.

Revenge won’t let me go anywhere? 
That might not be a problem either. 
The flash I saw for a second was a sign dividing victory and defeat.
Muzzle flash is blazing down on me. 
A toast to the cartridges falling on the shore!
The red eyed single knight’s chest is dancing tonight. My muzzle flash!

See, the night is still not brightening up. 
The reverberating gunshots are making me feel so alive.

Everyone has been defeated by now. 
They have distanced themselves from safety by now. 
I end up seeing it on repeat. I want to put an end to it.

I won’t let you go anywhere! 
Be sure to watch my show – It’ll make you go insane. 
Our confrontation doesn’t end here;  I’m the last knight.
The muzzle flash is still going. 
These are some sweet guns I have, don’t you agree?
The rabbit soldier has red eyes. 
Whose eyes are the eyes of justice? Tell me, muzzle flash!

I won’t lose to anyone! I’m always covered in wounds! 
I’m certain you will demonstrate me there’s something even I can’t do!

Revenge won’t let me go anywhere? 
That might not be a problem either. 
The flash I saw for a second was a sign dividing victory and defeat.
Muzzle flash is blazing down on me. 
A toast to the cartridges falling on the shore!
The red eyed single knight’s chest is dancing tonight. My muzzle flash!

Now, I’m still waiting for the dawn. 
Forever ever, I’ll stick to one’s guns 
There’s no night which is not followed by the dawn.
Oh my muzzle flash – Rush! Bullet rain! No-no, keep your eyes on me!

Akatsuki / 暁Records - MUZZLE FLASH (Lunatic Eyes ~ Invisible Full Moon - Rock Vocal)

Vocal： Stack
Arrangement： Stack Bros.
Lyrics： Stack
Album： WARNING×WARNING×WARNING -to the beginning 05-
Release Date： 2015-12-30 （Comic Market 89）
Original： 永遠の春夢 東方紺珠傳

WARNING×WARNING×WARNING -to the beginning 05-

Deep Dream Dominator - 暁Records

Vocal： Stack
Arrangement： Stack Bros.
Lyrics： Stack
Album： 神様Stories-INNOCENT- -to the beginning 06-
Release Date： 2016-05-08 （第十三回 博麗神社例大祭）
Original： 科學世紀の少年少女 夢違科學世紀
夢と現の境界 夢違科學世紀

神様Stories-INNOCENT- -to the beginning 06-

Black Mirror on the Wall - 暁Records

Vocal： めらみぽっぷ
Arrangement： ACTRock
Lyrics： ACTRock
Album： GIRLS ALBUM -ONE-
Release Date： 2016-12-29 （Comic Market 91）
Original： ハルトマンの妖怪少女 東方地靈殿
ラストリモート 東方地靈殿

Black Mirror on the Wall - 暁Records

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