Catching Up (feat. Lxw) + thePXRTY

prod by johnnyfriend
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lyrics:
I always knew you hid something right from me
All the messages that you left on read
Even when I wasn't good you didn't ring me
I'm not sorry you selfish ass bitch

You never loved me you just wanted the attention always
You thrive from the pain in my eyes
I hate myself I don't go outside
All the texts and how we always
Arguing and she don't care
How i'm doing, I am here but nobody really listens

And honestly I don't where I should be going
All my head is empty i'm also running clueless
I hope i don't look like a fool because what i'm doing
Chasing dreams I hope i'm famous around the globe

She keeps calling
I don't really want it
I am beyond it
Karma is coming
You don't really care about me do you?
You just need attention I ain't giving you

You never loved me you just wanted the attention always
You thrive from the pain in my eyes
I hate myself I don't go outside
All the texts and how we always
Arguing and she don't care
How i'm doing, I am here but nobody really listens

Rely

shoutout to lavendertxwn and wissery for the beat
and polygonr with the master

why don't you trust me? (lavendertxwn x wissery)

lyrics - written and recorded by backyard beetle
produced by - jean parker and daks9k
here is a link to the producers' youtube channel -
jean parker - www.youtube.com/channel/UCap4DhW-WHQqI2YcbOK7u7g

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soundcloud - @backyardbeetle
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lyrics:

over it
its been too long, long
now im over it
im over it

im done with this this 
feeling like i cant quit
im feeling sick
but im over it

- backyard beetle 2021

backyard beetle - over_it [demo] (prod. jean parker + daks9k)

LYRICS



Help me save myself 
Can you set me free
Locked inside this cage
I built to hide me from the world 
Can you hear me now?
My words don’t seem to sound 
I believe this all will come to end 
When I give in

Help me save myself 
Can you set me free
Locked inside this cage
I built to hide me from
 pain inside this hallow shell
Suicidal tendencies 
Can’t you save me from this hell
I’m suffering more than you can see
I’ve been fighting on my own
Searching for my way back home
All I found were broken dreams
Floating down this endless stream 

Save me save me save
Save me!

Help me save myself 
Can you set me free
Locked inside this cage
I built to hide me from the world 
Can you hear me now?
My words don’t seem to sound 
I believe this all will come to end 
When I give in

When I give in when I give in
When I give in to you


 
Outline my madness
On paper
Describes this
I can’t let this darkness
Consume me with malice 
I’m reaching for your hand 
To pull me from under 
this pressure 
Compressing my lungs 
I can’t take this

The pressure compressing
The pressure compressing 
 

Help me save myself 
Can you set me free
Locked inside this cage
I built to hide me from the world 
Can you hear me now?
My words don’t seem to sound 
I believe this all will come to end 
When I give in

Help me save myself

Save Me

feat. @yoimn3ver
produced by noxiousnights

lyrics:
[chorus : @noxious-nights]
Life loves to take away your loved ones 
And it doesn't care about what your heart wants
Loin des yeux, loin du cœur 
Est-ce que tu m'oublieras si j'disparais

[verse : @yoimn3ver]
out of sight, out of mind
will you forget me if i disappear?
always in my mind, yeah im never right here
i like to drive fast so you might wanna steer clear
i hope you understand
my plan is to die in your hands
and i hope you do understand
you dont want me to die in your hands
loving me is suicide
loving me is losing your mind
loving me is wasting your time
loving me is wasting your time
i dont gotta rhyme to get the fucking point across
that i would rather rot inside a fucking box
praying to god
i dont wanna pray to god
but i dont wanna rot
i dont really wanna feel like this no more
i dont gotta rhyme to get the fucking point across
i am depressed, and obsessed with this feeling
this weight on my chest
this weight on my head
take a bullet to the head then the chest
i dont wanna die like this
but this is the end of the road
this is as far as it goes
for me and you

[@noxious-nights]
Life loves to take away your loved ones 
And it doesn't care about what your heart wants
Loin des yeux, loin du cœur 
Est-ce que tu m'oublieras si j'disparais

Life loves to take away your loved ones 
And it doesn't care about what your heart wants
Loin des yeux, loin du cœur 
Est-ce que tu m'oublieras si j'disparais

out of sight, out of mind

out of sight, out of mind (feat. teddyboi)

Lyrics:
Tell me what it means to feel love
All i wanna do is feel something
Been outta touch for so long
Wanna get back at this again
Feeling so cold and feeling distant
Like i'm the only man on a mission
Why is there snow dropping slowly?
I don't wanna die all alone again

Is there anybody out there...
Is there anybody out there...

[prod: @wisssery @user-757072975]

Snowdrop

Snowdrop [prod. Wisssery & Lavendertxwn]

[Artists:]
@soulfadexo [Verse 01]
@sadboigoyard [Verse 02]
@xipz_sad [Verse 03]
@navyxower [Verse 04]

[Prod:]
@thersx

Watch Me Fall (ft. Goyard Sad Boi, NAVYXOWER, lil XipZ, & Soulfade) [+ THERSX]

Written by: Kurama SD
Produced by: jolst 
Mixed by: JoshIGuess 
Mastered by: AkiraDoves
Beat cuts done by: AkiraDoves 
Artwork from: Sword Art Online (Anime)

Lyrics:
[Chorus]
Ran to your car
Ran to your car 
Ran to Ran to Ran to your car
I'll never get that far 
I'll never get that far 
Never get that far cause of my past mistakes 
Cause of my past mistakes
Cause of my past mistakes 
They always haunt me in the fray 
In the fray aye

[Verse 1]
Fuck this shit I wanna die
Ain't no time for suicide 
(Suicide)
Fuck this shit they talking shit 
I don't understand why they a bitch 
Just give me the shit in the back 
Ain't no time to clap back

[Chorus]
Ran to your car
Ran to your car 
Ran to Ran to Ran to your car
I'll never get that far 
I'll never get that far 
Never get that far cause of my past mistakes 
Cause of my past mistakes
Cause of my past mistakes 
They always haunt me in the fray 
In the fray aye

[Verse 2]
Fucked up on a Sunday
I'm going one way
Your going the other
I'll never be that mf
Fucking talk shit
But you toxic
Ain't nobody want it
I'ma flaunt it
While I'm up in the comets
(Up in the fucking comets)

why don't you trust me? (lavendertxwn x wissery)

☆ihatethis☆