Lauryn hill

idea of evil

Prod. NVRRESENT
LYRICS: 
I BEEN ALONE FOR SO LONG, CANT GET OUT MY HEAD NOW, 
I’LL TAKE A MINUTE I WAIT FOR MYSELF BUT IM NEVER MEANT TO, 
FIGURE THE ISSUE, HOW AM I MEANT TO GET OVER IT? 
I’LL DO IT ALONE, CAUSE THATS HOW I ALWAYS WAS DOING IT. 
——————
TAKE ME AWAY I WILL NEVER MISS, 
WHAT YOU TOOK FROM ME AND ITS EVIDENT,
GIRL I NEVER MEANT TO HURT YOU,
WHATEVER I DID IT WAS NOTHING DEEP,
I ASK FOR DISCUSSION YOU NEVER DID,
VIEWER DISCRETION WAS NEVER MEANT, 
DON’T LAY YOUR EYES OPON ME AND I,
—————
WONT CARE, 
I MIRROR THE THINGS AROUND ME, 
“I WONT AMOUNT TO SOMETHING” 
THATS HOW I FELT AROUND YOU, 
I REALLY DON’T WANT IT TO SOUND RUDE, 
BUT HOW COME ITS ALWAYS ABOUT YOU? 
WHY WASN’T IT ABOUT US? 
YOU DIDN’T GIVE A FUCK OBVIOUSLY.

we are slowly leaving.

ᡕᠵデᡁ᠊╾━

#000 // 𝙋𝙪𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙩 𝙈𝙖𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙍𝙍

loneliness messes with my head in quiet ways.
it makes me second guess every little fucking thing.
ill scream my lungs out, i promise no one will hear my pain.
i swear the silence has teeth; constantly gnawing my brain.

i carry weight in my chest that no one else can see.
been fighting battles in silence, and now i barely can breathe.

and no, the mirror don’t lie but it don’t tell the truth.
it shows a shell of a kid i haven't seen since my youth.

i pray to feel something real, even if it burns.
been on my own for too long, but glad for lessons i've learned.


death waits with cold hands, and it shudders your breath. 
i felt its touch at 15 n it left me a mess.
i was a kid wit no goals, only thoughts in my head.
my pain was never ending, 
only constant wishes for death. 
constant wishes for death.

重んずる, HONOUR

p. NieRRemedy
Lyrics: making these split second decisions, I will win at any cost. Having wicked visions I been at a lost. I got bitches who would sin, on her forehead I put a cross. I can’t hang w these niggas, they act like they want a fight. I’m not these niggas I won’t even give you the nut. Shut up bitch . Keep your mouth shut. Popped her cherry now she drippin blood 🩸 I can feel it in her gut. I got this feeling of falter in my mind it gets darker and darker. (To my spirits that conquer.) pop 1 for a dollar. They call me the carver. in her arm she got my initials. She sending mixxxed signals, mystical symbols. Crossed out her nipples. 
(Beat) xxxtentacion, numb the pain.

SHEJTANO / / SOFT EYE

Suicide Dreams! (Bass Boosted)

lyrics:

if im lyin on the floor please dont worry bout me
heard you cry behind door you embarrassed bout it
want some space and solitude i just cant have it
sorry for my attitude i just cant stand it
saw my brother on the floor beaten up and bloody
hold me back if i see more i just cant man it
catch em at the funeral buried up with money
time to time i see your body decomposed and muddy

you could push me out the room i wont care no more
tried to sway you from your doom, where you headed for
you not safe here bae so tell me where you goin
tell me whats your motive and tell me why im floatin
i said
all of my blood and my tears overflowin
stretch out my hands and i stare in psychosis
i hear the strain in your voice "are you hopeless?"
i dont wanna see you dead when i walk in, can you please open the door?

if im lyin on the floor please dont worry bout me
heard you cry behind door you embarrassed bout it
want some space and solitude i just cant have it
sorry for my attitude i just cant stand it
saw my brother on the floor beaten up and bloody
hold me back if i see more i just cant man it
catch em at the funeral buried up with money
time to time i see your body decomposed and muddy

ᡕᠵデᡁ᠊╾━

NieRRemedy ۵

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