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production+guitars by me & @oakscreen
feat. @heavenindaclouds

why am i so annoying
toxic all the time like i'm poison 
talk down n his corpse will be floating
ill be fine, ima try, ill be coping 
why does everyone ignore meh
same thing every day its so boring 
idgaf i'm still hoping
ill be fine, ima try, ill be coping  

toxic all the time like im poison 

ill be fine, ima try, ill be coping 

and im pacin around my room 
cuz i dont kno wat to do
n i thought u were my friend
and u said u loved me 2
i guess true love isn't true
oh my god what should i do
gonna throw up on my shoes (x2)

@heavenindaclouds :
see you staring in the glass with a mean face
i can't see shit i cant see straight now
yea you talkin love we gon' be late now
that's a mistake
i been dealin with shit since i was young 
i'm just tryna have some fun
you could take all this shit back without a gun
you ain't the only one
said you wanted love 
want it all 
but you didn't wanna make a friend 
not at all
you said you taught me lessons taught me more 
i don't really think i get the message anymore
cause ive been thinkin bout love 
is it me or is it trust (x2)
~~
big thank you to oakscreen

stream

coping w/ heavn

@gnde @twikipedia @threedimensionsapart @quannnic <3

stuck in my head w/ grandee + twikipedia

https://open.spotify.com/track/5M4ob1r9rPbmw7hgrOvmgb?si=StmlMTjEQyyYYfBkABlcmA
https://open.spotify.com/track/5M4ob1r9rPbmw7hgrOvmgb?si=StmlMTjEQyyYYfBkABlcmA
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@notlieu
produced by me


i know and u know, it’s not that easy
i can run from the past but it won’t leave me
do you like the way i look when i’m feeling?
i would say we’d never last but were both the sameee
and i don’t know what deterred you
you’re from california but you’re far from normal
but i dont wan’t to
but you’re leaving me behind
(i’m giving up) 
and it’s making me cry

i know and u know, it’s not that easy
i can run from the past but it won’t leave me
do you like the way i look when i’m feeling?
i would say we’d never last but were both the sameee
and i don’t know what deterred you
you’re from california but you’re far from normal
but i dont wan’t to
but you’re leaving me behind
(i’m giving up) 
and it’s making me cry

@notlieu

when i walk around
stop it now u know that i wont learn
i been trying for a minute
but ill end up in the dirt 

dont they love to see me hurt
im so tired girl 
im blemished
u try to forget it but im worse 

and she say she wanna talk
on the ground u couldnt walk
i was right here

and i get it
im so dumb
i was walking with a gun 
fall victim to what i fear

get up
stay by me
not poison

id watch 
while u leave
so broken

and id be
what u need
for a moment

and u watch 
as i bleed
but im over it

i know and u know, it’s not that easy
i can run from the past but it won’t leave me
do you like the way i look when i’m feeling?
i would say we’d never last but were both the sameee
and i don’t know what deterred you
you’re from california but you’re far from normal
but i dont wan’t to
but you’re leaving me behind
(i’m giving up) 
and it’s making me cry



it's my world
i cant do no harm

california w/ lieu

https://open.spotify.com/album/2GyV2OBCCdIOR2bjv8RXwY?si=rRQJRtJ_Rgqx-FHTLeLEog
https://open.spotify.com/album/2GyV2OBCCdIOR2bjv8RXwY?si=rRQJRtJ_Rgqx-FHTLeLEog
https://open.spotify.com/album/2GyV2OBCCdIOR2bjv8RXwY?si=rRQJRtJ_Rgqx-FHTLeLEog
inhale your toxins i don't want to
(want to go)
why can't i make what i want to
(want to know!)
i think i found the answer i needed
(what i needed!)
all i need to do is say how i'm feeling
and i sayyy
like what the fuck is going onnn
(going on!)
why is everything going wrong
i don't know why i feel this way
i cant live like this for another dayy
like what the fuck is going onnn
why is everything going wrong
i don't know why i feel this way
i cant live like this for another dayy

for another dayy

covering my ears like la la la
i don't want to hear you talk if its bad news
you should talk to me cause i'm just like you
i don't even know how i keep going on
cause it keeps piling up
keeps piling up
doing nothing as i fall asleep
i don't wanna go back
(i don't wanna go back)
cause it's honestly just too much for me
inhale your toxins i don't, want to
(want to go!)
why can't i make what i want to
(want to know!!)
i think i found the answer i needed
(what i needed!)
all i need to do is say how i'm feeling
and and i sayy
like what the fuck is going onnn
(going on!)
why is everything going wrong
i don't know why i feel this way
i cant live like this for another dayy
like what the fuck is going onn
why is everything going wrong
i don't know why i feel this way
i cant live like this for another dayy

what i needed

everything by me

ima come back better than before
i try my best to restore
you wanted less but i wanted more
i sided with the bitch who hurt my core
fuck it i don't want her anymore
got me feeling things i cant describe 
in my head; i keep inside
now i just want you to die
got me feeling like im insane
plant evil thoughts inside my brain
you dragged me through the rain
i'll put the pain inside your head
i don't want your love anymore
throw out my heart onto the floor
dagger blade cutting out my sores
i don't love you anymore

i bleed blue but my blood red i'll stay that way 
faith fades along with the passing days
they try to stop me they always hate
i walk the path inside a broken brain

far from home (i cannot feel anymore)
i would know
far from home (i cannot feel anymore)
i would know
far from home (i cannot feel anymore)
i would know
far from home (i cannot feel anymore)
i would know
i need your trust
i need your trust
i need your trust
i need your trust

restore

again

a sad song

a rap song

3⧸7⧸2021

: c / crazy

iamcurrentlyonmygrind w vasto

hi

guitar sampled by cewer . @cewer
drums + bass and melodies by soju . @qtgf
mastered by tda . @threedimensionsapart
additional production by me

lyrics -

oh ur stopping right through
i should have said whats up
but im too busy not trying 2 bruise

even thinking of this shit ..

u got me cutting to feel loose
maybe chasing something new
is it poison for me

ur like a gun that doesnt shoot
i know im not one for talking but
ill take it out on u

dont do what i do
falling through the surface dont help me
so different around me
its never what i want

i dont want to look around at all
cuz id be 
dead on the cement before id listen to u talk

i used to think that it wasnt too late to call it off
but it was
and i keep giving up cuz it kills me

is it really
the things i never said
cuz u say everything for me instead

i wish it was easy for u .. to forget
its my luck isnt it
get u out of my head im done feeling

its just something
i never thought to stay
ill be gone but ill still carry the blame

u did me fake and u threw me away
its stupid all down the drain
so sorry shooting my brains on the ceiling

i got nothing 2 lose
i only got a couple things that i been dying to prove

in my head i cant remove
stuck in here dont have a clue
is it poison for me

ur like a gun that doesnt shoot
i know im not one for talking but
ill take it out on u

dont do what i do
falling through the surface dont help me
so different around me
ur poison

poison

2020
ifykyk

lyrics:

i got drugs in my backpack 
trap phone in my pocket 
u can call back 
sike bitch i don't rlly mean that
it's jus fucking cap

pull up wit the sticks
we gon pull up wit the drum
we gon bang him in his chest
nah he ain't gonna run

wtf??? 
u keep fuckin up
imma show u how it goes
and it won't be fun

ur so useless 
i aint fuckin stupid
im gon lose it
u gon push me off the edge
ur so clueless 
got no fuckin clue bitch
if u talk shit
ima shoot no fuckin aim

cut ur head off ima post it on my fuckin wall
off the drink think my liver finna stop 

they gon fuckin watch and they ain't gon talk
yeah my pockets full but i ain't gon stop

run the track ima run u for ur cash
u gon go home fuckin broke 
and u ain't gon get it back

im too up, u too much
not my fault u fuckin stuck
talkin shit about my song
like bitch i never gave a fuck

cuz i see things through my eyelids
took too much (wtf) fuck this shit
stayin up, im gon get fucking sick
i don't care, im already over it

(this is technically a "re-prod" & tribute to the songs that inspired me, enjoy)

iamcurrentlyonmygrind w vasto

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