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lieu - worry

produced by soju @qtgf


wake up every day
i feel horrible
i hate trying to do this
u make me feel useless
who do i want to be
and i tried
its not resolving for me
and the only thing i want to do is bleed
why cant u see

i forget that u existed sometimes
always so caught up but i cant do nothing right
im being around it for the last time 
i was so done i think about it move on cuz i cant take that no more </3

"LET IT HAPPEN!!!" but i cant even
i know im not right
i wait for u to die
let me know if thats alright
i can do this every day if u want
i know im never going to be the one that wins
its like im da only one :c

wake up
i cant fucking stay up
and i promise u im on to u 
its not my fault they hate us
if ur knocking on my name
we keep glocks and they spray >;o
and i wont see u again
we go walk up in his spot we tell em "PAY UP!!!!"
DIEEEEE
dats sum shit i neva make up
u say "probably its hard for u" (me)
i had friends but they changed up
and nobody else checks up
its so dead in my area
it was never that fair to us
walk outside u wanted smoke we going2 bury him :p

i forget that u existed sometimes
always so caught up but i cant do nothing right
im being around it for the last time 
i was so done i think about it move on causee i cant take that no more 

"LET IT HAPPEN!!" but i cant even
i know im not right
i wait for u to die
let me know if thats alright
i can do this every day if u want
i know im never going to be the one that wins
its like im da only one

i tried so hard
i tried so hard
up all night im losing rest
i dont care about it

move on

prod @k4rson

@kkyprxo

@mutkidjosh

i love you :D

runaway

runaway w/ kkypr + mutkidjosh (karson)

ericdoa - movinglikeazombie

Credit://
@kketamine
@bodygaard

Notes://
i have so much respect for kketamine...
so happy to get on his beat...
ok back to regular scheduled programming...

Lyrics://
i need a calm breeze
it’s getting hotter
i’m getting bothered
it don’t make no sense
heat flash
(contact)
when you run your fingers on my skin

don’t mention
or text him
i just wanna catch your attention

lil messin
on the west end
now she calling me more than her best friend

and tbh this aint new to me
in the ICU with 3rd degrees
あなた の タッチ は もえる
みずぶくれ が のこる

and all this time i wish that i felt loved
i just wanna be enough
we gon make up when we make up
(how much of your time can i take up)

Heat Flash (prod. kket)

produced by me, ambient sample sent by @f3arme

peace sign weavers

lyrics:
you know how it goes
i try to be honest
wish harm when you're harmless
i'm still with my day ones
we're smoking on chronic
which one would you choose in life or death come on be honest

we got tanks
i'm not tryna wake up to some to some shit
we got bank
tryna put myself for life again
(i'm tryna say)
what you tryna say
my life could be worse, but yours could be replaced

"don't be so hard on yourself"
reason that i'm up cause i go hard on myself
and back in 2020 was the hardest i felt
and if i fall from grace then i don't want any help

i dont wanna play your speakers
F° sign meters
nation leaders
peace sign weaver..

we go, the same
we die, the same
my rotten brain
they still don't know what to say

you know how it goes
i try to be honest
wish harm but you're harmless
i'm still with my day ones
we're smoking on chronic
which one would you choose in life or death come on be honest

my eyes, i know they saw it through my eyes again no big surprise

chronic

produced by me

lyrics: 

ok like fuck that shit (ok let's go) x4

i done made 1M 2M 3M 4M 5M bout this shit
got you a hit so you think you up but the rest of your boys they all aint shit
im tryna feed my bros we gon all eat good if i end up getting rich
and im not talking bout music shit, i got some other ways to get rich

now im global i be outside, saw a camera then i had to hide
these shootas creep in the nighttime, talking crazy yeah thats suicide
already died for the first time, bitch you could do it a second time
you wanna, you wanna act outlandish just give a reason bro tell me why

and i was boutta get in here and start talking bout sad shit but i said fuck that shit
and if i see bands gotta get them quick
and you so damn lame we cant coexist
tryna hit up malls tryna get it fast tryna get some new shit up on my wrist
i hop in the hellcat then i dip, and can't nobody do this shit like this

can't nobody tell me shit, step out the door and i came with it
now they all up on dick, but you broke broke broke you can't tell me shit
boutta cut you off cause you stay on dick
bitch i had enough now you going through it
i need more more more feel like i can't fit
and that shit so fake it's so counterfeit

ok like fuck that shit (ok let's go) x8

with a different purpose, you said that i'm worth it
AP on my fucking wrist, tell me it's not flooded
got a brand new car i'm swerving
you can't catch up, this shit urgent
imma get rich off this and we finna go up and that's for certain

i get to the racks and it's urgent
bitch we in the cut like a surgeon
i know that they creepin they lurkin
but when i'm up they gon be hurting
got gas that they know that i'm burning
you can't hop on this wave you not surfing
all his work is amounting to nothing
now he thinking that i don't deserve it

imma get rich off this
mama said imma get rich of this ok
and they waiting for me to fall, i told them get outta my way
you know what i'm on you not on shit you wasting space
i said fuck it and forgot the time of day

i came up with another plan yeah
i look back and i know i can't run
sometimes i need another hand yea
cause everything starts to weigh a ton
i stay talking bout fuck that shit but fuck that shit that i do for fun
had to pull myself aside and tell myself that i'm the one

ok like fuck that shit (ok let's go) x16

ok like

Credits://
@s1ninja
@bodygaard

Notes://
i feel something good will happen soon...
i dont want to jinx it tho...
so knock on wood...

Lyrics://
i ain’t returning your call
we steady be smoking on za
i need payment nothings adjacent gimme the key to the vault
there ain’t no saving me, this what they saying
left right up down imma turn this shit round

only care what i get paid
y’all gotta start giving me praise
i’m at the hilton right now
your mad your trains delayed

you claiming your money ain’t short
uh huh on god for sure
you ain’t get off your porch
but thats par for the course

i can’t lie you’re shit is mid it made me nod off
how your girl gon tell me all your friends are bought off
i’m not one to speak on matters that’s the motto
we just saying why you hating if we all know

caught him talking shit, can’t acquit, he get dealt with
fully loaded clip, in the stick, it gon melt him
i just need a detox
refresh sound off
busy getting t’d up bitch better get lost

20 oz. of lemonade
4 with the minute maid
cup look like candypaint
it give me stummy aches

live this shit like everyday
no you can’t tolerate
going out like mean girls
throwing shade like cartiers

MNGRLS (prod. s1ninja & bG)

again

a sad song

a rap song

3⧸7⧸2021

: c / crazy

im going to kill myself im just waiting for the right time

prod @saiwai

https://open.spotify.com/track/6kQiBRzpYZ1q0YqZjrIpwG?si=688ce319ed154eb9

ITS A YONK TONK SONK CLASSIC

@zephyrcove

@1toge
@yokulol

healing w/ yoku +sai

TRACK 3/3
L.S.D : LESS SUNNY DAYS 2.21.2020

Days ft. osquinn (prod. pitfall)

prod by 
@fortuneswan
@thefthproject
notes:// (＾• ω •＾)
i don have much to say 
im vv nervous
big thank to every1 for da support <3
lyrics:
yeah u look so pretty in dat dress 
but i'd look better 
gave u everything i ever had
even my sweater 
mood is always shitty 
like north carolina weather
u say dat u better than my ex
but have you met her?

so

there's this girl named astrid
never knows what's happening
she does whatever all her friends 
wanna do that's without asking
i really don't wanna grow up to be alone
in a mansion
n her friends don't really like her
omg i can't imagine

there's this girl named astrid
never knows what's happening
she does whatever all her friends 
wanna do that's without asking
i really don't wanna grow up to be alone
in a mansion
n her friends don't really like her
omg i can't imagine

tell me "do u reminisce about me or the past"
i was stuck inside my head
should b stuck inside my bag
n u saying all this shit abt
call me this n that
n everything that works for me 
never seems to last

oh
my 
goodness gracious
i've never been good at 
all the cheap flirtations
i feel like a puppet 
controlled animations
i've never been good at
holding conversations

there's this girl named astrid
never knows what's happening
she does whatever all her friends 
wanna do that's without asking
i really don't wanna grow up to be alone
in a mansion
n her friends don't really like her
omg i can't imagine

cypress grove

astrid

spotify

himynameisdante +kaktus

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LEenwFT8JJs&feature=youtu.be
here is da vid
notes:// ୧(⇀‸↼‶)૭
i was actually not even angry i was just upset lol
i have no clue what to make the cover art
so i made it my fav orangutan
thx for 10k on spotify n almost 4k on here love love :)

pissed

touché

produced by delto and angelus

art by oddy

order:
blackwinterwells (hook)
dolly
dylann
chach
angelus
kuru
(hook)
grandee
delto
ways
4am
(hook)
wubz
noki
stef
mental
blxty
(hook)

im going to kill myself im just waiting for the right time

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