my brains talking too loud and i can’t turn it off

when you can’t trust your friends how you know it’s gonna end when you can’t trust your head what is real and what’s pretend when you’re staring in the mirror and you’re seeing someone else now you turn to the one thing that won’t make you feel let down 

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

cause i feed off your negativity i’m the one that you hate to see doing better and better and better you know me i can say it’s whatever blood stained dreams hide inside of my sweater stole the stars from the sky hid em under my mattress couple thousand wishes hoping that i can manage couple thousand more hoping that i will vanish 

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

makes me feel so up

makes me feel so up

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

substance (yungspoiler & king theta)

Verses in order 
+
@Mental 
@blxty
@l3nnonade
@spukii_lawls
@mad1toosexy
@ulovely
@00matthew 
@Genc471

deadbydaylight cypher (w/ mental + blxty + I3nnon + spuk06 + mad1 + Genc471 & more) [p.Genshi]

with @1sloan prod. @pierrelapin

(Chorus: Pohcus)
this is my world and you just living in it 
bought a brand new whip you thought it was rented
with the windows tinted yeah i got your bitch in it 
yeah you wish you can live like me
-------------------------------------------------
this is my world this is my estate 
& i’m chilling with your chick eating steak up on her plate 
i just bought a new crib and it came with a lake 
this is my world you can never take my place
------------------------------------------------
(Verse 1: Pohcus) 
fuck a check up every weekend
losing my mind i’m off the deep end
wonder what they say bout me when i’m not there 
friends turn to foes over hoes yeah it’s not fair 
but it’s fuck all that we gon party all night
pour a 4 in the sprite got me feeling alright 
i’m gon sip out this bottle till the sky turn light 
then i gotta go to lax im finna catch a flight

(Prechorus: 1Sloan & Pohcus)
Monday tuesday wednesday we get fucked up
thursday friday know we gonna turn up 
saturday sunday feel like imma throw up 
then we do it all again when the sun comes up (2x)

(Verse 2: 1Sloan)
Me and @pohcus only two left alive
Roll the windows down, lets go for a ride
I don't even wanna know, what you did back then
But would you ride for me now 
Make them kiss the pavement 
I just ran in wit my k, shoot that boy with no debate
Bitch I'm feeling on myself, I aint talking masturbate
I hit ur line wya
Let me smack on that ass
We can meet after class
Im gone like vine in the past

Live Like Me! w/ 1sloan (fumiko)

@iamerdo
@prkrblu
)))))))))

said u got these thoughts about me bitch i said im different
got a closet full of weapns and they always hittin
and they and they still gon try to ta ta ta
(i never listen)
we gon put u in the dirt so ur boys get to diggin

i never thought to tell the truth i tend to overthink it
i never talk about my problems yea i tend to shrink it
but when i wake up count my money (its 20 digit)
iiim on my misson like im funny! (and you aint in it)

go mode bitch 
everybody wants the best for me

tote them sticks
everybody got some enemies

im on a different level bitch i got the energy

and imma stay strapped w my friends
(cause theyre the better me)

i cant defend you from these ends
(itd be the death of me)

count it count it count it up
bitch a lasso round you up
iiiim ona  missle to your crib
(p p p pack it up)

a and if you dont like it then quit
(like bitch u mad 4 what)
i get my cash and then i dididi
but its still not enough

@prkrblu
)(((((((
g g guess im not enough cause i try way too hard
i wasnt the one that tried to tear me apart
i dont know shou ld  i stay or should i gooo
makin all these  moves like its the last thing i know

i spent too many days inside this capsule
and if you wanna drop i can drop like instrumental
what u want from meee
undecided fuck what they need
))))))))
go mode bitch 
everybody wants the best for me

tote them sticks
everybody got some enemies

im on a different level bitch i got the energy

and imma stay strapped w my friends
(cause theyre the better me)

i cant defend you from these ends
(itd be the death of me)

count it count it count it up
bitch a lasso round you up
iiiim ona  missle to your crib
(p p p pack it up)

a and if you dont like it then quit
(like bitch u mad 4 what)
i get my cash and then i dididi
but its still not enough

go mode w/ prkr blu (erdo)

@mxsui

lyrics:

[victxrw]

can u leave can u leave i dont wnna talk
i can see i can see tht u dont give a fuck
they can say wht they say all around me
i dnt care i dnt care if im unhealthy

cheer up, i cant
cuz when i try 2 help, u stop nd say i cant
even when i know i can, no i cant
do this shit anymore no i cant,
oh i cant

[karson]

i dont wanna lead you astray
tell me ur okay
tell me that u need me and then call me by my name
tell me that u love me and that i make u feel safe
tell me that youll stay with me and that youll never change

like i dont wanna go too far
baby let me heal up your scars
?making it too far
i knew it from the start
you waited for my heart
i held you in my arms
its tearing me apart

[arid]

i know its controlling me
but its way too deep
always stuck inside my home
when u fall asleep
everything u see
is not what u always know

i know its my fault
i know its my destiny
to make us whole again
i know that ur telling me
its not meant to be
yea it feels like the end

[victxrw]

can u leave can u leave i dont wnna talk
i can see i can see tht u dont give a fuck
they can say wht they say all around me
i dnt care i dnt care if im unhealthy

cheer up, i cant
cuz when i try 2 help, u stop nd say i cant
even when i know i can, no i cant
do this shit anymore no i cant,
oh i cant

i cant ft. karson + arid (mxsui)

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RU4EpTFxZbc&ab_channel=nomu

out now on all plats <3

ty  @scrobaby for the lovely guitar
(@prodnomu)

float like a butterfly
I spread my wings im gona fly like its do or die
Ya ya ya
Dont get another try
Id fucking throw it all away like a sacrifice

like a butterfly
I spread my wings im gona fly like its do or die
Ya ya ya
Dont get another try
Id fucking throw it all away like a sacrifice
like a sacrifice

But Im better now
Than ive ever felt
Yea im better noow
thats what i tell myself
But Im better now
Than ive ever felt
And id be lying if i said i dont need you now

like a butterfly
I spread my wings im gona fly like its do or die
Ya ya ya
Dont get another try
Id fucking throw it all away like a sacrifice

like a sacrifice
like a sacrifice

Im getting better w the goodbyes
Cuz nothing ever really hit me like the first time
Im used to watching as the time flies
Im reminiscing - missin when u would drive by

And its crazy to kno that u love me still
And it feels so real somehow
Do u love me still
Do u love me stilll somehow

butterfly

all plats <3

https://soundcloud.com/ilylucina
https://soundcloud.com/yashio20k
https://soundcloud.com/1wasterr
i still try to just make it right 
ur just trying to waste my time
i know u never asked but im doing fine
100 on the dash in that bitch u know im flying
"just give me one more try, i swear i'll make it right" 
i'm done with all the lies i dont wanna fight 
i'm just sick and tired of doing this all the time
if you dont really want me then go make up ur mind

fast whip skirt off 
bad bitch took her shirt off
sipping on the syrup
get my bands we're up
where I land? Europe
srt burn up
loud bass turn up
ya bitch asked for a photo

know this the wrong way just to feel too
do me the wrong way ima kill you
stuck in the wrong days tryna heal you
im sorry i had enough
sorry im tired of calling your bluff
this bitch getting passed like a puff
you were my mistress but now you’re a dump

stack it up right to the sun
like they wanna be me these niggas my son
yeah i cannot fuck with no one
im stuck on the tv bitch smoking a blunt
smoke the rest till im done
fast track #1 🏁
fat ass wanna cuff
and i miss yo badass off the drugs

trying w/ lucina (yashio +wasterr)

#lifestyle

@domerrz
@owtiss
@victxrw
@1yeezo

www.instagram.com/01domerz/
www.instagram.com/owtiss1/
www.instagram.com/victxrw/
www.instagram.com/1yeezo/

[@domerrz]
my grass is full of snakes
you flourish, my heart decays
id rather die this way
i guess that never changed
it never goes my way
ill always end up breaking
then, ill go insane
its all the same at the end of the day

[@owtiss]
i worry bout the same things i dont care about the next day
i dont think ill ever change
i dont wna stay awake
i dont wna ever think
everything is all the same
does it rly even matter if i try
everytime u talk its the same old lies
now im counting down til the day i die
every single day i just waste my time

[@owtiss + @domerrz]
wish i could change :/
but i know ill stay the same (the same)
n i wont talk ill endure the pain (decay)
everyday til i go insane (insane)
wonder when ill finally break (break)
things never go my way (wake up)
getting tired of always saying it (saying something)
well i guess its okay.. (okay)
cuz its all the same at the end of the day!

spotify

its all the same w/ owtiss (victxrw + yeezo)

performed by: Victxrw, Ozee
written by: Victxrw, Ozee

Lyrics:

[hook: Victxrw]

in the house where the streetlights broke
i start to fall apart when the leaves grow old
so i cant, i cant i cant
the frostbite burning on my hands
in the house where u saved my soul
you had a warm heart but your hands were cold
so i cant, i cant i cant
i dont think you understand

and i cant lie
tell me does it really feel alright?
when you scream and shout at me all night?
i get it i get it alright, i get it
i tried my best to forget it all
it never seems to work
im always ending up in the dirt
i always try to help but im always getting hurt

(in the house where the streetlights broke
i start to fall apart when the leaves grow old
so i cant, i cant i cant
the frostbite burning on my hands)

[verse: Ozee]

my anxiety kicks in
on the road as i drove past your old house
so i'll stay in my home i wont go out
say you know but i dont think you know now
keep it to myself cause im never getting better
while the leaves are dying out in this endless summer weather
cant take back what you said it'll stay with me forever
so many flowers on my bed when i crack under the pressure

in the house where the streetlights broke
i'll stay out of your way but i hope you know
the air is getting cold now
too late for me to hold out
i broke down in my car as i drove by your old house

[hook: Victxrw]

in the house where the streetlights broke
i start to fall apart when the leaves grow old
so i cant, i cant i cant
the frostbite burning on my hands
in the house where u saved my soul
you had a warm heart but your hands were cold
so i cant, i cant i cant
i dont think you understand

and i cant lie
tell me does it really feel alright?
when you scream and shout at me all night?
i get it i get it alright, i get it
i tried my best to forget it all
it never seems to work
im always ending up in the dirt
i always try to help but im always getting hurt

(x2)

Victxrw + Ozee - October

Phone on 10 percent 
I got 5 percent tint
On my windows 

They said where you been 
Everywhere the wind blows 

Skipping shadows 
Man down ransom 

I’m a good guy 
You turned me to a asshole 

What’s on my mind little baby 
You and cash flow 

Cash rules everything 
All these bank rolls 

Turning up every night 
For the ones I lost 

Oh joshy Rodney 
That’s sly blo 

Oh Ronald not talking 10 pieces though 

My parents told me to be carful 

You could lose it all quicker 
Then it came to you 

You could lose it all quick 

Lose it all 

Lose it all quick 

You could lose it all 

Lose it all quick 

You could lose it all 

Lose it all quick

You could lose it all 

Lose it all quick

My minds been going through the most 

Trying not to lose it all over lust 

I’m reaching out yearning for your touch 

I’m feeling lonely now without you involved 

Lose it all 

Lose it all quick 

You could lose it all 

Lose it all quick 

You could lose it all 

Lose it all quick

You could lose it all 

Lose it all quick