Bro im ngl i come back this song at random asf times

@odece #us #toman

last song of 2021 :) thank u all 4 the support and luv. thank u all 4 a great year of growth and all the new beginnings im a part of. happy new years every1.

lyrics:

(victxrw)

like whts my fucking purpose?
all i ever know is all the pills tht i purchase
i know ur fucking hurting
all i wnna do is try 2 make u feel worth it
i dont wnna make u feel so worthless
and every single time i tell u tht ur perfect,
u dont listen so now ur feelings worsen
i stg im not doing it on purpose

thinking bout the past but i know its not my fault,
cause every single time i try 2 talk u would
walk away n leave me here
my heart enwrapped with layers of fear </3
i didnt know wht i was doing...
all these fucking voices in my head telling me 2 do it

u said tht ur done well i think tht im done too
feel like i gotta run but theres nowhere else 2 run 2
u said tht its over yea ig thats fucking done too
dont wanna stretch it out but remember i still got u...

like whts my fucking purpose?
all i ever know is all the pills tht i purchase
i know ur fucking hurting
all i wnna do is try 2 make u feel worth it
i dont wnna make u feel so worthless
and every single time i tell u tht ur perfect,
u dont listen so now ur feelings worsen
i stg im not doing it on purpose...

purpose (odece)

prod @shatter3d and @prod_death

lyrics:
yea i want u close
dont know what to say, but im missin u the most
and im livin everyday but it feels like im alone
all the words i wanna say dont come out my brain
yea im starting to think maybe you think im a lame :/
u think im a lame
and i just cant fuckin change
all these problems overwhelming tryna get in my way
all these problems overwhelming killin me day by day
i just rlly need you just to take them away

ive been feelin awful lately
pain builds up it drives me crazy
whyd u leave i thought youd save me
idk why everyone hates me
i keep looking back, looking back up on my past now
i get too attached breaks me down and i just crash down
all they do is laugh when i fall it makes me sad now
i jus rlly wanna die, wanna fucking tap out

yea i want u close
dont know what to say, but im missin u the most
and im livin everyday but it feels like im alone
all the words i wanna say dont come out my brain
yea im starting to think maybe you think im a lame :/
u think im a lame
and i just cant fuckin change
all these problems overwhelming tryna get in my way
all these problems overwhelming killin me day by day
i just rlly need you just to take them away

u think im a lame :/ (shatter3d, death)

prod by me 

I’ve been in my thoughts (( _ _ ))..zzzZZ
I’ve been burning through some Gs
been off a couple meds
but I cannot fall asleep Σ(-᷅_-᷄๑)
I’ve been downing white wine
I just feel like lil peep
don’t know why I try
I just feel like a creep (Ｔ＿Ｔ)

I just wish I felt okay
I’ve been masking with the drugs
I’ve been missing all these days
I’ll look up at the stars
thinking of my mistakes
I just poured up pimp c ♪(๑ᴖ◡ᴖ๑)♪
up in my soda today

I dropped a xan in black coffee ٩(^‿^)۶
been going off the deep end
I wish someone could stop me
whispers in my ears
they just talk to me softly
can’t do anything （−＿−；）
there’s some marks on my body

I’ve been falling in this darkness
been off the drugs wish I never started (◞‸◟)
I wish the best for every dearly departed
just lost my soul (･_･;
into land that’s uncharted

I can’t even trust
mixing substances up
all I feel is disgust
break down my bones
you can turn me to dust
coping with all my pain
smoking on angel dust (￣^￣)ゞ

I just wish I felt okay
I’ve been masking with the drugs
I’ve been missing all these days
I’ll look up at the stars
thinking of my mistakes
I just poured up pimp c ♪(๑ᴖ◡ᴖ๑)♪
up in my soda today

I dropped a xan in black coffee ٩(^‿^)۶
been going off the deep end
I wish someone could stop me
whispers in my ears
they just talk to me softly
can’t do anything （−＿−；）
there’s some marks on my body

stop me (mercyyy)

Haunted music for your ears my loves <3

U pushed me down the stairs
I broke my collarbone
I know that you don't care
I never go back home
You love to make scream & Shout..
It’s all you’ve ever known
You grew up under roof
with chaos as your love

U a broken vase
Water's leaking out
Everything will flood
Look at the mess you made
Like omfg
Have u not had enough
Cuz im so close to breaking in your arms I feel so rough ..

Like who are you ?

I'm tryna figure out
are you the one I met?
or the one that screams and shouts?
Like who are you?
I don't know what to do
I cut you fully off and I laugh inside my room .

myspacemark:

Buried in the snow 
Finger tips covered wit frost bite 
Would u believe ur eyes 
If The world lit up with fire flies 
When I had no one else 
You would tell me that’s it’s alright 
Connected to your love 
Connected energy like power lines 

The flowers start to die 
There’s glass and water 
All over the floor
Number nine 
Helmut lang 
On my jeans 
Christian Dior
Butterfly on your skin 
Butterfly all my doors
Gunmetal Vivienne 
Westwood crystal orb

Who Are You w/ myspacemark

(will include @ later)

i thought i had it all
thats when u walked in
eyes getting hazy 
nails onna coffin

u didnt say that much u just dropped in
goin crazy think somethins wrong man

i just wanna reach out 
i was talking 
eyes on the pavement 
think someones watching

i never had enough i was dropping
and i see thru ur lies like its nothing

cause the truth is bleeding out
if u have a hope i need it now
never did i think id be around
hoping that u get there safe and sound

safe and sound (lino + warheart+ joshbae)

autumn and winter 23 + oneyearolder

dm @yashio20k for purchase

w/ neohn, baz, wasterr, decago, kirian

i felt that i have really grown these past few months with my sound. grateful to be turning a year older surrounded by people who want to see me succeed. cant wait to see what the next year holds. thanks for listening :)

enjoy!

timestamps:
0:00 + @neohnq
1:10 + @bazington
2:10 - solo
3:20 - solo (beat from 'be urself' by owtiss + mei)
4:26 + @1wasterr
5:18 + @decago
6:24 - solo
7:16 +@prodkirian

AW23 #OneYearOlder (neohn, baz, wasterr, decago, kirian)

you're in your own world, one I'm not bound to
can't help but be still, I tried to help you 
we're under the same stars, it's like I'm around you 
no matter how far, we're never apart
you're in your own world, one I'm not bound to
can't help but be still, I tried to help you 
we're under the same stars, it's like I'm around you 
no matter how far, we're never apart
was it all my fault? 
cause right now, we barely talk 
and it hurts me, hurts me, more than you know
my tears fall when we speak, I'm so alone 
I'll hold you close, and tell you it's all okay
until we're ghost, I'll love you all the same

worlds away (hartfxlt)

prod @pw4prez

(i Startd thinking bout u,
So i Gotta write a Song
Girl, you left me out in the Dust)

Girl, i Wish u were Here, But you're Far away from me
Girl, you're Far too Perfect why Don't you Fucking See
Spent these Last Two Years alone, Nobody wWith me
iThink i need Some help Soon i Struggle to Sleep
it's been Like 2 Years, it's Not getting Bettewr
i'm Making no Progress, i Wish i could Tell Her
Without u, I Don't want Another December
Still HeartBroken over Her, It's Neverending

it Never Ends
bby Come Back
i Miss your Love
i Miss your Laugh
it Never Ends
i'm Always Sad
Maybe one day
You'll just Call me Back
you'll Just call Me Back
and i'll Instantly Come right Back

You'll always Have
(Me)
x4

Girl, i Wish u were Here, But you're Far away from me
Girl, you're Far too Perfect why Don't you Fucking See
Spent these Last Two Years alone, Nobody wWith me
iThink i need Some help Soon i Struggle to Sleep
it's been Like 2 Years, it's Not getting Bettewr
i'm Making no Progress, i Wish i could Tell Her
Without u, I Don't want Another December
Still HeartBroken over Her, It's Neverending

ill Always Love you....
iLove cats Because they Help me WhenIm Lonely

safe and sound (lino + warheart+ joshbae)

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