prod by me 

I’ve been in my thoughts (( _ _ ))..zzzZZ
I’ve been burning through some Gs
been off a couple meds
but I cannot fall asleep Σ(-᷅_-᷄๑)
I’ve been downing white wine
I just feel like lil peep
don’t know why I try
I just feel like a creep (Ｔ＿Ｔ)

I just wish I felt okay
I’ve been masking with the drugs
I’ve been missing all these days
I’ll look up at the stars
thinking of my mistakes
I just poured up pimp c ♪(๑ᴖ◡ᴖ๑)♪
up in my soda today

I dropped a xan in black coffee ٩(^‿^)۶
been going off the deep end
I wish someone could stop me
whispers in my ears
they just talk to me softly
can’t do anything （−＿−；）
there’s some marks on my body

I’ve been falling in this darkness
been off the drugs wish I never started (◞‸◟)
I wish the best for every dearly departed
just lost my soul (･_･;
into land that’s uncharted

I can’t even trust
mixing substances up
all I feel is disgust
break down my bones
you can turn me to dust
coping with all my pain
smoking on angel dust (￣^￣)ゞ

I just wish I felt okay
I’ve been masking with the drugs
I’ve been missing all these days
I’ll look up at the stars
thinking of my mistakes
I just poured up pimp c ♪(๑ᴖ◡ᴖ๑)♪
up in my soda today

I dropped a xan in black coffee ٩(^‿^)۶
been going off the deep end
I wish someone could stop me
whispers in my ears
they just talk to me softly
can’t do anything （−＿−；）
there’s some marks on my body

stop me (mercyyy)

Haunted music for your ears my loves <3

U pushed me down the stairs
I broke my collarbone
I know that you don't care
I never go back home
You love to make scream & Shout..
It’s all you’ve ever known
You grew up under roof
with chaos as your love

U a broken vase
Water's leaking out
Everything will flood
Look at the mess you made
Like omfg
Have u not had enough
Cuz im so close to breaking in your arms I feel so rough ..

Like who are you ?

I'm tryna figure out
are you the one I met?
or the one that screams and shouts?
Like who are you?
I don't know what to do
I cut you fully off and I laugh inside my room .

myspacemark:

Buried in the snow 
Finger tips covered wit frost bite 
Would u believe ur eyes 
If The world lit up with fire flies 
When I had no one else 
You would tell me that’s it’s alright 
Connected to your love 
Connected energy like power lines 

The flowers start to die 
There’s glass and water 
All over the floor
Number nine 
Helmut lang 
On my jeans 
Christian Dior
Butterfly on your skin 
Butterfly all my doors
Gunmetal Vivienne 
Westwood crystal orb

Who Are You w/ myspacemark

(will include @ later)

i thought i had it all
thats when u walked in
eyes getting hazy 
nails onna coffin

u didnt say that much u just dropped in
goin crazy think somethins wrong man

i just wanna reach out 
i was talking 
eyes on the pavement 
think someones watching

i never had enough i was dropping
and i see thru ur lies like its nothing

cause the truth is bleeding out
if u have a hope i need it now
never did i think id be around
hoping that u get there safe and sound

safe and sound (lino + warheart+ joshbae)

autumn and winter 23 + oneyearolder

dm @yashio20k for purchase

w/ neohn, baz, wasterr, decago, kirian

i felt that i have really grown these past few months with my sound. grateful to be turning a year older surrounded by people who want to see me succeed. cant wait to see what the next year holds. thanks for listening :)

enjoy!

timestamps:
0:00 + @neohnq
1:10 + @bazington
2:10 - solo
3:20 - solo (beat from 'be urself' by owtiss + mei)
4:26 + @1wasterr
5:18 + @decago
6:24 - solo
7:16 +@prodkirian

AW23 #OneYearOlder (neohn, baz, wasterr, decago, kirian)

"things get better" produced by @pw4prez

Performed/Written by @counterxo & @mental

things get better

things get better w/ mental (sochi)

stay! - Give and Take w/ sh1nuchi and T4Z

"patience" produced by @luvsolstice @kashik05 & @kuriyai443 Performed/Written by @counterxo

IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT, YOU HAVE TO BE PERFECT

patience

patience (solstice + kashik + kuriyai)

Instagram - @soapia.live
Mixed - @NubieLovesMe
Prod - takuori
#HeartSing 💗💌
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Lyrics
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Soapia
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Can you see the pain when you look in my eyes
I'm sorry that I'm like this, I wanna apologize
Crying in your arms and you don't realize
To tell you how I feel, I wish I could, why do i try?
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I try to breathe but everything hurts
It's so fucked up, I don't know what you heard
I try to think now but I know it wont stop
I know I'll wake up the second that you call
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@NubieLovesMe
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And I'm not saying
That you're saying
That I'm wrong
Cut my chains
Feel this pain inside my heart
Who's to say that you're meant to be alone
Feelings change
But I wanna keep you close
And all those memories
Girl I hope you 'member those
I took another pill
I pray to God I overdose
You're feeling sick of yourself
You feel like running off
I hope you know you're enough
I'll give you my life tulip
And I just hope you know that I love you so much
I love the words that you're saying
I'm missing your touch
I'll kiss on your cuts
I'm speaking your tears
I'll sing for your heart
I just wish that you were here
-------
Soapia
-------
Can you see the pain when you look in my eyes
I'm sorry that I'm like this, I wanna apologize
Crying in your arms and you don't realize
To tell you how I feel, I wish I could, why do i try?
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I try to breathe but everything hurts
It's so fucked up, I don't know what you heard
I try to think now but I know it wont stop
I know I'll wake up the second that you call

Couldn't Find The Words To Keep You Near. [+takuori]

song labeled "cannot" w/ @hxroshii
produced by @sebakyu

@peiflowy 

Hope you feel my pain,

when you shot me right up

in the dark dark,

shouldve knew my stance,

how I fucked up from the fucking

start start,

let me up my drank,

gotta feel my hate,

gonna bleed from my pain,

tryna play my heart,

tryna come my way,

shits gonna drive me insane,

finna up my blick,

if they talkin shit,

cannot fw a hoe,

cannot stand this shit,

hope they feel my pain,

I hope they go,

cannot feel my feel my chest.

I think it be clogged from

all the smoke,

Cannot fw you cannot fw her,

cause i know your low,

better watch your step,

I be thinking far tryna

do my best,

better watch your back,

talkin that shi gonna get

you blast,

I started from the bottom,

they don't know that I've been working,

she said that I'll never make it,

but I did it this for a purpose,

god damn.

@hxroshii

Goddam

ive been trying so hard but everyone is in my way

keep myself together cause imma try again (try again)

they will see me shine

i promise i wont lie

they will see me shine

ive been alone from the start

find my way up to the top

no one can stop me

its not that easy

and maybe ive trying so hard

and i dont want to fall apart

i hope i dont fall apart

they will see me reaching for the top

reaching for the top, thats all i wanted

making band making racksk, thats all i wanted

so baby tell me what you want

can you please tell me what u need

i dont wanna care, what they gonna say


@peiflowy

Hope you feel my pain,

when you shot me right up

in the dark dark,

shouldve knew my stance,

how I fucked up from the fucking

start start,

let me up my drank,

gotta feel my hate,

gonna bleed from my pain,

tryna play my heart,

tryna come my way,

shits gonna drive me insane,

finna up my blick,

if they talkin shit,

cannot fw a hoe,

cannot stand this shit,

hope they feel my pain,

I hope they go,

cannot feel my feel my chest.

I think it be clogged from

all the smoke,

Cannot fw you cannot fw her,

cause i know your low,

cannot w/hxroshii (seba.kyu)

tony epilogue (tb)

spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/2UgTfgb4vB43VNtlRUnJC0

www.instagram.com/yungfuji16

art: https://www.instagram.com/vexieeeee
prod. https://www.instagram.com/rainn_god

dziary (prod. rainn_god)

★collective★
https://discord.gg/j5c5SgK6pu

stay! - Give and Take w/ sh1nuchi and T4Z

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