noideaparttwo (nightmare) [waifu]

newDayy +tera (flapbackk)

featuring @xternalz
prod. @loveismisery x @pw4prez x @makemeapromise

𝔞𝔨𝔞𝔰𝔲𝔨𝔦:
i dont want this 
i cant handle it 
its not the way its meant to be 
and i dont wanna be hurt
tell me why i cant be her

falling apart
i just wanna be in your arms 
i didnt know this would be so hard
i didnt think you'd feel so far
i long for the comfort of your heart

wish i could turn back time
to when everything felt just fine
back when you believed in you and i
when i felt happy u were mine

and i dont wanna be hurt
tell me why i cant be her
this isnt fair for me 
why are u so petty
i dont want this 
i cant handle it 
its not the way its meant to be 
so why did u hurt me 
and left me so empty

𝔵𝔱𝔢𝔯𝔫𝔞𝔩𝔷:
even if you didnt ask i would come after you
i know that we didnt last
but im not ready for something new
you’re someone i put everything into

nowwww
i dont want to waste more time
i cant handle it when you cry
our last moments together were a crime
it was a crime

i can see our memories theyre fading into dust
looking past all the fights and all the mistrust
all this makes me want to die i feel so crushed
i know that this wasnt fair for us

𝔞𝔨𝔞𝔰𝔲𝔨𝔦:
and i dont wanna be hurt
tell me why i cant be her
this isnt fair for me 
why are u so petty
i dont want this 
i cant handle it 
its not the way its meant to be 
so why did u hurt me 
and left me so empty

desire w/xternalz [kyoa x sochi x surgeon]

1. may. w/ @uphori4
2. aftermath. w/ @nightigerxo
3. (゜∀゜) ! ! !. @emotionals
4. hololive.
5. the dangers in my heart.

small comp been hella lazy but still wanted to post something,
thx for listening^^

Harmony Clips (MAY24)

https://open.spotify.com/track/17DWtKcOxbKYv7STBmxD91?si=8ff81c23b2fb4990
@gloomed gang
produced by @ddertbAg
shoutout @slaughterrrcore

los-lost again so it doesn't rlly matter
tired of the chit chat girl im tired of the chatter
d-doesn't matter just write it on a letter
too much drama just let it go cuz b-b-b-bitch im moving clever

p-p-put that on god
bitch i got the guap its a lot
br-bro u a fraud
ur fucking fake needa stop
fast like a p-p-pit stop
g-got ts on deadlock
bullets to your mental
p-put u in a headlock

yea ride with the roof down
blo- blowup like its nuke town
they know im royalty
ive just been waiting for my crown
no-no Russian shoot down
make them bullets f-f-fly out
walk in the store bu-buy it out
she fw me she ride me out

sh-she fuck on me i kick her out
b-b-b-bitch u trynna slime me out
ppl fake just for the clout
u want my swag its sold out-out-a-a
b-b-bouta crash out
get nervous when i c-call you out
th-that boy bouta tap out
he weak just like a girl scout a-a-a-a-

(mai)
pull up like it’s nuke town 
if you wanna go then i’ll shoot down
big gun aim for your medulla make you stoop down
talk shit? this shit way to toxic
hini keep this silent cause ik gram he be dog shit (rip gram slimed him out for a circle chain🤪)
disappear make a track then im back
pulling up with slaughterrr put your money in the bag
juggernaut 20 shots leave you tagged
talking shit on gram and hini red dot hit your hat

(me)
yea ride with the roof down
blo- blowup like its nuke town
they know im royalty
ive just been waiting for my crown
no-no Russian shoot down
make them bullets f-f-fly out
walk in the store bu-buy it out
she fw me she ride me out

(mai)
she want my swag i told her to shut up
we been totin guns up blick blick mag dum
me and hini we been totin you better not run
better shut the fuck up 360 get sprayed down

Nuke Town + gloomed (ddertbAg)

stay! - Give and Take w/ sh1nuchi and T4Z

prod @overoveroverover
master @aestyboy
@noahsuri

ask me when its gonna be over im like any time
blood soaking thru my jeans but i feel fine
touch deprived when im alone im not really fine
baby do u want me too i dont see it in your eyes
baby can u tell me what u see in me
baby can u be the one for me thats all i need
think i need some change in my life its too stagnant
hit me with the curveball i dont wanna see at all
i didnt want it in the first place
though i was never first place i was always last 
tell me would i be last on your list?
honestly i feel like we were made in abyss
i dont think it can be me and you together
i dont think it can be you and me forever
all this weight on my chest feel like a burden
all this pain in my heart feel like im hurting

(all this weight on my chest feel like a burden
all this pain in my heart feel like im hurting)

can we still turn back and rewind
could u still look at me and say that ur mine?

stay! - Give and Take w/ sh1nuchi and T4Z

Ethereal Club