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#NeverLetGo (jayysoul x grimgar)

Big thanks to @1kidsora and @victxrw for featuring. It’s really crazy that i can have a song with people who inspire me and i listen to everyday. Also shout out @kuriyai443 for the fire beat.

recorded in feb 2024

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(chorus: me)
its night outside
and u shine the brightest
dancing in the moonlight
but u broke my heart
it hurt so bad
im falling to pieces
wish it only was a dream
but its real we cannot be
and i wish you was here with me
because my chest its gonna bleed

(verse: me)
love of my live
falling thru my hands
u left me all alone
cannot understand
we went different ways
hope u doing okay
blinded by your love
like some kind of spell
memories of u stuck inside my brain
wish we could go and relive them again
baby close your eyes let the wind blow
in the end yeah wish it was a real love

(verse: kid sora)
I don't know if this is real love
you've been acting strange so I think imma close the seal up
ah-haa! that mean you aint getting near us
I lead by example, I don't want them all to fear us- yuh, yuh-
like, it really aint that deep girl
better prove your worth before you gain the right to see worlds
better prove yourself before you gain the right to see pearls
thought she was the one, it turns out that girl just an e-girl- fuck

(verse: victxrw)
yea yea, i just need get out
i tried to scream but theres no sound coming out my mouth
no no, i just need get out
im stuck in bed im just stuck inside this jail house
I pray that i can make it up
nd everyday, ive had enough
ik that u just hate my guts
ill never be enough

im never enough
im coughing up blood
im never enough

(chorus: me)
its night outside
and u shine the brightest
dancing in the moonlight
but u broke my heart
it hurt so bad
im falling to pieces
wish it only was a dream
but its real we cannot be
and i wish you was here with me
because my chest its gonna bleed

art by https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/19920821

wish

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wish + kid sora & victxrw (kuriyai)

<3
prod @prod_promise

lyrics:

you're what regulates my heart
i hope that

slowly, i hope we'll talk more closely
dont act like you dont know me
like acetylcholine 
you're what regulates my heart

i feel like ive gone too far
i dont know where you are
lets just take it to the start
i know we could do this differently
the hindsight made that clear to see
dont think ill ever understand
how it felt when i would hold your hand
to do that all again
to do it all again
its too cold when you're not here
cant hold on, all i feel is fear
wont you appear again for me
for me

ill find my way back to you
(back to you)
i dont care what i have to do
(ill do anything)

you're what regulates my heart
i hope that

slowly, i hope we'll talk more closely
dont act like you dont know me
like acetylcholine 
you're what regulates my heart

slowly, i hope we'll talk more closely
dont act like you dont know me
like acetylcholine 
you're what regulates my heart

chemical

chemical (promise)

prod. the goats @hellapocky x @ripwarheart

pei flowy - https://www.instagram.com/peiflowy/
me - https://www.instagram.com/prodflojy/
pocky - https://www.instagram.com/hellapocky/
warheart -https://www.instagram.com/rip.warheart/

@flojy
i try as i can
im fuckin lost
cant do anything
feeling so low
my life is a mess
its an endless sorrow
i cant find myself
nowhere to go

@pei flowy
I’m just fucked up,
I can’t feel yah,
I say fuck love,
It’s gon kill yah,
Im just so lost,
It’s familiar,
I don’t need love,
Whose gon tell yah,
I’m so lost in my ways,
I can’t stand it,
They flipping off my heart like a mf pamphlet, yeah
I’m like damn, just let go of my hand,
I say fuck it, keep it ten,
I feel like I don’t need no friends,
I might swerve up through a benz,
I say fuck love, I don’t need yah,
I keep pushing, Keep it p yeah,
If I’m fighting, keep my t up,
I feel lost yeah, but I’m free yeah

lost +pei flowy

lost +pei flowy (hellapocky x warheart)

@akasukii
@remiliaxd
@kuranee
@prodmamoru

kishi:
me and you, we in bed, yeah, the sun’s up
i just wanna stay in your arms, don’t wanna get up
stay in bed all day, i really love your presence
skrt skrt, our wraith, fly away in space
uhuhhh ~ uhuhhh ~
love the feeling of your arms
uhuhhh ~ uhuhhh ~
you fixed my broken heart
i love seeing you
i love seeing you

remilia:
oh
don't think it's a mistake
crying in your arms, in your room, like it's too late
hate when we're apart, broken heart, there's no mistake
know that we're forever, but sometimes it's like we're too late

too late, thing's change
i don't wanna die before it's too late
and i don't wanna see you cry before the new day
but sometimes when im with you, i can't even think straight

i can't think straight
make up, make amends 'fore it's too late
make up, repair what we made
all our time together, under weather's not a mistake

akasuki:
ahh i don't wanna give you up babe
i can't think straight my mind's a haze
every moment with you feels like days
you're my one and only

no i can't imagine my life without you
let’s take a step forward leave the pain behind
it's you forever i knew
we'd rediscover the love we thought we'd never find

and i can't get you out of my mind
teleporting into your arms, holding you tight
oh you're mine

stayinbed +remilia, akasuki (kurane + mamoru)

@wintress13 @tores brazy

lyrics:

i feel like its over
theres nothing else that we could do
no chance of closure
after everything that we went thru

oh ive had enough of it
we cant recover this
gotta cut off what i wont miss
girl u know im so over this
that cold october bliss

theres no saving this
theres nothing left to reminisce
i dont know
where did it all go wrong

i was tired of waiting for something
dreading what we were becoming
i dont want to look back its numbing
never was good at confronting

is this real or not
everything we got
thinking "oh my god"
seeing a red dot
am i going to be shot
theres no more time left
im looking right ur looking left

i feel like its over
theres nothing else that we could do
no chance of closure
after everything that we went thru

oh ive had enough of it
we cant recover this
gotta cut off what i wont miss
girl u know im so over this
that cold october bliss

october bliss (wintress + tores)

"i guess thats how things go"
shoutout april showers 
and big thanks goats
@remiliaxd @kyxtsnxwy
@prodarisu @oiwassupp

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me
all the things that i been thru
wake up another day, feeling brand new
i gave you my heart, you tore it to pieces
and i couldn't believe it, but
i guess thats how things go
thought i had you, you slipped out of my hand
and all the time we spent, went to waste
i can't recall the things, that i said
and its all my fault, that how it is

@remiliaxd
that's how it is, falling to pieces
falling to my own thoughts, it hurts
yeah i said "i don't need it," but i still need it
and i guess that's how it is again
i hold you close, now i'm falling to pieces again
again, let my heart go
to think i'd lose it all again

@kyxtsnxwy
imma lose it all again
demons in my head
i know they wont let me live, i know
you held so many pain, now you’re cold
i’ll keep reminding you, i wont go away
i will take away your pain
no matter how things go, im always here to stay
if ever you need space, i’ll wait anyway
i know i live in hell, but i’ll take you to holy place

me + @remiliaxd
all the things that i been thru
wake up another day, feeling brand new
i gave you my heart, you tore it to pieces
and i couldn't believe it, but
i guess thats how things go

how things go
heart froze
heart hurts and it's frozen like the snow
let go
i know
i know that my heart is set in stone

art by https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/27354041

how things go + remilia & kyxtsnxwy (arisu oiwa)

yea, why would you lie?
you not on my side
and i dont know why
yea, you think i aint seen you walking past
i focused my vision on that bag
tryna accept i cant go back

what happened to you that night
when you had to text my phone
you told me to leave you alone
i was partyin on my own
im smokin spliffs im with the bros
i aint talking to no hoes
cuz its you i want

i aint believe what i saw that night
i got a text when the clock turned 5
before that i was so alive
i had my doubts but i still tried
yea, i woke up and i wanted to die
i couldnt look you in your eye
i told you to get out and you cried
but i aint feel no bad
bitch i was mad
i didnt understand what made you sad
i didnt understand it was an act
know what you said to me was facts
lookin at you and that shit wack
pour my heart out on this track
yea and i, got sick right after
i was in bed down bad
i was just thinking about you again
was it the first or was it last
i had to go retrace my steps
you was my girl but now my ex
was mad at you hoped you reflect
no one even bothered to check

now i drown myself in all these drugs
am i off that x or off that mud
no i cant tell
wishin bad you wished me well
all this addy im losin myself

i saw a ghost of you in my dream
yea, whats that supposed to mean
dont want see you no more
dont wanna feel you in my heart
my shi cold shit turned off
no i aint care bout nun
im a xxombie you could call me xxomm

cover art by @frenzzzied5 on ig

xxommbie (jayysoul eto resin)

stay! - Give and Take w/ sh1nuchi and T4Z

prod.
@rewind214

notes:
thanks for being U
u changed me for the better
i think./

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[shiro]
when i look at u
things i wnt to do
hold ur hand, look n point at the view
u know what i see, its js me n u
that is where i be yh

everytime i say gn
i wish i was there to hold u tight
if u strugglin, u dont have to fight
hmu, bc im up, all day all night
when u vent bout ur day at school,
yh im always hopin for the best bc ur U,
n u dont know how much u meant to me
yh ur kindness and ur laugh is all i need yh

text me n u kno i answer back, 
at the start i didnt even know u like that 
but im happy i did, n im glad that its u
yh my world changin colors whenever im w/ u yh

[hook]

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when i look at u...『rewind』

purple jeans - 06brick, voodoo vincee, swords2 [lukaxz & tekken]

★collective★
@v4nity(Fouder)
@ilyt4z(CEO/Founder)
@prodjayysoul(Founder)
@lucas_mp3(Founder)
@sh1nuchi
@shorudakun
@heyvilse
@stayclears
@grimgardx
@anti-light

stay! - Give and Take w/ sh1nuchi and T4Z

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