hurting myself - killer in the making

hurting myself - la la la la la la la la la

Prod. sickboi

won’t you go away? I can’t look at your face now
I live in my brain but I can’t find a way out 
Everyday’s the same, I’m so stuck in my ways now 
Washed up by the waves, they found her by the lighthouse

Stuck in my bed, each word in my head plays over again 
And over again 
Wish that I said “I wish you were dead and we’re over again”
And over again

we’re never gonna change

Alphie Afterlife - Violet (deleted)

COVER ART BY ME

oh i know just put the trusted away 
girl i know i made mistakes but you know
that i cant play birthday girl (now shes failing hole) hole place) 2x
birthday girl your the i really need birthday girl your the one i really want oh
birthday

birthday girl🎂

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Dracula w/ nthngbutaprettyboy

ive been sick and tired
of the way that you treat me
why cant you see me?
so ill pollute my lungs
baby im not enough
why cant you see it
why cant i be it
whats it your looking for
i know that you want more (u want more)
baby, i cant give it to you (i cant)
God im such a fool :(
fool for you
so ill pollute my lungs
gimmie a taste of luv
go on ahead n roll up the blunt
baby spark it up
girl yk im done
ill never be enough :(
baby im done acting tuff,
just gimmie ur luv :<
baby ill pollute my lungs.

ty JayJay for ur help, n ty Jo for da cover <3

and over and over and over and …deleting later

Ruff