lil peep - star shopping (slowed and reverb)

lil trauma - demons destiny (slowed and reverb)

inner space

HAPPY FRIDAY THA 13TH 🩸😈

Recorded at Clearwater Studios 🌊

Mixed/mastered by Young Gibby

TRAUMAS REVENGE.. (prod. llouis)

suicideboys- meet mr nice guy (indoor remix)

1. STARFALL - E minor 126 bpm
2. PANDEMONIUM - A minor 117 bpm
3. GARNET - C minor 135 bpm 
4. ACID TEST - F minor 144 bpm
© 10/16/2023 Covenstead Records Company

ORMUZ II

RED SPRITE

RED SPRITE w/ Alan Watts [ORMUZ II]

[WATTS]
- "Only, we've been taught to watch that thing, and to cherish it, and to value it, and it matters damn it. And yet it's going to wear out, and yet it gets sick, and yet it's going to die. And so, everybody is involved in playing the game of life, in a way that goes beyond play and becomes deadly serious."

[LUCID]
Finding my reason, insane in my season
I'm losing my way when I'm led by the legion 
Ascend from my grave, need to get with my feeling 
& not be afraid, cause it all comes to nothing
Still here for something, I fill up my lungs
Let it go when I'm done
Up the hill silent running
Pull myself up to my feet 
I release finally free 
Bugging out, now recede
So to shed in the shade, crawling out of my skin 
On the mend till I lay, in a dream wide awake
Gather up, throw away, everything can't be saved 
All is changing in nature, nothing stays the same 
Feel the pull of the tide 
Take me safe to my death 
In the end All divine
In the end All at rest 
Not a test or a lesson
But blessing to tread 
Every step right and left
Lead us right off the ledge

[WATTS]
"And as a result, the whole of existence is lived in a state of constant frustration, because you are trying all the time to hold together and preserve, something that, in the long run, can't be preserved at all."


[LUCID]
🔁Repeat🔁

[WATTS]
"Therefore, in response to this cry of pain, which everybody puts up in response to being in this situation of trying to hold onto things, the wisdom of the various ways of liberation, weather they be Hindu or Buddhist or whatever, is saying to everybody, 'Wake up! See what the scene is! This is the kind of thing that's going on, and YOU are not a captive in a trap. You're not just some mere little measly being that somehow or other was brought into an insane universe, but you are what the thing is. You are not the victim, you are the system."

© 10/31/2023 Covenstead Records Company

ORMUZ III

REASON

REASON w/ Alan Watts

🖤🥀.

S/o https://soundcloud.com/ideenoire for the main violin loop

https://soundcloud.com/sinner-circle

[Art by me]

FAREWELL.

LUCIDxTEETH 2018 - 2023
"So then, in the metaphysical sphere, the mystic is the one who feels that everything that happens is in some way harmonious, is in some way right, is in some way an integral part of the universe. Now, when we transplant or translate that into the moral sphere, the sphere of human conduct, the equivalent is this: There are no wrong feelings. You see, the idea that there are no wrong feelings is an immensely threatening idea to people who are afraid to feel in any case, and this is one of the peculiar problems of our culture. 

That we are terrified of our feelings, because they take off on their own, and we think that if we give them any scope, they will lead us into all kinds of chaotic and destructive action. It’s so funny that we, in our western culture say that kind of thing, we who do more chaotic and destructive kind of action than anybody ever did. But if, for a change, we would allow our feelings, and look upon their comings and goings as something as beautiful and as natural and necessary as changes in the weather, the going of night and day, and of the four seasons. We would be at peace with ourselves, because what is problematic for western man is not so much his struggles with other people and their need and their problems, as his struggle with his own feelings, with what he will allow himself to feel, and what he won’t allow himself to feel. 

He is ashamed to feel really profoundly sad, so much so that he could cry. He is ashamed to loathe somebody, because you’re not supposed to hate people. He is ashamed to be so overcome with the beauty of something, whether it be a natural landscape or a member of the opposite sex, that he goes out of his mind with this beauty. Because all that kind of thing is, ’Not being in control, old boy!’ Not, kind of, having your hand on the wheel. But it is because, you see, we don’t go with that, that we’re not in control. That we try to pretend that our inner-life is different. So I think this is the most releasing thing that anybody can possibly understand, that your inner feeling is never wrong. That is to say, what you feel, it’s never wrong that you feel that way.”
-Alan Watts

© 12/14/2023 Covenstead Records Company

REQUIEM

REQUIEM w/ Alan Watts [Part I]

AQVOL - 2AM [Chopped & Screwed] By SUS PhiXioN

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