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I Have Bad Taste in Music

skyscrapers [love now, cry later] (prod. jayyeah)

demons (prod. by yung isvvc)

Gustav Ahr's Album

right here w/ horsehead (prod. nedarb)

*:･ﾟ✧ ✧ﾟ･: * being alive's just a phase we're all going thru *:･ﾟ✧ ✧ﾟ･: *

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ktrGms0CT1E

spotify

i dont feel anything (prod. trxpicvl) *video in description*

**official vid**

https://youtu.be/CwDBNYZpbos

ion think i got that much time left

everything (prod. ka$ey) *video in description*

VEXATION [ALBUM] SOON

lyrics

THEY TRY TO HOLD ME BACK

TO HIDE THE FACT THAT I'M A THREAT

MY MIND'S THE TRUTH BEHIND THE LIES

AND I DEFINE WHAT THEY REGRET

AND FACT THE MATTER IS

IT ISN'T YET A PROMISE TIL IT'S KEPT

AND HONESTLY, WE'LL SEE THE PAST

REPEAT ITSELF UNTIL THE END


I'M MEANT TO BE THE ONE TO FIX THE CYCLE

SPINNING TIL I'M DEAD

I'LL RUN INTO THE SUN UNTIL IT'S COMING

BACK BEHIND MY HEAD

I NEVER KNEW THE REASON THAT 

I WAS ALIVE, UNTIL I BLED

I KNOW I WON'T BE HERE FOR VERY LONG

I'M HANGING BY A THREAD

vexation

killstation - extinction (prod. killstation)

Prod. https://soundcloud.com/jakemarkow
Art. https://twitter.com/disintegr8tion
Mix&Master. https://soundcloud.com/ihateshinigami

she be gettin mad
told me kill myself 
but iont want
i want money in my hands 
baby u can leave 
but ima count up 

u could be in magazines
girl its easy 
if you want a diamond ring
baby please me 
iont even need a team
and they still see me
one day ima have my name on the TV

iont wanna die rn
i wanna feel alive some how 
money in the air fall down
i cant even care rn

i dont wanna die rn (prod. Jake Markow)

Hold You Sometimes ft. lil sophy (prod. kuroime)

prod @notmorgn

listen on youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gd_Xqqx_St8

whats wrong or whats right
im bouta take a flight like should i say goodbye 
fuck that imma hold onto my pride
momma raised a soldier so i can't afford to cry
lookin back i see the knife in my back now
lookin at life wishing i was in the background 
lookin back i see my future in the past now
90 in the whip like should i crash now

im so sick of this im so sick of shit nobody listening 
demons all around diamonds wet just like a christening 
wait why you always high when you call me
why'd u ask what's wrong when you saw me (X2)

chemicals running through my veins i just wanna sleep 
feelings bleeding out my brain but right now i can't feel a thing 
woke up late time to waste away
my favorite days are the rainy days
let it soak in then i throw it all away
i try my best but this feeling always stays
you know i try but you gotta gimme space
and i dont wanna hurt you if you get in my way

(hook)

reach out just to waste my time
its the young waste of space 
with his headphones on
call me when you need me baby
but i know im the last resort
you said that you love me
how the fuck could you just love a ghost
you said that you love me baby
i said we are not that close

(hook)

reach out just to waste my time
its the young waste of space 
with his headphones on
call me when you need me baby
but i know im the last resort
you said that you love me
how the fuck could you just love a ghost
you said that you love me baby
i said we are not that close

im so sick of this

ＹＯＵ　ＣＡＮ＇Ｔ　ＳＡＶＥ　ＭＥ

//ごめんなさい//

thank you guys so much for the endless amount of support. working with my favorite artists is something i never imagined would become a reality, but you've all made it achievable. i cherish what this music has brought me & i hope we can all grow together in unison through it. i love you guys so much.

this is the first single off my upcoming album, "lacuna" which'll be out october 28th

huge s/o to my mans @i_x_t_a_i_l_s
i can't thank you enough for hoppin' on this one with me

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guardin x 9TAILS - suffocate

producer. @lightbodyent
guitar written by @Tylerburkhart
https://soundcloud.com/tylerburkhart/i-want-to-drown-in-snow

i don’t mind a thing
hold me close
i know your suffering
i hear it in the way you
say my name
don’t hold back
you know i feel your pain
inside
i don’t want to live
but ill stay alive
i don’t want to leave
so ill make time
you don’t tell the truth
so you make lies
i cried
i cried again
last night flowers in my bed
last night i lost my best friend 
last nights flowers torn to shreds
last night our love wound up dead
i don’t mind a thing
hold me close
i know your suffering
inside
our love subsides i don’t feel right
pin me down you eat my insides
like a spider pull me in
kiss my neck make my blood thin
i don’t mind a thing
hold me close
i know your suffering
i hear it in the way you
say my name
don’t hold back
you know i feel your pain
your pain inside

FREE DOWNLOAD

Last Nights Flowers - (prod. lightbody)

no samples

@carsonconner

I know I got problems taking pills now 
I know I got problems with my head now
I know you don't love me cut that shit out
No trust cuz girls jus fuck for clout now

I been staring at the sky till morning 
Connecting stars like dots to see your face 
really I'm just sinking in a sailors grave 
They acting like they know me so I hide away

Like where the fuck were you when I was down and out
Fucked up every day blacking myself out  
If you really loved me you would cut me down
Help me count the rings and then kick me out

I know I got problems taking pills now 
I know I got problems with my head now
I know you don't love me cut that shit out
No trust cuz girls jus fuck for clout now
x2

problems w/ carsonconner

prod. @notmorgn
featuring @guardinmusic

(guccihighwaters)
she said I look upset but girl 
there’s passion in this frown
cus i think i am obsessed with the all the 
love when your around
why they want smoke with me
not a stoner
when she’s not here im a loner
she too bad you can’t clone her
i live for her im a donor

i’d rather be ghost this season
disconnected i don’t like the feeling
thoughts ricochet with the walls and the ceiling
my chest so tight i can’t even feel my breathing

(guardin)
i'll stop breathing 
lie awake in the night fight the feeling 
fuck love i'm a mess for a reason 
six feet in the dirt for the season
i don't like this
life without the hue of your iris
erase your face embedded in my eyelids
patience paints the face of the silent 

sorry i'm not coming down 
elevated all around 
my conscience thinks i'm falling out
of grip i ripped the bong & now i'm

(guardin and guccihighwaters)
stoned beyond belief i know 
i fucked it up it goes to show 
that i get high when i feel low
please pick me up & take me home

(guccihighwaters)
i’d rather be ghost this season
disconnected i don’t like the feeling
thoughts ricochet with the walls and the ceiling
my chest so tight i can’t even feel my breathing

rather be a ghost (feat. guardin)

Ｉ＇ＬＬ　ＲＵＮ　ＳＯ　ＦＡＲ　ＦＲＯＭ　
ＴＨＥＳＥ　ＳＨＡＤＯＷＳ

//私の心の断片//

lyrics
-------
i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 

i think i found the antidote
i think i found another road
i think i found some fucking hope
nope
i think i'm tryna find a way
to rid of all these darker days
but my minds trapped inside a maze 

so i'll run so far from these shadows
makeshift but my hearts still fragile
i'd drown but the waters too shallow
my heads still caught in the gallows
your kiss is my remedy
i fall to the ground so desperately
baby i know that you're mad at me
filling all the voids like cavities 

i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 
i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 

i guess this feeling lasts forever
i guess we'll never be together
you're colder than i can remember
but the ice is melting quickly 
i'm still wishing that you'd miss me

but you're gone and i never could replace you
mistraced new face but it ain't you
rebuilding the forts that i made you
no love but my hearts tryna break thru
my chest cause its caving in
i dwell in a cell in a realm of sin
six shots to the face of rum & gin
i'm dead in the head so i guess you win 

i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you

solitary

I love you all so much, EP drops on the 11th! Thanks for the support <3
Photo edited by: @collidingwithmars
Follow the producer: @mesiobeats
Mix/Master: @yvngcrow

Lyrics-

I don't think I love you anymore but I'm missing you
Every time I look into my heart I see a piece of you
Wonder what I could have fucking done instead of hurting you
I'm so sorry that I did, what I had to do
I don't think I love you anymore but I'm missing you
Every time I look into my heart I see a piece of you
Wonder what I could have fucking done instead of hurting you
I'm so sorry that I did, what I had to do

I'm no good for you
You're no good for me
No more excuses I know we are not supposed to be
Together
Maybe Forever
I wish I could have kept my promises and made your life better
But I know
What I did was
Pretty terrible and I'm sorry but it is done
I gotta move on
And break off
I know we'll never go back, because we can't make up

I don't think I love you anymore but I'm missing you
Every time I look into my heart I see a piece of you
Wonder what I could have fucking done instead of hurting you
I'm so sorry that I did, what I had to do
I don't think I love you anymore but I'm missing you
Every time I look into my heart I see a piece of you
Wonder what I could have fucking done instead of hurting you
I'm so sorry that I did, what I had to do

i'm no good for you (Prod. Mesio)

Love u guys
Everything produced by me

L Y R I C S

Verse 1
I know that time's (has) passed, when I think about you
Yeah we've been moving fast, now I'm lying here without you
And your friends have all been telling you lies too	
Actin forgiving even though I knew it hurt you

	Hook

But I dont like how youve been telling me to change
Been hooked on downers baby tell me that you'll stay
I see your shadow creepin looking for mistakes
were all I ever dreamed of god knows im astray

	Verse 2
Sail with me and Ill take you by my side
I dont wanna be this lonely 'til i die
Explore the ocean even though its not your style
But we could be together, takin me so high

	Hook
But I dont like how youve been telling me to change
Been hooked on downers baby tell me that you'll stay
I see your shadow creepin looking for mistakes
were all I ever dreamed of god knows im astray

	Hook pt 2
Im so afraid of goin back into the dark
Baby hold on lets just go back to the start
And I wont say that ive been treating you perfectly
We all got flaws but losing you I'd lose my sanity

moving on

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sample: @a_safe_haven

ETHEREAL

all guitar played by me <3 
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theres a white oak on a hidden land, wondering why the leaves are dull again. searching for the answers nothing shows within. no one knows her danger shes in love with the damned. white stands for purity she knows shes the leaves. falling rapidly shes the poison seed. white oaks are the gateway to her misery. shes the contradictory of the purity. shes the contradictory of the sanity.

white oaks

Mix/Master: @qawikamri
Cover: @collidingwithmars
I really hope you all enjoy this song! go show some love to the song i just dropped with @qawikamri over on his page as well!!! I truly love you all, thank you for everything you have done for me! Make sure to check out @prod-trash as well, he is amazing <3

Lyrics-

yung van:
I can see the storm in your eyes
When you're about to cry I know why
I can feel the pain in your tears
all of your secrets and fears
Let it fall
Let the rain run down your face 
feel it all
As your mind disintegrates

I'm only 19
You all know nothing bout me
You only know that sad
I don't even live with dad
But when you cry it's storm
You feel your body get warm
I see your eyes their all red
I know you wish you were dead

I know you wish you were dead x4

I can see the storm in your eyes
When you're about to cry I know why
I can feel the pain in your tears
all of your secrets and fears
Let it fall
Let the rain run down your face 
feel it all
As your mind disintegrates

qawi kamri:
bloodshot eyes from you crying
you don't want to wake up in the morning 
when you see my calls you ignore it
but i can truly see that you're trying
i can see the pain in your eyes
when you said that you're fine
i know that you lied
i know that you lied

yung van & qawi kamri:
Let it fall
Let the rain run down your face 
feel it all
As your mind disintegrates

qawi kamri:
I know you wish you were dead
I know you wish you were dead
i know you wish we were done
I know you wish you were dead

yung van:
I know you wish you were dead x4

yung van & qawi kamri:
I can see the storm in your eyes
When you're about to cry I know why
I can feel the pain in your tears
all of your secrets and fears

when you cry, it's a storm w/ Qawi Kamri (Prod. TRA$H)

@xam @lil_yung_pharaoh @cxldblxxd

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4Ug4VQPXCGxNfqMIxwh2xd
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/album/bad-thoughts-feat-lil-yung-pharaoh-single/1464634124
YouTube: https://youtu.be/qjjQ49p3xmY

[Verse 1: XAM]
I’m gettin worse by the minute just admit it you don’t even know
What is going through my fucking head right now and what is wrong
Why I’m locked inside my room and writing all these songs
About these bad thoughts, about these bad thoughts

I’m counting down every minute time is moving so slow
Everything’s in slow-mo, every night feels so long
Where is Dora when I’m lost and I don’t  know where to go
Nobody knows me but they telling me to stay strong

I can’t swim but I’m going for the deep end
I can’t win I’ll be dead by the weekend
I got no flowies on my arms and I’m ‘bout to drown
Tryna hold on but I’m going down guess I’m a dead man

Staring at the ceiling of the ocean
Oh shit, feeling sick too much motion
I don’t sleep but I’m dreaming of emotions
I don’t have, I’m broken - the truth’s been spoken

[Pre-Chorus]
I’m gettin worse by the minute just admit it you don’t even know
What is going through my fucking head right now and what is wrong
Why I’m locked inside my room and writing all these songs
About these bad thoughts, about these bad thoughts

[Chorus: XAM]
I don’t wanna lie, I’m a human and I cry
Myself to sleep at night, there’s a reason I don’t smile
I’m about to tell you why, sometimes I wanna die
Sometimes I wanna be alive, I got one life out of nine

[Verse 2: Lil Yung Pharaoh]
I ain't never been happy try to pretend
OD and get high on the weekend
So low I don't even got no friends
Can't swim but I'm headed for the deep end

Got a feeling I won't make it till next year
So you can put a knife through my chest here
I'm a human so it’s natural to shed tears
Living life alone that's my worst fear

And I'll be loving life next day I wanna die
Just to numb the pain I'll get so fucking high
Laying on the couch I can't open up my eyes
First I wanna die but now I love life

And I just want someone to understand me
And yeah I got problems that they can't see
So you can put a knife through my chest now
And Imma lay down to rest now

[Pre-Chorus]
I’m gettin worse by the minute just admit it you don’t even know
What is going through my fucking head right now and what is wrong
Why I’m locked inside my room and writing all these songs
About these bad thoughts, about these bad thoughts

[Chorus: XAM]
I don’t wanna lie, I’m a human and I cry
Myself to sleep at night, there’s a reason I don’t smile
I’m about to tell you why, sometimes I wanna die
Sometimes I wanna be alive, I got one life out of nine

BAD THOUGHTS (feat. Lil Yung Pharaoh) [Prod. CXLD BLXXD]

https://soundcloud.com/maggieparzych/hostage-cover

i dont know what to do. (feat. margueriterose)

skull design by https://www.instagram.com/thehailing/
prod. @notmorgn

they say you gotta make a change
if you wanna feel better
now i’m pushing weight
bursting out my favorite sweater
fuck the opposition
imma smoke em in a second
yeah I kill time that’s the way
that I spend it
and i don’t wanna die but my brain think different
wanna feel fine but i act so distant
and i don’t wanna doubt but my dreams fictitious
not enough energy to break out the system
wake up with the same mindset
my plate got to much to digest
inspiration too rare to even find it
so i fight my way through the violence
had the dream again
the one you’re screaming in
the one i wake up
still feelings deep within
i’m so sorry
i had to do that
i broke everything
the pieces wouldn’t glue back

my mind insane
i can’t erase
what i have lost
embedded in my brain
stuck up in ways
you told me i’m a waste
and i agree with that
i’m filling up the space

my mind insane
i can’t erase
what i have lost
embedded in my brain
stuck up in ways
you told me i’m a waste
and i agree with that
i’m filling up the space

i’m just here filling up the space
i’m just here filling up the space

my vision 20/20
but my problems aren’t clear to me
im seeking opportunities but 
fuck them up so frequently like
i can’t stop it
i make myself nauseous
i turn a good girl to
a bitch that is toxic
i don’t wanna always do that
just wanna make you happy
if your moods bad
not feeling too good
about the truth myself
but i gotta dust off
what’s on my shelf

my mind insane
i can’t erase
what i have lost
embedded in my brain
stuck up in ways
you told me i’m a waste
and i agree with that
i’m filling up the space

my mind insane
i can’t erase
what i have lost
embedded in my brain
stuck up in ways
you told me i’m a waste
and i agree with that
i’m filling up the space

filling up the space

Tracklist: 
Bones - American Beauty 
Korn - Freak On A Leash 
Bhad Bhabie - Hi Bich 
AWRWSW - FFFFUCK  Disturbed - Down With The Sickness
Cardi B - I Do 
King Kong Goes Duro - Work It REMIX
Murlo - Coolie Joyride / Spooky 
Avril Lavigne - Girlfriend 
Papa Roach - Last Resort 
Slayer - Raining Blood

NOW MY EARS ARE BLEEDING MIX 2

time moves slowly, when you're not here
the airport feels so fucking lonely now
the memories like pouring back to me
wishing you were coming back to me now

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Time Moves Slowly

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COUNTIN' UP THE O'S [feat. Puar]

art work/vocals by olivia ruby:

www.instagram.com/oliviaaruby/
www.youtube.com/channel/UC5QwK7HVNTSYrdn55qvIvmw
soundcloud.com/oliviaaruby
twitter.com/oliviaaruby

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YT- Madi Marie
Twitter- @dolefuldarlin

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IG- @ggallinsforehead
YT- Sid White 
Soundcloud- @sidwhiteisdead
LYRICS:
do you u know my fears? (know my fears)
 do you even care ?
I don't wanna be here. 
living in my nightmare 
are you even there ? 

and I don't wanna fight 
not again tonight
I just need u in my arms tonight 
to feel alright
by my side x2

do you even care ?
are you even there ?

do you u know my fears? (know my fears)
do you even care ?
I don't wanna be here. 
living in my nightmare 
are you even there ? 

and I don't wanna fight 
not again tonight
I just need u in my arms tonight 
to feel alright
by my side x2

do you know my fears ?
living in my nightmare 
living in my nightmare (are you even there )
living in my nightmare 


Mixed & Mastered by @madimarieabel
Produced by @sidwhiteisdead

living in my nightmare

living in my nightmare (prod. Sid White)

Prod. By Hurtboii

OFFICIAL VIDEO: https://youtu.be/mxqNg4VYuYY


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YT- Madi Marie
Twitter- @dolefuldarlin

Feature- @damiyen
Produced by- @lilheartshawty

LYRICS 
hop in on my mind tonight
like a silhouette your by my side 
Juliette said she wanted to die 
but I won't cuz u keep me alive 
hop in on my mind tonight
like a silhouette your by my side
Juliette said she wanted to die 
but your love keeps me.revived 
like the moon you are my light.
I'll keep u in my arms to night 
hop in on my mind tonight 
with you everything is alright

like a silhouette you're by my side
 with you everything is alright

Emo Fruits:
yeah girl i want you 
right here by my side 
every single night
yeah I really like you 
feelings can't hide 
you see it in my eyes 
now I know the pain never goes away 
but when I'm with you it's not a thing at all 
(at all) x2
see u in my dreams 
got a lil drugs u share with me 
I know u like me cuz you're like me x2 
yeah x3

Madi Marie :
like a silhouette you're by my side 
with you everything is alright 

hop in on my mind tonight
like a silhouette your by my side 
Juliette said she wanted to die 
but I won't cuz u keep me alive 
hop in on my mind tonight
like a silhouette your by my side
Juliette said she wanted to die 
but your love keeps me.revived 
like the moon you are my light.
I'll keep u in my arms to night 
hop in on my mind tonight 
with you everything is alright

like a silhouette

like a silhouette ft. Emo Fruits (prod. lilheartshawty)

lyrics

4 AM and i've been tweaking off the adderall
demons in my head, i drown them out with alcohol
bloody in my cup, i'm snorting lines of ambien
i don't give a fuck about my life after all
4 AM and i've been tweaking off the adderall
demons in my head, i drown them out with alcohol
bloody in my cup, i'm snorting lines of ambien
i don't give a fuck about my life after all

she lick the blade clean, while my fucking blood drips
i choke her neck while our motherfucking tongues kiss
she say i got good dick, i make her cum quick
she got a boyfriend, oh well, fuck it
baby i'm a vampire, counting money up
gold fangs in my mouth, smoking on a blunt
black tee on my back, red cape now
baby tell me it's okay before i break down

4 AM and i've been tweaking off the adderall
demons in my head, i drown them out with alcohol
bloody in my cup, i'm snorting lines of ambien
i don't give a fuck about my life after all
4 AM and i've been tweaking off the adderall
demons in my head, i drown them out with alcohol
bloody in my cup, i'm snorting lines of ambien
i don't give a fuck about my life after all

she lick the blade clean, while my fucking blood drips
i choke her neck while our motherfucking tongues kiss
she say i got good dick, i make her cum quick
she got a boyfriend, oh well, fuck it
baby i'm a vampire, counting money up
gold fangs in my mouth, smoking on a blunt
black tee on my back, red cape now
baby tell me it's okay before i break down

before i break down [prod. reaper]

Lightning Logan