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@deadtreesnolongerbreathe
@yungcold
@guccihighwaters
@notmorgn

it was for the best

Spotify, Apple Music..

it was for the best w/ guccihighwaters (Prod. DeadForest & YungCold)

Emo bullshit


idc if you don't like this song I made this one for myself

Lyrics:

Today I can't wait to die nothing for me in this life
No matter how hard I try I can't do anything right
I'm all out of time, It's too late to try
So baby kill me slowly however you like
However you like

Is this a dream? Got my hand on the handle 
Perks in my bloodstream I just took a handful
Don't remember how I got here
It doesn't matter how I got here
All I can see is the gun on the table 
Fall on my face call your phone while I'm able
Don't remember how I got here
Doesn't matter how I got here
Flashbacks to days that I thought were repressed
I fucked up again yeah it's what I do best
Just trying to fill up this hole in my chest but she don't understand what I mean by depressed and
I'd tell you I hated you if it were true
I'd tell you i loved you if you loved me too but
I'm on the edge now I know it's too late
I already know I was just a mistake

I can't wait to die nothing for me in this life
No matter how hard I try I can't do anything right
I'm all out of time, It's too late to try
So baby kill me slowly however you like
However you like

I don't know who to put this in words, the way this burns
Silver lining is that I'm blessed with a curse
With this anger that I know I deserve, or am I swerving on the people that I love cause I'm 17 and already missed my turn?
And I didn't learn a thing from this
Except what it's like to be buzzing with a trigger finger dying to scratch an itch
And I feel like such a bitch, now my girl is pissed because I'm back on the pharms
Singing love from her lips, and writing hate on her arms
So I say fuck it I'm done, And I try to get away
But I don't get very far, And there's nowhere to stay
Now I'm writing these bars, Cause I've got so much to say
So my worlds will live on, Even When I fade away

 I can't wait to die nothing for me in this life
No matter how hard I try I can't do anything right
It's all in my head, I think I'm better off dead
So can you please tell me why?

Oct. 17th 2014

blessed are the forgetful

produced by @notmorgn
with @cpt_sad and @guccihighwaters

spotify

in the wind (w/ yesterday and guccihighwaters)

Blood // Water

skull design by https://www.instagram.com/thehailing/
prod. @notmorgn

they say you gotta make a change
if you wanna feel better
now i’m pushing weight
bursting out my favorite sweater
fuck the opposition
imma smoke em in a second
yeah I kill time that’s the way
that I spend it
and i don’t wanna die but my brain think different
wanna feel fine but i act so distant
and i don’t wanna doubt but my dreams fictitious
not enough energy to break out the system
wake up with the same mindset
my plate got to much to digest
inspiration too rare to even find it
so i fight my way through the violence
had the dream again
the one you’re screaming in
the one i wake up
still feelings deep within
i’m so sorry
i had to do that
i broke everything
the pieces wouldn’t glue back

my mind insane
i can’t erase
what i have lost
embedded in my brain
stuck up in ways
you told me i’m a waste
and i agree with that
i’m filling up the space

my mind insane
i can’t erase
what i have lost
embedded in my brain
stuck up in ways
you told me i’m a waste
and i agree with that
i’m filling up the space

i’m just here filling up the space
i’m just here filling up the space

my vision 20/20
but my problems aren’t clear to me
im seeking opportunities but 
fuck them up so frequently like
i can’t stop it
i make myself nauseous
i turn a good girl to
a bitch that is toxic
i don’t wanna always do that
just wanna make you happy
if your moods bad
not feeling too good
about the truth myself
but i gotta dust off
what’s on my shelf

my mind insane
i can’t erase
what i have lost
embedded in my brain
stuck up in ways
you told me i’m a waste
and i agree with that
i’m filling up the space

my mind insane
i can’t erase
what i have lost
embedded in my brain
stuck up in ways
you told me i’m a waste
and i agree with that
i’m filling up the space

filling up the space

lyrics

4 AM and i've been tweaking off the adderall
demons in my head, i drown them out with alcohol
bloody in my cup, i'm snorting lines of ambien
i don't give a fuck about my life after all
4 AM and i've been tweaking off the adderall
demons in my head, i drown them out with alcohol
bloody in my cup, i'm snorting lines of ambien
i don't give a fuck about my life after all

she lick the blade clean, while my fucking blood drips
i choke her neck while our motherfucking tongues kiss
she say i got good dick, i make her cum quick
she got a boyfriend, oh well, fuck it
baby i'm a vampire, counting money up
gold fangs in my mouth, smoking on a blunt
black tee on my back, red cape now
baby tell me it's okay before i break down

4 AM and i've been tweaking off the adderall
demons in my head, i drown them out with alcohol
bloody in my cup, i'm snorting lines of ambien
i don't give a fuck about my life after all
4 AM and i've been tweaking off the adderall
demons in my head, i drown them out with alcohol
bloody in my cup, i'm snorting lines of ambien
i don't give a fuck about my life after all

she lick the blade clean, while my fucking blood drips
i choke her neck while our motherfucking tongues kiss
she say i got good dick, i make her cum quick
she got a boyfriend, oh well, fuck it
baby i'm a vampire, counting money up
gold fangs in my mouth, smoking on a blunt
black tee on my back, red cape now
baby tell me it's okay before i break down

REAPER

before i break down [prod. reaper]

mixed & mastered by @lilsadeyes
produced by @avion666

icy lyrics:
all white dope
make your throat go numb
bitch its cold outside
you could never be the one
who could take my life
imma do that myself
i can feed off the weakness 
of you and your wealth
i got chain laced ones
gucci noose round my neck
i cant fuck with my demons
theyll bleed for a check
man i hate myself 
why the fuck should i breathe
all your words contradict
you mean nothing to me.

sadeyes lyrics:
see me out in the pouring rain
watch me end my life
watch me end my pain
i don't care if you hate me
no ones bullshit can phase me
lil shawdy i'm crazy
ain't no way you gon date me
fuck me up i'm dumb
i'm psycho, rip my heart apart
with your eyes closed
where my love go
where my trust go
she a fuck hoe
where my drugs go

Snow - (ft. sadeyes) prod. Avion

w/ @guardinmusic
prod. by @taylor

lyrics:

why does this 
seem never ending i try to be patient
i wake up everyday just trying to escape it
this darkness is lurking don’t want to embrace it
i left my sanity dead in the basement
i burn with the demons
i drink till i’m wasted
this life full of color just seems to have faded
though i know my hearts temporarily jaded
and i will be free on the day that i face it

oh no
if i you go down this road
i’m gonna die soon
and i don’t wanna die soon
oh why do i
do this to my health
it’s like i’m killing myself
i’ve created this hell

(guardin)
why do i
even try 
i swear that i've 
lost my mind
it's not right
losing sight
of direction objection i'm losing my pace
caught in the storm and my head's outta place 

grip my hand and we can make it out alive
trust my integrity it's eating me inside
they say honesty is crucial to survive 
but i know a couple people comfortably living a lie
so why do i feel so uninviting
head vs heart and they keep on fighting
lost my mind but i just keep writing
lock my door in my bed i'll be hiding 

(ooo ooo ooo
oh no
oh why)

oh no
if i you go down this road
i’m gonna die soon
and i don’t wanna die soon
oh why do i
do this to my health
it’s like i’m killing myself
i’ve created this hell

oh no ft. guardin (prod. taylor morgan)

Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D1W8tSHLnTM
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4SDrYcibOoKqswDN3Y1Kb8?si=Frc39TndQH-Xq90uCpOe3g

Lyrics:
Got this burden in me stirring tossing turning
Working on a better me is it worth it worth it
You deserve it thats what she said
But she's perfect I'm the only she'll regret
Woah there don't you go there that's what she said
No fair you don't know where I've been sleeping
No care you were nowhere blank and speechless
But she's perfect I'm the one she'll regret

Memories on reread we can't reset
Drowning in the deep end every weekend
I've been searching I've been seeking fighting demons
Needing something to believe in need a reason
So stay with me lil bae
Don't play with me no games no way
So stay with me lil bae
Just lay with me run away with me

Got this burden in me stirring tossing turning
Working on a better me is it worth it worth it
You deserve it thats what she said
But she's perfect I'm the only she'll regret
Woah there don't you go there that's what she said
No fair you don't know where I've been sleeping
No care you were nowhere blank and speechless
But she's perfect I'm the one she'll regret

Feel like a burden I feel like a waste
Blunts I be burning take two to the face
Memories lurking wish I could erase 
Driving and swerving like this shit a race yuh
Lately been running in place
Drugs that I'm taking got me outer space 
Can't get no love and not notice the hate
Talking online but in person they fake yuh
I'm tryna cop me a wraith
Finest interior match with the bape yuh
I used to be such a saint
Kids looking up to me now but I ain't nah
I just be stacking my dividends 
Out there somewhere by the river bend
Used to be down on my luck I was down in the dirt
Found my purpose now I wanna live again
Can't do this shit again 
I been indifferent diamonds drip glistening
That shit don't matter just that u listening 
Hope that u listening

Wish I was a kid again
wish I was a kid again
X2

Got this burden in me stirring tossing turning
Working on a better me is it worth it worth it
You deserve it thats what she said
But she's perfect I'm the only she'll regret
Woah there don't you go there that's what she said
No fair you don't know where I've been sleeping
No care you were nowhere blank and speechless
But she's perfect I'm the one she'll regret

Music Video

Burden (prod. AIRAVATA) [VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION]

prom night feel electric 
damn that pussy special
shawty got a deathwish
so i let her meet my pistol
black on black, she drippin'
fendi, ferragamo
i just wanna cut my damn wrist
she just wanna count my commas

her nose bleeding, hide the cocaine
she a party girl, she always got that razor blade 
she like that i’m insane, i kinda like it that she gay
she like to give me brain, i like to flash my fucking fangs
we’re dancing in the rain, i just can’t help but kiss her face
i grab her by the waste and bring her to my happy place
she kiss the stainless blade, i bring her to my fucking grave
i take her fucking life, i take away her fucking pain
she left me in the dark, i know i’ll see her once again
i’m smoking in my tomb, cutting my wrist like it’s a trend 
i’m wearing black on black, shit, i feel just like the crypt
baby hold my hand and tell me that this isn’t it
i need to hear your voice, i need to calm my fucking nerves
i smoked my fucking last and now the voice is getting worse
i know that you don’t wanna die and i don’t want that yet
look me in the eye and tell me you have no regrets

black on black, she drippin'
fendi, ferragamo
i just wanna cut my damn wrist
she just wanna count my commas
prom night feel electric 
damn that pussy special
yeah my shawty got a deathwish
so i let her meet my pistol

produced by sketchmyname
written by lightning logan

samples from: prom night, the texas chainsaw massacre and scream

Slasher '78

SKETCHMYNAME

prom night [prod. sketchmyname]

lyrics

i might fuck your girlfriend, pussy boy fight me
white mask on my face like mikey
got her blood on my lips, she excite me
got my blood on my iced out timepiece
got a gun with a scope, i’ll go sight seeing
in the guardin striking trees like lightning
full moon, let a werewolf bite me
i'm a psycho on the loose, they’ll never find me

blacking out like norman, i might turn into a psycho
popped another hydro, fucked her with my eyes closed 
bloody from her cut wrist, sip it, see my eyes glow
where did my mind go? i’ve been lost in time tho
shroomies with the codeine, sipping till i go sleep
knife inside my damn fist, her pussy on my gold teeth
everybody know me, but they don’t really know me
demons in my damn head, they just been here floating 
kill you in the night time, i’ve been so unstable 
tell me that you love me, i don’t wanna hear no fable
i'm a fucking star boy, i just feel like abel
i might kill your boyfriend, babe my blade is fatal
i’ve been so depressed now 
music has me stressed out
sipping till i throw up
tripping till i come down 
carving up my damn wrist
let the blood pour out
i just feel like patrick
grab the blade and black out

i might fuck your girlfriend, pussy boy fight me
white mask on my face like mikey
got her blood on my lips, she excite me
got my blood on my iced out timepiece
got a gun with a scope, i’ll go sight seeing
in the guardin striking trees like lightning
full moon, let a werewolf bite me
i'm a psycho on the loose, they’ll never find me
got a gun with a scope, i’ll go sight seeing
in the guardin striking trees like lightning
full moon, let a werewolf bite me
i'm a psycho on the loose, they’ll never find me

produced by misery
written by lightning logan

samples from: american psycho, and the voices

MISERY

american psycho [prod. misery]

lyrics
—————————
u didn’t care like i thought u did
say u think im doin good
well its the opposite
fall back
get me off of this
death callin
show me where the coffin is

feelin bad but i know
if i try than i can
make my dreams come tru
like a star in the night
when it shines so bright
with the sky
& i think of u

& i know that
things aren’t always what they seem
i wanna go back
but i can only seem to do it when i sleep

i don’t like this
the feeling inside it
eats me alive
all the time
i cant fight this
indecisive
i feel like im dyin
pacin’ & whinin’
the tides keep on risin

& one day ill make this right
& one day
ill make my dreams come to life

produced by dead spyro

make my dreams come to life pt. 2 [prod. dead spyro]

lets not have the only time i see u be a graveyard (prod. boyfifty)

i got scars on my wrist, she like to kiss that
she got tattoos on her face, i swear my bitch bad
i got bloody on my mask and my fit black
baby you ain’t even high but i can fix that
she got bloody on her wrist, i wanna lick that
i be smoking on a blunt, will you hit that
shawty poppin laced pills like a tic tac
baby you ain’t even dead but i can fix that

why the fuck you looking like you wanna kill me
put the blade right to my tongue and just cut me
she was poppin addy, i was snorting blue lines
demons inside me, lurking in my blue eyes

codeine in my glass, got me dreaming bout the cash now
i’m a vampire, you can’t see me in the mirror, wow
fangs looking icy, ferragamo white tee
with a ghost girl and her boyfriend wanna fight me
blade tucked, while she smoking on that scream pack
bloody on her wrist, in the street, with a scream mask
ooo i’m sad as fuck and i just want my life back
ooo she bad as fuck and i just wanna bite that
i’m a psychopath and she my lil scream queen
she look like laurie strode, i like it when she bleeding
chase u through the night time for our first date
sniff this cocaine off my big blade
i’m a psychopath and she my lil scream queen
she look like laurie strode, i like it when she bleeding
chase u through the night time for our first date
sniff this cocaine off my big blade

i got scars on my wrist, she like to kiss that
she got tattoos on her face, i swear my bitch bad
i got bloody on my mask and my fit black
baby you ain’t even high but i can fix that
she got bloody on her wrist, i wanna lick that
i be smoking on a blunt, will you hit that
shawty poppin laced pills like a tic tac
baby you ain’t even dead but i can fix that

prod. @sketchmyname & @vaegud
written by @lightninglogan

samples from Scream: Resurrection x The Texas Chainsaw Massacre x Dracula

INSTAGRAM

scream queen [prod. sketchmyname x vaegud]

explicit

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-hot-to-the-touch-lyrics

i love guitar pls i was joke

before i break down [prod. reaper]

Lightning Logan

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