i’m not okay, i don’t wanna feel this fucking way
the water stings so much more than the kitchen blade
bloody on my tongue, i don’t wanna feel this pain
numby on my gums, baby, take the pain away
i’m not okay, i don’t wanna feel this fucking way
the water stings so much more than the kitchen blade
bloody on my tongue, i don’t wanna feel this pain
numby on my gums, baby, take the pain away

the devil’s eyes with a blank expression on my face
just popped a pill, close my eyes and enter outer space
she grab the knife, corpse girl, and all she wear is lace 
the blood drips from my wrist, and she gon' get a taste

she drinking blood like it’s lean out of a styrofoam 
my wrist red, they can tell the shit that i be on
spiders in my head, there’s webs inside my fucking dome
i close my eyes, i see the ghost, and my blood, it flows 
i like your scars, she like my blade, she look like laurie strode
halloween, i’ll kill myself, but one day i’ll be home
the water pours down the drain, down here we all float
i’m insane, my arm is cut, but she gon' fuck me long

i’m not okay, i don’t wanna feel this fucking way
the water stings so much more than the kitchen blade
bloody on my tongue, i don’t wanna feel this pain
numby on my gums, baby, take the pain away
i’m not okay, i don’t wanna feel this fucking way
the water stings so much more than the kitchen blade
bloody on my tongue, i don’t wanna feel this pain
numby on my gums, baby, take the pain away

children of the night tag made by @gucccifer
prod. @despairintoashes
written by @lightninglogan

samples from Cam x Dracula

DESPAIR INTO ASHES

i like ur scars [prod. despairintoashes]

Just tired of living
Sad vibes mostly 
Ig @blue_hokage_amv

i like ur scars [prod. despairintoashes]

Lightning Logan