i cant do this anymore

prod. me

lyrics:
i got a weak heart and wasted time 
I cant run from it so ill hide behind 
I rly wish I could tell u
I know u well but its jus somethin cant do 

rly whats the meanin of this 
im awake but inside im kinda bleedin and shit 
I wanna hide my face, dont wanna talk to u
I wanna run away dont wanna bother u 

who are u waitin on 
who are u waitin for 
I cant be there all the way 
and that hurts so much more
I wanna talk it out 
I wanna be the one who cares
u know what im talkin bout
I wanna be the one whos there

baby dont scared 
Ima be there anyway dont give a fuck who cares
I dont give fuck im over it
I know im awkward and 
im sorry I cant be who u think I am
are u over me 
it gets hard when u get distant I cant rly see
what the fuck is goin on right in front of me  
im like hows ur day? can u tell me bout it
I feel like im in the way can u get me out of it

will I ever jus feel normal
or am I stuck wit this tmmr 
I dont think I can hold up

who are u waitin on 
who are u waitin for 
I cant be there all the way 
and that hurts so much more
I wanna talk it out 
I wanna be the one who cares
u know what im talkin bout
I wanna be the one whos there

weak heart

spotify

loser slwd

(prod. kais x sorrowbringer)
u all mean the world to me fr
enjoy :’)

lyrics:
don’t wanna let you down again
I know i’m nothing but a burden.
and when the tide goes down i’ll stand
up for myself again

I was never a part of it
nah I was never part of it, a part of anything or anyone

got me painting pictures of the future stressin bout my life
kais don’t stress bout stupid thought illusions cloudin’ up yo mind
just fkn stop this shit
get me out of it
just get me home, where I can grow, and heal my scars a bit

this is really up to me
I can’t rely on not any my friends, nah
I would love to be chillin at home makin beats every week
so I wont let this go to waste
wont let them see this smile fade away

“im lonely and hurting”
all these thoughts averted.
I kno y’all got my back
I can hear it from your wording
im sorry i called you
these things seem to fall through
pictures comin down I can tell the rain gon’ fall soon.

it's okay

kiss my cheek [prod. clovtboi]

ft @ripkais :)
prod hiraeth + sinxi
ENGALAND

you mean nothing to me
they had u down on ur knees
“i couldn’t live without you”
but you fucked him with ease
I swear i never even had u
and neither will he
left alone inside the bathroom
leave me to sink
I only did it cause i had to
ur not who I think
and all my friends were tryna warn me
But I’m stupid as shit
i don’t know how id ever trust you
look what u did
i heard ur better off without me
I’ve got nothing to give

tell me what it cost me
im sinking in my body
memories floodin in of how I fkn lost me
I was never really here you can feel it
feel more claustrophobic the lower the ceiling

if you really don’t wanna talk to me don’t talk to me
know the only problem is the fkn honesty
I caught the leakin water drippin from your balcony
words cant fix this
and I just rly wanna stop fearin
the noises in my ceilin
im breathin real heavy
im anxious and im breakin
mistaken for a bad dream
I just want you happy,
but you wanna leave me in the car
body laid out in the backseat

ive had enough of it
let me out
ur turning love into a punishment
u let me drown
i swear were only arguing
she'll come around
i swear its so embarrassing
u let me down

you mean nothing to me
they had u down on ur knees
“i couldn’t live without you”
but you fucked him with ease
I swear i never even had u
and neither will he
left alone inside the bathroom
leave me to sink

sink ft. kais

[chorus]

i’m sick of being all alone, sick of being on my own
tired of waiting on a text, when ain’t nobody hit my phone
yeah, they tell me that they love me, then they show me that they don’t
feel like i got no fucking friends, might make a friend out of a rope

x3

[verse]

yeah, you know youu got a problem when the blade don’t even hurt
i tried to force a smile but that shit, it never works
i tried to make a friend, but everyone was such a jerk
haven’t felt this way in months, but right now it’s the fucking worst
cause everything is moving all too fast
feel like i’m stuck in the past and i’m always coming last
baby, i swear i just feel like trash
cause i’m only getting older; i can’t get up off my ass
i tried to ghost my friends but i don’t think they fucking cared
i tried a call for help all i ever got was stares
the bruises might fade, my scars, they remain
they remind of a truth: all i’ll ever feel is pain

[chorus]

i’m sick of being all alone, sick of being on my own
tired of waiting on a text, when ain’t nobody hit my phone
yeah, they tell me that they love me, then they show me that they don’t
feel like i got no fucking friends, might make a friend out of a rope

x2

written by Lightning Logan
prod. Discent

samples from Dracula x Haunting of Hill House

Vampire Ghost Club 2022

BEWARE THE MAN-THING

Friends With a Rope

DYE MY HAIR DIE RIGHT HERE (prod. rxhff x luffysome)

novacane, cocaine
overdose on lemonade
vampire-codeine
drinking blood straight from ur vein
kitchen blade, norman bates
slasher boy meets psycho babe
can’t a feel a thing, just numb the pain
put a bullet in my brain

x2

i’m sick and tired of the fucking rain
i’m sick and tired of these fucking games
wash my feelings down the fucking drain
i kiss ur lips and let u feel my blade

lately, i don’t even know “why i’m alive still”
should’ve died last year: benadryl and nine pills
should’ve chased after u, but, babe, u are no final girl
i think i got too vulnerable, shouldn’t let u in my world
shred my heart to pieces, like my wrist when i’ve been missing u
tell me that ur different, cause i’d hate to waste my time on u
i been thinking, lately, might be good to have some space from u
but see, i hate myself for that, cause i can’t get my mind off u <3

prod. @m-i-s-e-r-y
written by @lightninglogan

sample from When A Stranger Calls (2006)

novacane cocaine [prod. misery]

#EstoNoEsMusicaEsJoseo mix

order: 

hate w/lil peep
bones - dracula
lil peep - teen romance
lil bo weep - not ok but its ok / prod .ELHIXIR
it's just a few (ft. bones)
lil tracy x mackned - sleeping w the devil (prod. bryxt)
waste of time ft. lil peep (p. despair)
Pictures 2 Feat. Lil Peep & Lil Tracy (Prod.By BigheadOnTheBeat & Fish Narc)
bones - 3M (prod. by Drip-133)
Eric North & Lil Bo Weep - Inertia (prod. Quinn)
no love with lil peep

𝓶𝓲𝔁: 𝓼𝓾𝓷𝓭𝓪𝔂 𝓬𝓸𝓶𝒆𝓭𝓸𝔀𝓷

i told you i don't like it when i feel ignored
now i'm standing in the rain, red blood on my sword
white mask on my face, i'm at your front door
you told me that you loved me, you're a fucking whore
i told you i don't like it when i feel ignored
now i'm standing in the rain, red blood on my sword
white mask on my face, i'm at your front door
you told me that you loved me, you're a fucking whore

you told me that you loved me, bitch, you fucking swore
i tried to give your ass the world, you said you wanted more
i'm looking at your corpse, laying on the fucking floor
i feel like jason voorhees, everytime it rains it pours
smoking in a storm, lurking in the fucking night
sorry, i don't feel alright, i'm sorry that i took your life
razor blades and kitchen knives, slipping knots, the rope is tied
baby look me in the eye, why'd you have to fucking lie

i told you i don't like it when i feel ignored
now i'm standing in the rain, red blood on my sword
white mask on my face, and i'm at your front door
you told me that you loved me, you're a fucking whore
i told you i don't like it when i feel ignored
now i'm standing in the rain, red blood on my sword
white mask on my face, and i'm at your front door
yeah, you told me that you loved me, you're a fucking whore

(why won't you fucking die)

Friday The 13th : A Love Story

NESS

friday the 13th : a love story [prod. clovtboi]

lyrics

i got all of these followers so tell me why i feel alone
tell me why my energy has always felt so fucking low
i'm smoking in the rain, all by myself, i've got no place to go
cause honestly, i never feel welcome in my fucking home
my mom is always bugging and her husband don't acknowledge me
he acts like i'm a fucking ghost, slipping through reality
i swear my depression covers me just like a canopy
crying while i fall asleep, i'm screaming in my fucking dreams
anti-depressants but that shit has not been helping me
been thinking about suicide but honestly i'm scared to leave
anti-psychotics but that shit has not been helping me
been thinking about human beings and why they're all so scared of me
black from head to toe, i'm lurking with the ninja blade
baby, kiss me on the face, drown me in the fucking lake
dracula, the way i bite you with my vampire fangs
baby, tell me it's okay before we take our lives today

slasher [prod. clovtboi]

https://m.youtube.com/watch?feature=youtu.be&v=PhKg76VJE3M

ep dropping december 9th <3

leave me out w the waste
this is not what i do
if im rotting away ill be thinking of you

rotting away like used 2
demons on my back but i move through
you act like you did back in high school
im fighting the tide of this whirlpool
gave you my heart just don't break it 
but i know its fate imma face it
but idk if ill make it
know you'll break me so i stay faded
do you feel like me 
i needa know
every time you leave can't let you go
you don't wanna be me theres things you don't know
i wake up feeling alone
i hate myself 2 the bone
i look in the mirror all i see is a ghost
and i just can't pick up the phone
imma block your number bitch leave alone
soon you'll be gone like the rest of them
you'll fall out of love ill fall apart again 
its true
girl im just a walking skeleton
who knew it would be this hard again
shit i knew

waste [prod. gg rahkavelli] **Official Video In Desc.**

it's been some weeks *p. cxld blxxd*

enjoy <3

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<3 LYRICS <3

and so as it seems no one wants me around
so i’ll pack up and leave and not come back to town
you’ll forget about me and hold feelings u found
it’s a burden on me but i still think about
my old house where my demons live
my old room i used to do acid in
if there’s one thing i’ve learned from all of this
its that getting older jus means u hate shit

and so as it seems i’m a nihilist now
everything bothers me without making a sound
hollow chest broken heart i wake up feeling doubt
i just want it to end can u please help me out
i just need u
to guide me thru
this stupid thing that’s in my head
i’m going thru
i feel betrayed every day i’m awake
i just want it to end is that too much to ask 
for fucks sake


and so as it seems no one wants me around
so i’ll cut both my wrists til i fucking bleed out
leave my body to waste in my room where u found
me lying there when u promised u would help
but it’s too late
i’m near the light
my body aches
and honestly i’m terrified
but one things for certain i’m glad that it’s over
and as my life flashes by i spent none sober

and so as it seems i wish i could relive
all the moments i wasted jus shooting the shit
with myself in the mirror on drugs as a kid
i’ll miss u my dear but don’t cry not one bit
i’m sorry
i hate me too
i can’t go back
i should’ve stayed alive for u
and now that it’s over i hate this decision
can u hold me closer i’m losing my vision 
:( ripp

friends with a rope [prod. discent]

Lightning Logan

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