loser slwd

kiss my cheek [prod. clovtboi]

[chorus]

i’m sick of being all alone, sick of being on my own
tired of waiting on a text, when ain’t nobody hit my phone
yeah, they tell me that they love me, then they show me that they don’t
feel like i got no fucking friends, might make a friend out of a rope

x3

[verse]

yeah, you know youu got a problem when the blade don’t even hurt
i tried to force a smile but that shit, it never works
i tried to make a friend, but everyone was such a jerk
haven’t felt this way in months, but right now it’s the fucking worst
cause everything is moving all too fast
feel like i’m stuck in the past and i’m always coming last
baby, i swear i just feel like trash
cause i’m only getting older; i can’t get up off my ass
i tried to ghost my friends but i don’t think they fucking cared
i tried a call for help all i ever got was stares
the bruises might fade, my scars, they remain
they remind of a truth: all i’ll ever feel is pain

[chorus]

i’m sick of being all alone, sick of being on my own
tired of waiting on a text, when ain’t nobody hit my phone
yeah, they tell me that they love me, then they show me that they don’t
feel like i got no fucking friends, might make a friend out of a rope

x2

written by Lightning Logan
prod. Discent

samples from Dracula x Haunting of Hill House

Vampire Ghost Club 2022

BEWARE THE MAN-THING

Friends With a Rope

DYE MY HAIR DIE RIGHT HERE (prod. rxhff x luffysome)

novacane, cocaine
overdose on lemonade
vampire-codeine
drinking blood straight from ur vein
kitchen blade, norman bates
slasher boy meets psycho babe
can’t a feel a thing, just numb the pain
put a bullet in my brain

x2

i’m sick and tired of the fucking rain
i’m sick and tired of these fucking games
wash my feelings down the fucking drain
i kiss ur lips and let u feel my blade

lately, i don’t even know “why i’m alive still”
should’ve died last year: benadryl and nine pills
should’ve chased after u, but, babe, u are no final girl
i think i got too vulnerable, shouldn’t let u in my world
shred my heart to pieces, like my wrist when i’ve been missing u
tell me that ur different, cause i’d hate to waste my time on u
i been thinking, lately, might be good to have some space from u
but see, i hate myself for that, cause i can’t get my mind off u <3

prod. @m-i-s-e-r-y
written by @lightninglogan

sample from When A Stranger Calls (2006)

novacane cocaine [prod. misery]

“Race Condition Heartbeat” is about love that can’t align. Two lives running in parallel but out of sync, colliding, skipping, and ultimately deadlocking — a metaphor for relationships doomed by bad timing.

Race Condition Heartbeat

i told you i don't like it when i feel ignored
now i'm standing in the rain, red blood on my sword
white mask on my face, i'm at your front door
you told me that you loved me, you're a fucking whore
i told you i don't like it when i feel ignored
now i'm standing in the rain, red blood on my sword
white mask on my face, i'm at your front door
you told me that you loved me, you're a fucking whore

you told me that you loved me, bitch, you fucking swore
i tried to give your ass the world, you said you wanted more
i'm looking at your corpse, laying on the fucking floor
i feel like jason voorhees, everytime it rains it pours
smoking in a storm, lurking in the fucking night
sorry, i don't feel alright, i'm sorry that i took your life
razor blades and kitchen knives, slipping knots, the rope is tied
baby look me in the eye, why'd you have to fucking lie

i told you i don't like it when i feel ignored
now i'm standing in the rain, red blood on my sword
white mask on my face, and i'm at your front door
you told me that you loved me, you're a fucking whore
i told you i don't like it when i feel ignored
now i'm standing in the rain, red blood on my sword
white mask on my face, and i'm at your front door
yeah, you told me that you loved me, you're a fucking whore

(why won't you fucking die)

Friday The 13th : A Love Story

NESS

friday the 13th : a love story [prod. clovtboi]

lyrics

i got all of these followers so tell me why i feel alone
tell me why my energy has always felt so fucking low
i'm smoking in the rain, all by myself, i've got no place to go
cause honestly, i never feel welcome in my fucking home
my mom is always bugging and her husband don't acknowledge me
he acts like i'm a fucking ghost, slipping through reality
i swear my depression covers me just like a canopy
crying while i fall asleep, i'm screaming in my fucking dreams
anti-depressants but that shit has not been helping me
been thinking about suicide but honestly i'm scared to leave
anti-psychotics but that shit has not been helping me
been thinking about human beings and why they're all so scared of me
black from head to toe, i'm lurking with the ninja blade
baby, kiss me on the face, drown me in the fucking lake
dracula, the way i bite you with my vampire fangs
baby, tell me it's okay before we take our lives today

slasher [prod. clovtboi]

https://m.youtube.com/watch?feature=youtu.be&v=PhKg76VJE3M

ep dropping december 9th <3

leave me out w the waste
this is not what i do
if im rotting away ill be thinking of you

rotting away like used 2
demons on my back but i move through
you act like you did back in high school
im fighting the tide of this whirlpool
gave you my heart just don't break it 
but i know its fate imma face it
but idk if ill make it
know you'll break me so i stay faded
do you feel like me 
i needa know
every time you leave can't let you go
you don't wanna be me theres things you don't know
i wake up feeling alone
i hate myself 2 the bone
i look in the mirror all i see is a ghost
and i just can't pick up the phone
imma block your number bitch leave alone
soon you'll be gone like the rest of them
you'll fall out of love ill fall apart again 
its true
girl im just a walking skeleton
who knew it would be this hard again
shit i knew

waste [prod. gg rahkavelli] **Official Video In Desc.**

it's been some weeks *p. cxld blxxd*

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<3 LYRICS <3

and so as it seems no one wants me around
so i’ll pack up and leave and not come back to town
you’ll forget about me and hold feelings u found
it’s a burden on me but i still think about
my old house where my demons live
my old room i used to do acid in
if there’s one thing i’ve learned from all of this
its that getting older jus means u hate shit

and so as it seems i’m a nihilist now
everything bothers me without making a sound
hollow chest broken heart i wake up feeling doubt
i just want it to end can u please help me out
i just need u
to guide me thru
this stupid thing that’s in my head
i’m going thru
i feel betrayed every day i’m awake
i just want it to end is that too much to ask 
for fucks sake


and so as it seems no one wants me around
so i’ll cut both my wrists til i fucking bleed out
leave my body to waste in my room where u found
me lying there when u promised u would help
but it’s too late
i’m near the light
my body aches
and honestly i’m terrified
but one things for certain i’m glad that it’s over
and as my life flashes by i spent none sober

and so as it seems i wish i could relive
all the moments i wasted jus shooting the shit
with myself in the mirror on drugs as a kid
i’ll miss u my dear but don’t cry not one bit
i’m sorry
i hate me too
i can’t go back
i should’ve stayed alive for u
and now that it’s over i hate this decision
can u hold me closer i’m losing my vision 
:( ripp

friends with a rope [prod. discent]

Lightning Logan