i swear my depression covers me just like a canopy

ice cold (pro. nedarb nagrom)

REAPER

please don't cry [prod. reaper]

i told you i don't like it when i feel ignored
now i'm standing in the rain, red blood on my sword
white mask on my face, i'm at your front door
you told me that you loved me, you're a fucking whore
i told you i don't like it when i feel ignored
now i'm standing in the rain, red blood on my sword
white mask on my face, i'm at your front door
you told me that you loved me, you're a fucking whore

you told me that you loved me, bitch, you fucking swore
i tried to give your ass the world, you said you wanted more
i'm looking at your corpse, laying on the fucking floor
i feel like jason voorhees, everytime it rains it pours
smoking in a storm, lurking in the fucking night
sorry, i don't feel alright, i'm sorry that i took your life
razor blades and kitchen knives, slipping knots, the rope is tied
baby look me in the eye, why'd you have to fucking lie

i told you i don't like it when i feel ignored
now i'm standing in the rain, red blood on my sword
white mask on my face, and i'm at your front door
you told me that you loved me, you're a fucking whore
i told you i don't like it when i feel ignored
now i'm standing in the rain, red blood on my sword
white mask on my face, and i'm at your front door
yeah, you told me that you loved me, you're a fucking whore

(why won't you fucking die)

Friday The 13th : A Love Story

NESS

friday the 13th : a love story [prod. clovtboi]

lyrics

i got all of these followers so tell me why i feel alone
tell me why my energy has always felt so fucking low
i'm smoking in the rain, all by myself, i've got no place to go
cause honestly, i never feel welcome in my fucking home
my mom is always bugging and her husband don't acknowledge me
he acts like i'm a fucking ghost, slipping through reality
i swear my depression covers me just like a canopy
crying while i fall asleep, i'm screaming in my fucking dreams
anti-depressants but that shit has not been helping me
been thinking about suicide but honestly i'm scared to leave
anti-psychotics but that shit has not been helping me
been thinking about human beings and why they're all so scared of me
black from head to toe, i'm lurking with the ninja blade
baby, kiss me on the face, drown me in the fucking lake
dracula, the way i bite you with my vampire fangs
baby, tell me it's okay before we take our lives today

slasher [prod. clovtboi]

i know what you did last summer
you fucked him, didn't you?
you really did me like no other
and i was so in love with you
now i'm feeling like i might murder
yeah i've been plotting it inside my room
baby why are you hiding under the covers?
don't you know that i'm obsessed with you

run away, run away
before i bite your neck with my fucking vampire fangs
novacane, novacane
ima slam this line until i cannot feel my face
fade away, fade away
i got a dozen pills and i know some of them are laced
razor blades, razor blades
i might cut my wrist until i cannot feel this pain

i know what you did last summer
you fucked him, didn't you?
you really did me like no other
and i was so in love with you
now i'm feeling like i might murder
yeah i've been plotting it inside my room
baby why are you hiding under the covers?
don't you know that i'm obsessed with you

produced by reaper
written by lightning logan

samples from: i know what you did last summer, dracula, and friday the 13th

Slasher '78

i know what you did last summer [prod. reaper]

prom night feel electric 
damn that pussy special
shawty got a deathwish
so i let her meet my pistol
black on black, she drippin'
fendi, ferragamo
i just wanna cut my damn wrist
she just wanna count my commas

her nose bleeding, hide the cocaine
she a party girl, she always got that razor blade 
she like that i’m insane, i kinda like it that she gay
she like to give me brain, i like to flash my fucking fangs
we’re dancing in the rain, i just can’t help but kiss her face
i grab her by the waste and bring her to my happy place
she kiss the stainless blade, i bring her to my fucking grave
i take her fucking life, i take away her fucking pain
she left me in the dark, i know i’ll see her once again
i’m smoking in my tomb, cutting my wrist like it’s a trend 
i’m wearing black on black, shit, i feel just like the crypt
baby hold my hand and tell me that this isn’t it
i need to hear your voice, i need to calm my fucking nerves
i smoked my fucking last and now the voice is getting worse
i know that you don’t wanna die and i don’t want that yet
look me in the eye and tell me you have no regrets

black on black, she drippin'
fendi, ferragamo
i just wanna cut my damn wrist
she just wanna count my commas
prom night feel electric 
damn that pussy special
yeah my shawty got a deathwish
so i let her meet my pistol

produced by sketchmyname
written by lightning logan

samples from: prom night, the texas chainsaw massacre and scream

SKETCHMYNAME

prom night [prod. sketchmyname]

lyrics

put my fangs out, baby, you should kiss me
do not let me bite you or you will end up missing
i need you in my life, girl, cause i just feel so empty
i just feel the dams drugs, damn the pill just hit me
creeping in your back yard, spying on the real you
i just wanna feel you, i don’t wanna kill you
bloody on my white mask
cocaine on her nightstand
sword inside my right hand
adderall and white xans 
baby, i’m a stranger, break into your moms house
have you checked the children? she drop the phone and scream loud 
i just feel like jason, and baby it’s a friday
why don’t you kiss this damn blade, we’re doing this shit my way

knife tucked, white mask, i’m at your window
home alone, call your phone and watch you dress slow
powers cut, i wanna see where this goes
blood drips down my hand, and on my pistol
knife tucked, white mask, i’m at your window
home alone, call your phone and watch you dress slow
powers cut, i wanna see where this goes
blood drips down my hand, and on my pistol

produced by clovtboi
written by lightning logan

samples from: when a stranger calls

when a stranger calls [prod. clovtboi]

everyday i’ve been praying i would feel a little better
it’s getting bad again, the voice, it’s getting so much louder
there’s a ghost inside the attic, i can hear the cries and laughter 
i will just try to ignore it, but that just makes me feel sadder
i don’t think i wanna be here, in my head it feels so spooky
i just want to end it all, my life is such a scary movie 
everyday i feel so empty, seems like nothing makes me happy
i am struggling to breathe, anxiety. it has me gasping 
i don’t wanna hurt myself no more, but something has to help me feel
no one ever talks to me, i’m struggling to know what’s real
the doctors tried to fix me but i honestly don't fuck with pills
just leave me here all by myself, i’ll be fine if i don’t kill
i know there’s something lurking near, i know it’s getting close as fuck
i think it’s made it to my head, i’m thinking about giving up
tell me i’m not crazy, i’ve been so down on my fucking luck
tell me it’s okay before i grab the knife and start to cut
i think i’m off my rocker, lost all sense in my humanity
look me in my face, i feel like michael on a killing spree
kitchen knife inside my hand, reliving all these memories
i don’t wanna feel no more, please uninstall my reveries
-
written by lightning logan
produced by discent
samples from: paranormal activity + dracula

The Night He Came Home

DISCENT

there's a ghost inside the attic [prod. discent]

follow @heroinediaries

lyrics

[lightning logan]

gothic bad bitch, but she a sweet heart
her boyfriend think that he hard
drive slow when we pull up in that street car
bloody in my styrofoam, i need to recharge
wrist cut, but that bracelet goyard
off the slopes; that’s a hunnid dollar snowboard
tweaked out, white mask like ghostface 
up next: top five on myspace

[heroine diaries]

bad bitch, blonde hair, and she love me 
i don’t really care, got her off the molly 
i don’t really care, i be dying slowly 
i don’t really care, used to being lonely 
you can see it in my eyes, look closely 
black jeans, black nails, she a goth queen 
she don’t need a man, but tell me that she love me 
wanna fuck me, both druggy 
nose bloody, heart lovely 
heart lovely, baby, why you love me?
i'm so broken, i can’t be saved 
soon enough i'll be lying in the grave

[lightning logan]

wrist cut, but that bracelet goyard
off the slopes; that’s a hunnid dollar snowboard
tweaked out, white mask like ghostface 
up next: top five on myspace

[heroine diaries]

bad bitch, blonde hair, and she love me 
i don’t really care, got her off the molly 
i don’t really care, i be dying slowly 
i don’t really care, used to being lonely 
you can see it in my eyes, look closely 
black jeans, black nails, she a goth queen 
she don’t need a man, but tell me that she love me 
wanna fuck me, both druggy

children of the night tag made by @gucccifer
prod. @ryini
written by @lightninglogan x @heroinediaries

samples from Scream x Scream 2 x Scream 3 x Prom Night x Cam

HEROINE DIARIES

goyard w/ heroine diaries [prod. ryini]

why would you say you love me when i know you fucking don’t 
why would you lock the door when i was freezing in the cold
these voices in my head are getting louder, i don’t know,
i wanna kill myself, i think i’m turning to a ghost
why would you say you love me when i know you fucking don’t 
why would you lock the door when i was freezing in the cold
these voices in my head are getting louder, i don’t know,
i wanna kill myself, i think i’m turning to a ghost

i think i'm turning to a ghost
i think i'm turning to a ghost

it’s getting harder everyday, i’m running out of fucks to give
i’ve been all alone so long, i honestly don’t care to live 
i just took like twenty pills, i just snorted fifty lines
i just drank a fifth of jack, baby dare my ass to drive 
i'm smoking dope inside the rain, white mask and i got the blade
there’s a monster in my brain, my mom still thinks that i'm insane
i see your shadows in my room, i hear your voice like every night
i don’t think that i'm alright, i might take my fucking life

i think i'm turning to a ghost
i wanna kill myself, i think i'm turning to a ghost

prod. @m-i-s-e-r-y
written by @lightninglogan

samples from Casper x Dracula

A Ghost Story

MISERY

turning into a ghost [prod. misery]

castle oblivion <//3
.
.
.

baby where did the peace go
u been gone for too long
its too long 
baby whats with the ego
i know i was wrong 
but pls dont go
taking drugs till i feel numb
u can tell in my face i cant feel nun
but the pain neva last long
i know i was wrong
but pls dont go

dont wanna think about it
get fucked up everynight 
u tell me that i aint shit
but i guess sometimes u right
tryna speed thru this city
but i keep hitting every red light
and i reach for ur hand
but u not there on my right
u cant love me 
but u can fuck me 
u cant trust me
im unlucky 
who u gunna love now
is u done now
theres no love now
watch me break down 
dont wanna think about it
get fucked up everynight 
u tell me that i aint shit
but i guess sometimes u right
tryna speed thru this city
but i keep hitting every red light
and i reach for ur hand
but u not there on my right
.
.
<3

-emo fruits aka i ruined everything and im such a dumb boy :,(

castle oblivion (prod taurs)

@vampireghostclub
BEWARE THE MAN-THING
audio book on patreon

slasher [prod. clovtboi]

Lightning Logan

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