i wish the pain left when u did </3
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this aint no drug problem
yeah this just me fallin
inside ur love
i got it
yeah do u think about it
1:50 am
i wanna kiss u again
if u hate the old me 
i'll be ur new boyfriend

if u hate me then u already half-way love me
dying in ur arms
i guess im half-way lucky
im alive 
but for how long
this aint goodbye
baby so long
kiss me goodnight
kiss me slow 
kiss me goodnight
kill me slow 
if u hate me then u already half-way love me
dying in ur arms
i guess im half-way lucky

can u look me in the eyes and say u hate me
can u look me in the eyes and say im crazy
u can tell me i was wrong and yes i know
but i want u to myself 
its all i want
and i wish the pain left when u did
but its love baby 
nobody ever wins
and i wish the pain left when u did 
but its love baby 
nobody ever wins
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<3

-emo fruits aka young fruits basket

I WISH THE PAIN LEFT WHEN U DID (2K6)

STARING AT A WALL </3
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how can i be so high 
but feel so down
shawty look me in my eyes
and i know she want me now
yeah i know 
yeah i know
oh 
yeah i know
yeah i know

got me number than i ever been
i feel deader than i ever did
she a late night coke fiend
queen of the codiene 
see me at the party 
all black 
and im lonely

nothin ever changes about me
and thats what she hates all about me 
i know everything is changing around me
i dont want you to fall in love without me

shawty want me at the party 
i kinda want her too
only want me off the molly
dying wit u 
yeah i know 
yeah i know 
oh
yeah i know 
yeah i know 
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<3

-emo fruits aka mr aka

STARING AT A WALL (PROD. IMSOPROUDOFYOU)

happy birthday malia

sunday august 17
not even yo birthday 
but I’m dropping this on ur birthday 
july 15 my worst day
girl that’s when we parted ways
do u remember that day
no I still haven’t recovered
yes I’m doin better
but I’m still missing her
I need you girl 
said I love you first
asked u to be mine on the first
wtv u wanted it was urs
shi feel like a curse
but u ain’t even do me the worst way
no it coulda been worse
no u never even cheated on me
never even told a lie on me
that Ik of atleast
girl ima love you til I’m deceased
If it wasn’t for you there would be no me
yea u shaped me to who I become
no one else that I’d rather love
you won’t even my phone, yuh
had to block u don’t wanna see wyo, yuh
can’t even tell u happy birthday 
so I’m telling u thru this song
girl it’s been too long
like where have u gone
girl I’m singing you this song 
told u I wanna go to hong kong 
we can go wherever u wanna go
we can right all of our wrongs
remember I used to make u songs
they was so bad they’d never come out, lol

happy birthday prod yungdni #twwf

https://www.instagram.com/dreh.xo?igsh=MWRyajUxOG15N3BsMQ%3D%3D&utm_source=qr

LYRICS:
Souless im riding through out of my body im wishin for peace but it just never stop
how would you feel if these people around you turn out to be people they were never not
they feed with lies and gone make you  feel good fuck up the function make me hot
that shit make me hot
YEAH THAT SHIT MAKE ME HOT

Dodgin the walls in my life im immortal
Obsedian
Bitch make a portal
Im smokin on weed, im trynna get all of my niggas from out of the struggle 
I write all my feelings in songs cause bitches just try ti get into my bubble
They never seem to undestand me so i just stop with  the constant rebuttles 

Welcome to the bando
Welcome to the bando
Come get you a stock

Burning and burning i feel like im bobby im burning this wood nd its hot
I come in the villa with 10 deep im creeping with niggas who not scared to pop
She say that drugs be the reason she love me well baby just gone head nd stop


Drownin in this liquor you can see it in my piss
Gravitate my soul and welcome you in my abyss
Killin all these niggas flexin all these counterfeits 
Diamonds on my neck she see my wrist she see it gliss


Im in the field flexin with these burritas
She want my love, i want guap, i cant let ha
Shades on my face so i block out the hattas
They hate me now cause i did them a favor

HOT (prod.jupiter)

SKETCHMYNAME

darling, will you miss me now? [prod. sketchmyname]

blessed are the forgetful

produced by @notmorgn
with @cpt_sad and @guccihighwaters

spotify

in the wind (w/ yesterday and guccihighwaters)

mask of woe: halloween

the night he came home

casper & wendy [prod. frander]

@notmorgn <3

blood shot eyes, i might cry,
little sad eyes how am i a bad guy.
blood stained wrists, sensations 
losing feeling in my fingers and my patience.

losing feeling in my patience, burning backwoods in my basement,
that's a fragrance i can't take it, got this anguish, i wont face it
i'm a reject lost my placement, got these problems, you don't say shit,
ima wind up in a casket so i might as well embrace it.

embrace the shit on my mind, everything is so fucked up
i been taking my time, i been gaining my trust up. you been tellin those lies
they be wearin those signs, don't trust us , you fucked up, you fucked up

blood shot eyes, i might cry,
little sad eyes how am i a bad guy.
blood stained wrists, sensations 
losing feeling in my fingers and my patience.

lost my patience, lost my mind, lost my freedom, lost the time
lost in thought but not unconscious steady living its a process

wish i knew a way to vent, bury feelings deep within, post a song and spark it up, hope you're happy when i'm dead.

not a menace (prod.notmorgn)

lyrics

i got all of these followers so tell me why i feel alone
tell me why my energy has always felt so fucking low
i'm smoking in the rain, all by myself, i've got no place to go
cause honestly, i never feel welcome in my fucking home
my mom is always bugging and her husband don't acknowledge me
he acts like i'm a fucking ghost, slipping through reality
i swear my depression covers me just like a canopy
crying while i fall asleep, i'm screaming in my fucking dreams
anti-depressants but that shit has not been helping me
been thinking about suicide but honestly i'm scared to leave
anti-psychotics but that shit has not been helping me
been thinking about human beings and why they're all so scared of me
black from head to toe, i'm lurking with the ninja blade
baby, kiss me on the face, drown me in the fucking lake
dracula, the way i bite you with my vampire fangs
baby, tell me it's okay before we take our lives today

NESS

slasher [prod. clovtboi]

lyrics

ouija boards under the candle lights
we might die, but i’m down if you're right by my side
triple 6’s on my wrist; my bloody diamonds ice 
wait that’s a triple 8, baby, let’s just say goodbye
ouija boards under the candle lights
we might die, but i’m down if you're right by my side
triple 6’s on my wrist; my bloody diamonds ice 
wait that’s a triple 8, baby let’s just say goodbye

i think the ghost is here, it's trying hard to get inside
baby, tell me that you love me ‘fore i fucking die
i think the ghost is here, we’re dealing with a poltergeist
it’s in the attic i can hear it's fucking laughs and cries
burn the ouija board and use the flame to light my dope
the house is haunted and it follows everywhere i go
it’s all confetti, watch me die and see the time go froze
i got the buck-10 , watch me turn my wrist to vámonos
burn the ouija board and use the flame to light my dope
the house is haunted and it follows everywhere i go
it’s all confetti, watch me die and see the time go froze
i got the buck-10 , watch me turn my wrist to vámonos, adiós

children of the night tag made by @gucccifer
prod. @despairintoashes
written by @lightninglogan

samples from Ouija

DESPAIR INTO ASHES

ouija boards [prod. despairintoashes]

[but i still love u]

these voices keep on telling me to wash you down the drain
standing in the mirror, i’ve carved your name into my face
you tell me that you love me so i let you see my pain
now i’m crying in the dark, just wiping blood off of a blade
these voices keep on telling me to wash you down the drain
standing in the mirror, i’ve carved your name into my face
you tell me that you loved me so i let you see my pain
and now i’m crying in the dark, just licking blood off of a blade

these scars they slowly fade, just like your love right through my palms
but my blood it taste likes yours and i’m trying to move on
i cut myself to feel the way i felt you fucked me the first time
these feeling aren’t alright, why can’t i just drop this knife
i’m staring in the void and not a single soul in sight
schizophrenic, that’s forsure, but psychotic, i just might
cause i don’t seem to know what’s wrong or why i feel this fucking way
one day you might find me dead, can’t get your name out of my brain

these voices keep on telling me to wash you down the drain

bloody drippin down my cheek and on my wrist and on my blade

written by @lightninglogan
prod. @vaegud

sample from You (season 1)

slasher [prod. clovtboi]

Lightning Logan