Lightning Logan

deathbed x graveyard garbage "blood moon" slwd

still not enough </3
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kill me wit ya love
kill me wit ya love
the drugs is not enough 
the drugs is not enough
baby what u want
tell me what u want
the drugs is not enough 
the drugs is not enough
baby u can kick me down 
fuck me up 
its still not enough
its still not enough 
baby u can kick me down
fuck me up 
its still not enough 
its still not enough

am i good enough
i been lookin in the mirror
i see two of us 
one is real 
one is faded 
i needa sober up 
i still hate what i see 
i been fuckin up 
yeah i been fuckin up
am i good enough
i been lookin in the mirror
i see two of us 
one is real 
one is faded 
i needa sober up 
i still hate what i see 
i been fuckin up 
yeah i been fuckin up
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<3
 
-emo fruits aka IS ANYTHING EVER ENOUGH AAAHHHHH

STILL NOT ENOUGH (PROD 2K6)

feel that </3
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(emo fruits)

I don't really think you know me
Shawty like that
Yeah they use to hate the old me
Now they want it back
Shawty sippin on that codeine
Tryna feel that
Yeah shawty tryna blow me
I'm dying in the back
In the club
In the club
I'm crying every night
All month
No trust
Everybody tryna steal my love
So numb
Everybody wanna feel my drug
So numb
Everybody wanna feel
Yeah they wanna feel

(pink cig)

'Fore I use this coke
Lemme see if we got sprite
Wanna be so gone I ain't pickin up my eyes
That lil shawty throat got me rollin back my eyes
After I get done she gon fuck me like she mine
She gon fuck me like she mine
Brink of death when I'm feelin most alive
Pull up on me I'm a show you a great time
Purple boy I'm a sip me up a line
Purple hoe she gon fuck me like my wife
Fuck on her body she leave with her mind on love
I don't give a fuck
I open one up
And I start to run it up
And that's when I vomit yeah
Act like she know me
She don't know nothin yeah
And that's when I vomit yeah

(emo fruits)

I don't really think you know me
Shawty like that
Yeah they use to hate the old me
Now they want it back
Shawty sippin on that codeine
Tryna feel that
Yeah shawty tryna blow me
I'm dying in the back
In the club
In the club
I'm crying every night
All month
No trust
Everybody tryna steal my love
So numb
Everybody wanna feel my drug
So numb
Everybody wanna feel
Yeah they wanna feel

(pink cig)

I been on some new shit
I don't recognize myself
I just crack another seal
And it free me from this hell

(emo fruits)

I don't really think you know me
Shawty like that
Yeah they use to hate the old me
Now they want it back
Shawty sippin on that codeine
Tryna feel that
Yeah shawty tryna blow me
I'm dying in the back
In the club
In the club
I'm crying every night
All month
No trust
Everybody tryna steal my love
So numb
Everybody wanna feel my drug
So numb
Everybody wanna feel
Yeah they wanna feel

(pink cig)

That hoe make me sick
But I'm still gon fuck her
Actin like she know where I been
Don't bother
Where you gonna run to
When you find out I'm a downer on these drugs too
And your boyfriend start to wonder where you're off to
When you start feelin the pain when you feel numb too
Cause bitch I'm numb too
And I hope my brother EG forgive me
I know it ain't easy
I told him 24 minutes
And I ain't show when he need me
All of these drugs make me sleepy
Look in the mirror ain't me
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<3

FEEL THAT W/ PINK CIG (prod. v-e beats)

Days pass by

into me (luv ha body)

Look Me In The Eyes (ft. lil lotus)

WELCOME TO MY LONELY WORLD U LIL LONELY GIRL 
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twitter: @myemofruit
instagram: @emofruits
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90s romance <//3
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i wont waste ur time
i dont like to hide
my feelings thats inside
i do it
dont know why
1995
u loved the 90s right
we always gettin high
u always spend the night
and watch nirvana live
u said i'll never die
i'll stay in ur mind
and you'll stay in mine

and im too scared to tell u that ur one of a kind
cuz who the hell would ever love somebody like i
u dress like its prom night 1999
sippin wine 
gettin fucked up every night
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-ur friendly neighborhood fruits

LONELYWORLD 

90s romance (prod. Rodger)

lyrics

i got all of these followers so tell me why i feel alone
tell me why my energy has always felt so fucking low
i'm smoking in the rain, all by myself, i've got no place to go
cause honestly, i never feel welcome in my fucking home
my mom is always bugging and her husband don't acknowledge me
he acts like i'm a fucking ghost, slipping through reality
i swear my depression covers me just like a canopy
crying while i fall asleep, i'm screaming in my fucking dreams
anti-depressants but that shit has not been helping me
been thinking about suicide but honestly i'm scared to leave
anti-psychotics but that shit has not been helping me
been thinking about human beings and why they're all so scared of me
black from head to toe, i'm lurking with the ninja blade
baby, kiss me on the face, drown me in the fucking lake
dracula, the way i bite you with my vampire fangs
baby, tell me it's okay before we take our lives today

NESS

slasher [prod. clovtboi]

my mom thinks i'm a failure 
my step dad cannot stand me
friends afraid i'll die soon
that's why they're checking on me
sitting at the damn top
i've never been so lonely
i feel so invisible
i'm in the air just floating
my mom thinks i'm a failure 
my step dad cannot stand me
friends afraid i'll die soon
that's why they're checking on me
sitting at the damn top
i've never been so lonely
i feel so invisible
i'm in the air just floating

if i were to die today, tell me would that break your heart
i've been laying in my bed, cause everyday is so hard to start
schizophrenic and depressed, my life has been so torn apart
i've been crying in my room, just leave me here inside the dark
why can’t i catch a damn break?
dealing with this bullshit
depression and heartbreak 
she took my heart and used it
crying over fake love
she ran away and bruised it 
lurking with a black gun
baby catch my bullet
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written by lightning logan
produced by discent
samples from: IT

The Night He Came Home

DISCENT

we all float down here [prod. discent]

razor blade on my wrist, i let her cut me
she try to kill me, that lil bitch look like buffy
we some psychos like tiffany and chucky
i know she love me, she just wanna fuck me
razor blade on my wrist, i let her cut me
she try to kill me, that lil bitch look like buffy
we some psychos like tiffany and chucky
i know she love me, she just wanna fuck me

scars on white arm, blood dripping out now
got a bad goth bitch, baby stripping down now
shoes came from louis
white tee ferragamo
she was in some fendi 
thought the devil wears prada
scars on white arm, blood dripping out now
got a bad goth bitch, baby stripping down now
shoes came from louis
white tee ferragomo
she was in some fendi 
and now she wearing nothing 

baby take the blade and won’t you touch me
i just wanna love you, baby won’t you fuck me
vampire in the moonlight, she just wanna suck me
down the slopes we going, cocaine make my nose bleed
i don’t wanna shoot you, but the eagles on my left hip
i don’t wanna bite you but your blood is on my damn lip
i might take the black blade and put it to my pale face
i can feel the evil flowing through my big veins
baby take the blade and won’t you touch me
i just wanna love you, baby won’t you fuck me
vampire in the moonlight, she just wanna suck me
down the slopes we going, cocaine make my nose bleed
i don’t wanna shoot you, but the eagles on my left hip
i don’t wanna bite you but your blood is on my damn lip
i might take the black blade and put it to my pale face
i can feel the evil flowing through my big veins

razor blade on my wrist, i let her cut me
she try to kill me, that lil bitch look like buffy
we some psychos like tiffany and chucky
i know she love me, she just wanna fuck me
razor blade on my wrist, i let her cut me
she try to kill me, that lil bitch look like buffy
we some psychos like tiffany and chucky
i know she love me, she just wanna fuck me
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written by lightning logan
produced by discent
samples from: the bride of chucky + the texas chainsaw massacre

tiffany & chucky [prod. discent]

everyday i’ve been praying i would feel a little better
it’s getting bad again, the voice, it’s getting so much louder
there’s a ghost inside the attic, i can hear the cries and laughter 
i will just try to ignore it, but that just makes me feel sadder
i don’t think i wanna be here, in my head it feels so spooky
i just want to end it all, my life is such a scary movie 
everyday i feel so empty, seems like nothing makes me happy
i am struggling to breathe, anxiety. it has me gasping 
i don’t wanna hurt myself no more, but something has to help me feel
no one ever talks to me, i’m struggling to know what’s real
the doctors tried to fix me but i honestly don't fuck with pills
just leave me here all by myself, i’ll be fine if i don’t kill
i know there’s something lurking near, i know it’s getting close as fuck
i think it’s made it to my head, i’m thinking about giving up
tell me i’m not crazy, i’ve been so down on my fucking luck
tell me it’s okay before i grab the knife and start to cut
i think i’m off my rocker, lost all sense in my humanity
look me in my face, i feel like michael on a killing spree
kitchen knife inside my hand, reliving all these memories
i don’t wanna feel no more, please uninstall my reveries
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written by lightning logan
produced by discent
samples from: paranormal activity + dracula

there's a ghost inside the attic [prod. discent]

follow @lightninglogan

lyrics

[lightning logan]

i think i’m losing my mind, i think i'm losing my mind
i think i’m falling behind, i think that it is my time
i’ve been losing my mind, i’ve been losing my mind
i think i’m done for this time, feel like my brain is so fried
i think i’m losing my mind, i think i'm losing my mind
i think i’m falling behind, i think that it is my time
i’ve been losing my mind, i’ve been losing my mind
i think i’m done for this time, feel like my brain is so fried

feel like my brain is so burnt
my heart is broke it’s so hurt
mask of woe on my face
i'm smoking blunts in the dirt
golden chain on my wrist
hidden blade in my fist
yeah i’m dressed in all black
see me fade in the mist

[bewill']

shadows swallow within 
heartbreak once again 
i can’t go through this pain
trapped in the abyss 
black on black with the mask
who is that with the mask 
asked her to the prom night
for one last dance

[lightning logan]

prom night got you on my mind
silver knife in her mouth 
i got cuts on my wrist
and she got blood on her blouse
voices inside my head 
monsters under my bed
screaming throughout the night
they say i’m better off dead

[bewill']

monsters under my bed 
voices scream in my head 
knife covered in blood
from the blood that she bled 
white stained in all red
who made this big mess
i would kill for your love 
it’s fucking trapped in my chest

[lightning logan]

i need to roll me some dope
i need to ease all this pain
feel like i do not belong 
they try to say i’m insane
they try to say i'm a creep
that blade is tucked by my hip
evil inside my eye
i make your baby girl strip

[bewill']

take a trip down the slopes
need some blow in my nose 
when it pour it just snow 
got this necklace on froze 
you were my overdose 
put me in comatose 
left me out in the cold 
in the blistering cold’

prod. by greaf
written by bewill x lightning logan

samples from prom night and dracula

LIGHTNING LOGAN

i think that it is my time w/ lightning logan [prod. greaf]

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lyrics

[lightning logan]

gothic bad bitch, but she a sweet heart
her boyfriend think that he hard
drive slow when we pull up in that street car
bloody in my styrofoam, i need to recharge
wrist cut, but that bracelet goyard
off the slopes; that’s a hunnid dollar snowboard
tweaked out, white mask like ghostface 
up next: top five on myspace

[heroine diaries]

bad bitch, blonde hair, and she love me 
i don’t really care, got her off the molly 
i don’t really care, i be dying slowly 
i don’t really care, used to being lonely 
you can see it in my eyes, look closely 
black jeans, black nails, she a goth queen 
she don’t need a man, but tell me that she love me 
wanna fuck me, both druggy 
nose bloody, heart lovely 
heart lovely, baby, why you love me?
i'm so broken, i can’t be saved 
soon enough i'll be lying in the grave

[lightning logan]

wrist cut, but that bracelet goyard
off the slopes; that’s a hunnid dollar snowboard
tweaked out, white mask like ghostface 
up next: top five on myspace

[heroine diaries]

bad bitch, blonde hair, and she love me 
i don’t really care, got her off the molly 
i don’t really care, i be dying slowly 
i don’t really care, used to being lonely 
you can see it in my eyes, look closely 
black jeans, black nails, she a goth queen 
she don’t need a man, but tell me that she love me 
wanna fuck me, both druggy

children of the night tag made by @gucccifer
prod. @ryini
written by @lightninglogan x @heroinediaries

samples from Scream x Scream 2 x Scream 3 x Prom Night x Cam

HEROINE DIARIES

goyard w/ heroine diaries [prod. ryini]

prod. misery
https://twitter.com/prod_misery
https://soundcloud.com/m-i-s-e-r-y

rose gold *p. misery*

i’m not okay, i don’t wanna feel this fucking way
the water stings so much more than the kitchen blade
bloody on my tongue, i don’t wanna feel this pain
numby on my gums, baby, take the pain away
i’m not okay, i don’t wanna feel this fucking way
the water stings so much more than the kitchen blade
bloody on my tongue, i don’t wanna feel this pain
numby on my gums, baby, take the pain away

the devil’s eyes with a blank expression on my face
just popped a pill, close my eyes and enter outer space
she grab the knife, corpse girl, and all she wear is lace 
the blood drips from my wrist, and she gon' get a taste

she drinking blood like it’s lean out of a styrofoam 
my wrist red, they can tell the shit that i be on
spiders in my head, there’s webs inside my fucking dome
i close my eyes, i see the ghost, and my blood, it flows 
i like your scars, she like my blade, she look like laurie strode
halloween, i’ll kill myself, but one day i’ll be home
the water pours down the drain, down here we all float
i’m insane, my arm is cut, but she gon' fuck me long

i’m not okay, i don’t wanna feel this fucking way
the water stings so much more than the kitchen blade
bloody on my tongue, i don’t wanna feel this pain
numby on my gums, baby, take the pain away
i’m not okay, i don’t wanna feel this fucking way
the water stings so much more than the kitchen blade
bloody on my tongue, i don’t wanna feel this pain
numby on my gums, baby, take the pain away

children of the night tag made by @gucccifer
prod. @despairintoashes
written by @lightninglogan

samples from Cam x Dracula

slasher [prod. clovtboi]

Lightning Logan

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