Random Malarkey

Lightning Logan

pretty coke nose

Becarefulupthere

sad kind of chill

sadgirl

thank you little cloud , 

                                        heartbreak hotel

Skin

skin

Different State Of Mind

Get "twenty one crimes" - out now on all major music platforms
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i see in you the side of me thats sick to death of life
only sadness waits for me and the grim reaper with a knife
and i see in you the side of me that bores the thought of death 
and only you will care for me when i take my final breath

and we will be forever so
and i will always keep you close
i know that we’ll pass the test of time
and ill love you for eternity
you’ll be my immortality
and i wont stop until your heart is mine

and know that i am hesitant to be at all attached
but maybe i am more afraid that i have met my match
and i think that you’re exceptional dont fear to be alone
i think its time to tell you that you’re the best I’ve ever known

and we will be forever so
and i will always keep you close
i know that we’ll pass the test of time
and ill love you for eternity
you’ll be my immortality
and i wont stop until your heart is mine

now see in me the side of you that wants to let love in
ill never be the reason for the blade against your skin

tate

i'm sorry that i can't get out of bed 
i'm sorry that my heads always a mess 
i'm sorry that i missed your call 
for the third time in a row
i promise that i care much more than i show

music video

i'm sorry, i'm trying.

wooden home

lyrics:

(ALL) 
(VAST) 

Whatta’ love 
Whatta’ love 
…and I made it. 

Whatta’ love 
Whatta’ love.

sorry bro

sample: Capstan - Reprieve <3

beatstars.com/tothegood - beats
spoti.fi/2Bpo07A
apple.co/2Ab3U3e

tothegood - I AM A LIAR

produced by @nedarbnagrom
LYRICS:

she dont wanna get close to me
she dont wanna sip wine on the coast with me
it would really mean the most if we
could sit back talk bout how it used to be
i cant complain that you blame it on me
if it wasnt for me who knows what we could be
where im at now i feel so shitty
pack my bags ima leave this city
hit the mall spend it all for you
only if you want me to, you know i love you
wish i could turn time around
back like it was in high school when i
see your face hear your voice hear your name,
my heart beat outta my chest like it used to
even tho ima asshole i could be a hassle
i never thought i would loose you
took it too fast got lost in the lust
lock me in my room burn a blunt into dust
girl dont mind ima be just fine
you can leave me behind to die its what im used to </3

I dont think i can love again
i dont think ill feel love again
you were my girl you were my best friend
but come to find it was all pretend
i dont think that ill love again
i dont think ill find love agin
wear my heart with a safety pin
think of me when this beat begin like...

gone for good

Its Not You, Its Me (prod. nedarb)

letdown

youtube.com/watch?v=VnD9DJzHIdE

Da Tooby - Boat

@qawikamri

LYRICS:
I know we fight sometimes
https://genius.com/Qawi-kamri-im-sorry-but-hold-on-to-me-annotated

SPOTIFY

I'm Sorry But Hold On To Me

Stream on Spotify

i hate you, but i love you

why does this always end the same?
prod. erik ron & @jvbeats666 & n,n.

Edit - Mastered

hopes up (ft. dashboard confessional)

Apricot Princess

4 Seasons - Rex Orange County

mask of woe: halloween

the night he came home

COMBINATION LOCK

the monster still lurks [prod. combination lock]

i like the way that words come out your mouth
it takes me many miles to make them out
and strawberry sits superbly with you
go on and lick me love im jelly in my shoes

and I would tread upon flowerbeds to
stare and stop
a hominid twas blossoming from
soot and sod

prune

eating all my food

well youre like the bum
who begged and pegged me up all wrong
ive got no two cents, no sense at all

i like the way you decorate your neck
it takes me just a sec to break a sweat
and russet rims portray that of a goon
go on and test me love like sipping from a spoon

and I would tread upon flowerbeds to
stare and stop
a hominid twas blossoming from
soot and sod

prune

eating all my food

well youre like the bum
who begged and pegged me up all wrong
ive got no two cents, no sense at all

ha ha, ha ha, ha ha, ha ha ha
ha ha, ha ha, ha ha, ha ha ha
ha ha, ha ha, ha ha, ha ha ha
ha ha, ha ha, ha ha, ha ha ha

video

Prune, You Talk Funny

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VyMz-LiCySE&feature=youtu.be&ab_channel=yesterday

prod: @whatevenisreal

my shawty think i drink too much
my homies know i think too much
i crack a 40
roll a dutch
pop ambien to sleep
i pour some out for all my team
i wear my heart out on my sleeves
a burden boy until i die
i hope it ends tonight

ohhhhh
you do not know what the fuck that ive been thru
ohhhhh
writin these songs just to vent bout my issues
ohhhhh
you can tell by all the lyrics that i fuckin miss you
fuck all these feelings
id rather not deal
pull up in the whip
put my head to the steel

ohhhhh
im sorry if you found out
ohhhh
i wonder how youre doing
put the past right out my brain
i never will address a thing
slowly decay by 21
my soul will lead me to my grave
my hair is blonde
my heart is black
these bitches never hit me back
my headphones on
as i walk alone
thru places
used to call my home
i just wanna drink my life away
with hopes that i wont wake today
i hate how people give a shit
just let me rest in peace

Follow me <3

burden boy (prod. br//oken)

GREAF

i'm sorry i misinterpreted our friendship [prod. greaf]

https://youtu.be/qBOvYsyQQfs link to the music video

produced by @vague003
art by @j.s.artworks

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ms8_bwiNago&t=19s

Catastrophe (prod. vague003) *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

blooming

lyrics

FREE FALL DEATH ALL THE WAY DOWN
MY LAST SCREAM NO ONE AROUND
CREDITS ROLL SOON AS I TOUCH THE GROUND
GOODBYE EVERY LITTLE THING IVE FOUND
I CANT BREATHE ON MY OWN I NEED YOU MORE THAN I EVER DID

breathingexercise

surrenderdorothy - becarefulupthere

DRAG YOU THROUGH MY HELL MAY 25TH

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eeeSnflRWiI

Things I Hate feat. Brennan Savage (prod. Charlie Shuffler)

please check out alvvays! this was a fun challenge 4 me and i think you can hear that lol

not my baby -alvvays

my mom thinks i'm a failure 
my step dad cannot stand me
friends afraid i'll die soon
that's why they're checking on me
sitting at the damn top
i've never been so lonely
i feel so invisible
i'm in the air just floating
my mom thinks i'm a failure 
my step dad cannot stand me
friends afraid i'll die soon
that's why they're checking on me
sitting at the damn top
i've never been so lonely
i feel so invisible
i'm in the air just floating

if i were to die today, tell me would that break your heart
i've been laying in my bed, cause everyday is so hard to start
schizophrenic and depressed, my life has been so torn apart
i've been crying in my room, just leave me here inside the dark
why can’t i catch a damn break?
dealing with this bullshit
depression and heartbreak 
she took my heart and used it
crying over fake love
she ran away and bruised it 
lurking with a black gun
baby catch my bullet
-
written by lightning logan
produced by discent
samples from: IT

The Night He Came Home

DISCENT

we all float down here [prod. discent]

razor blade on my wrist, i let her cut me
she try to kill me, that lil bitch look like buffy
we some psychos like tiffany and chucky
i know she love me, she just wanna fuck me
razor blade on my wrist, i let her cut me
she try to kill me, that lil bitch look like buffy
we some psychos like tiffany and chucky
i know she love me, she just wanna fuck me

scars on white arm, blood dripping out now
got a bad goth bitch, baby stripping down now
shoes came from louis
white tee ferragamo
she was in some fendi 
thought the devil wears prada
scars on white arm, blood dripping out now
got a bad goth bitch, baby stripping down now
shoes came from louis
white tee ferragomo
she was in some fendi 
and now she wearing nothing 

baby take the blade and won’t you touch me
i just wanna love you, baby won’t you fuck me
vampire in the moonlight, she just wanna suck me
down the slopes we going, cocaine make my nose bleed
i don’t wanna shoot you, but the eagles on my left hip
i don’t wanna bite you but your blood is on my damn lip
i might take the black blade and put it to my pale face
i can feel the evil flowing through my big veins
baby take the blade and won’t you touch me
i just wanna love you, baby won’t you fuck me
vampire in the moonlight, she just wanna suck me
down the slopes we going, cocaine make my nose bleed
i don’t wanna shoot you, but the eagles on my left hip
i don’t wanna bite you but your blood is on my damn lip
i might take the black blade and put it to my pale face
i can feel the evil flowing through my big veins

razor blade on my wrist, i let her cut me
she try to kill me, that lil bitch look like buffy
we some psychos like tiffany and chucky
i know she love me, she just wanna fuck me
razor blade on my wrist, i let her cut me
she try to kill me, that lil bitch look like buffy
we some psychos like tiffany and chucky
i know she love me, she just wanna fuck me
-
written by lightning logan
produced by discent
samples from: the bride of chucky + the texas chainsaw massacre

tiffany & chucky [prod. discent]

everyday i’ve been praying i would feel a little better
it’s getting bad again, the voice, it’s getting so much louder
there’s a ghost inside the attic, i can hear the cries and laughter 
i will just try to ignore it, but that just makes me feel sadder
i don’t think i wanna be here, in my head it feels so spooky
i just want to end it all, my life is such a scary movie 
everyday i feel so empty, seems like nothing makes me happy
i am struggling to breathe, anxiety. it has me gasping 
i don’t wanna hurt myself no more, but something has to help me feel
no one ever talks to me, i’m struggling to know what’s real
the doctors tried to fix me but i honestly don't fuck with pills
just leave me here all by myself, i’ll be fine if i don’t kill
i know there’s something lurking near, i know it’s getting close as fuck
i think it’s made it to my head, i’m thinking about giving up
tell me i’m not crazy, i’ve been so down on my fucking luck
tell me it’s okay before i grab the knife and start to cut
i think i’m off my rocker, lost all sense in my humanity
look me in my face, i feel like michael on a killing spree
kitchen knife inside my hand, reliving all these memories
i don’t wanna feel no more, please uninstall my reveries
-
written by lightning logan
produced by discent
samples from: paranormal activity + dracula

there's a ghost inside the attic [prod. discent]

follow @lightninglogan

lyrics

[lightning logan]

i think i’m losing my mind, i think i'm losing my mind
i think i’m falling behind, i think that it is my time
i’ve been losing my mind, i’ve been losing my mind
i think i’m done for this time, feel like my brain is so fried
i think i’m losing my mind, i think i'm losing my mind
i think i’m falling behind, i think that it is my time
i’ve been losing my mind, i’ve been losing my mind
i think i’m done for this time, feel like my brain is so fried

feel like my brain is so burnt
my heart is broke it’s so hurt
mask of woe on my face
i'm smoking blunts in the dirt
golden chain on my wrist
hidden blade in my fist
yeah i’m dressed in all black
see me fade in the mist

[bewill']

shadows swallow within 
heartbreak once again 
i can’t go through this pain
trapped in the abyss 
black on black with the mask
who is that with the mask 
asked her to the prom night
for one last dance

[lightning logan]

prom night got you on my mind
silver knife in her mouth 
i got cuts on my wrist
and she got blood on her blouse
voices inside my head 
monsters under my bed
screaming throughout the night
they say i’m better off dead

[bewill']

monsters under my bed 
voices scream in my head 
knife covered in blood
from the blood that she bled 
white stained in all red
who made this big mess
i would kill for your love 
it’s fucking trapped in my chest

[lightning logan]

i need to roll me some dope
i need to ease all this pain
feel like i do not belong 
they try to say i’m insane
they try to say i'm a creep
that blade is tucked by my hip
evil inside my eye
i make your baby girl strip

[bewill']

take a trip down the slopes
need some blow in my nose 
when it pour it just snow 
got this necklace on froze 
you were my overdose 
put me in comatose 
left me out in the cold 
in the blistering cold’

prod. by greaf
written by bewill x lightning logan

samples from prom night and dracula

LIGHTNING LOGAN

i think that it is my time w/ lightning logan [prod. greaf]

follow @heroinediaries

lyrics

[lightning logan]

gothic bad bitch, but she a sweet heart
her boyfriend think that he hard
drive slow when we pull up in that street car
bloody in my styrofoam, i need to recharge
wrist cut, but that bracelet goyard
off the slopes; that’s a hunnid dollar snowboard
tweaked out, white mask like ghostface 
up next: top five on myspace

[heroine diaries]

bad bitch, blonde hair, and she love me 
i don’t really care, got her off the molly 
i don’t really care, i be dying slowly 
i don’t really care, used to being lonely 
you can see it in my eyes, look closely 
black jeans, black nails, she a goth queen 
she don’t need a man, but tell me that she love me 
wanna fuck me, both druggy 
nose bloody, heart lovely 
heart lovely, baby, why you love me?
i'm so broken, i can’t be saved 
soon enough i'll be lying in the grave

[lightning logan]

wrist cut, but that bracelet goyard
off the slopes; that’s a hunnid dollar snowboard
tweaked out, white mask like ghostface 
up next: top five on myspace

[heroine diaries]

bad bitch, blonde hair, and she love me 
i don’t really care, got her off the molly 
i don’t really care, i be dying slowly 
i don’t really care, used to being lonely 
you can see it in my eyes, look closely 
black jeans, black nails, she a goth queen 
she don’t need a man, but tell me that she love me 
wanna fuck me, both druggy

children of the night tag made by @gucccifer
prod. @ryini
written by @lightninglogan x @heroinediaries

samples from Scream x Scream 2 x Scream 3 x Prom Night x Cam

HEROINE DIARIES

goyard w/ heroine diaries [prod. ryini]

lyrics

ouija boards under the candle lights
we might die, but i’m down if you're right by my side
triple 6’s on my wrist; my bloody diamonds ice 
wait that’s a triple 8, baby, let’s just say goodbye
ouija boards under the candle lights
we might die, but i’m down if you're right by my side
triple 6’s on my wrist; my bloody diamonds ice 
wait that’s a triple 8, baby let’s just say goodbye

i think the ghost is here, it's trying hard to get inside
baby, tell me that you love me ‘fore i fucking die
i think the ghost is here, we’re dealing with a poltergeist
it’s in the attic i can hear it's fucking laughs and cries
burn the ouija board and use the flame to light my dope
the house is haunted and it follows everywhere i go
it’s all confetti, watch me die and see the time go froze
i got the buck-10 , watch me turn my wrist to vámonos
burn the ouija board and use the flame to light my dope
the house is haunted and it follows everywhere i go
it’s all confetti, watch me die and see the time go froze
i got the buck-10 , watch me turn my wrist to vámonos, adiós

children of the night tag made by @gucccifer
prod. @despairintoashes
written by @lightninglogan

samples from Ouija

DESPAIR INTO ASHES

ouija boards [prod. despairintoashes]

prod. @oceanonthebeat

i been tryin' hard, you've been layin' low
i've been movin' mountains pushin' through the snow
i can't feel my fingers, i can't feel my toes
love won't be my savior. i should let it go

shes got these eyes, jaded she's a gem
i might fall in love, i might break my heart again
love it when she laughs fuck i love it when she breaths
i get dizzy when she speaks cause she's exactly what i need

and i don't wanna waste your time
i just wanna give you mine
and i don't wanna waste your time
i just wanna give you mine

i think it might be best for me to let you go
but if you ever love me you should let me know
i know you really want him guess i'm fine with that
be careful with your heart cause i'm not good at that

picking up the pieces, 
does he hold you while you're sleepin?
heard he loves you does he mean it?
does he care about your dreams and
all your goals and how you'll meet em
does he call you ever evening
is he making sure you're eating
do you love him how he loves you is it even fucking even

i won't wait around for him to break your heart
i can't mend your soul i don't know where i'd start
i don't wanna fight again i know it gets hard
i don't wanna fight again i know it gets hard

i been tryin' hard, you've been layin' low
i've been movin' mountains pushin' through the snow
i can't feel my fingers, i can't feel my toes
love won't be my savior, i should let it go

shes got these eyes, jaded she's a gem
i might fall in love, i might break my heart again
love it when she laughs fuck i love it when she breaths
i get dizzy when she speaks cause she's exactly what i need

and i don't wanna waste your time
i just wanna give you mine
and i don't wanna waste your time
i just wanna give you mine

jaded (prod. ocean)

i’m not okay, i don’t wanna feel this fucking way
the water stings so much more than the kitchen blade
bloody on my tongue, i don’t wanna feel this pain
numby on my gums, baby, take the pain away
i’m not okay, i don’t wanna feel this fucking way
the water stings so much more than the kitchen blade
bloody on my tongue, i don’t wanna feel this pain
numby on my gums, baby, take the pain away

the devil’s eyes with a blank expression on my face
just popped a pill, close my eyes and enter outer space
she grab the knife, corpse girl, and all she wear is lace 
the blood drips from my wrist, and she gon' get a taste

she drinking blood like it’s lean out of a styrofoam 
my wrist red, they can tell the shit that i be on
spiders in my head, there’s webs inside my fucking dome
i close my eyes, i see the ghost, and my blood, it flows 
i like your scars, she like my blade, she look like laurie strode
halloween, i’ll kill myself, but one day i’ll be home
the water pours down the drain, down here we all float
i’m insane, my arm is cut, but she gon' fuck me long

i’m not okay, i don’t wanna feel this fucking way
the water stings so much more than the kitchen blade
bloody on my tongue, i don’t wanna feel this pain
numby on my gums, baby, take the pain away
i’m not okay, i don’t wanna feel this fucking way
the water stings so much more than the kitchen blade
bloody on my tongue, i don’t wanna feel this pain
numby on my gums, baby, take the pain away

children of the night tag made by @gucccifer
prod. @despairintoashes
written by @lightninglogan

samples from Cam x Dracula

i like ur scars [prod. despairintoashes]

why would you say you love me when i know you fucking don’t 
why would you lock the door when i was freezing in the cold
these voices in my head are getting louder, i don’t know,
i wanna kill myself, i think i’m turning to a ghost
why would you say you love me when i know you fucking don’t 
why would you lock the door when i was freezing in the cold
these voices in my head are getting louder, i don’t know,
i wanna kill myself, i think i’m turning to a ghost

i think i'm turning to a ghost
i think i'm turning to a ghost

it’s getting harder everyday, i’m running out of fucks to give
i’ve been all alone so long, i honestly don’t care to live 
i just took like twenty pills, i just snorted fifty lines
i just drank a fifth of jack, baby dare my ass to drive 
i'm smoking dope inside the rain, white mask and i got the blade
there’s a monster in my brain, my mom still thinks that i'm insane
i see your shadows in my room, i hear your voice like every night
i don’t think that i'm alright, i might take my fucking life

i think i'm turning to a ghost
i wanna kill myself, i think i'm turning to a ghost

prod. @m-i-s-e-r-y
written by @lightninglogan

samples from Casper x Dracula

turning into a ghost [prod. misery]

Lightning Logan