[Part 1: Sample]
Here we go. I like you, Neil. I like you so much. When I really, really like someone... there's a way l show them how I feel. Shhh...

[Part 2]
I've made up my mind
I've let it go
Too many times
I

And the drugs you take are never enough (Oh, I)
And the drugs you make are never enough (Oh, I)
And the drugs you take are never enough (Oh, I)
And the drugs you make are never enough (I)

Rape me
Your suicide can't take me
Could have felt so nice
Don't make me if you feel too sore tonight
'Cause it's just about the time
For you to stain the floors in white
I lie
Vacantly, that slab of meat
That bloody taste, so violently

Alright, alright
I'll shut my eyes and open wide
I'll swallow whole your sour wine
That sickle cell that says you're mine
My bread of God, some family friend
The choice is yours to live with it
You'll find it down between your legs
When I touch you there, you seem to flinch
Castrated boy, you filtered kid
You'll strip your clothes and live with it

You'll live with it
You'll live with it
You'll live with it
You'll live with it

[Part 3]
God knows I've wronged
Took many of my friends
And traded 'em for drugs
I know I'm lost
But it's been better just to sin
'Cause it's to start up once again
In your arm, in his skin
Who's to say I know myself
When I've forgotten how to live
With his love, with your ID
Leave the vice on the couch
So you can shoot it in our veins

Hold somebody close
'Cause I want to know
Just once again
The taste of his lips

[Part 4: Beach Front Property]
Read the words of all the pages you ripped out, oh
I skimmed the lines and saw your legs about to give in
Could have helped you, the voice that calls you his friend, oh
If you could hold me, I'd make a memory of your skin

And you know it's true
My baby, something I'd do
If you could see me tonight
We'd make it work this time
My baby, you'll always be mine

Oh God, did you really have to hurt me so bad?

[Part 5]
Waste of breath encoded in braille
You're mangled to bits inside
Your pale brown eyes
We found some light
In lovely nights
We're lost in time

Along those lines of pearly white
I stare so long, forgot to cry
It's not your fault you lived this life
It's not your fault you lived this life

[Part 6]
Know you're semi-solid gold
The way she used to touch you
Made you feel so old
Run your thumb across its surface tension
To relive it all

Oh my god, it never felt so wrong
Oh my god, it never felt so wrong
Oh my god, it never felt so wrong
Oh my god, it never felt so wrong
It never felt so wrong

Rip some holes
Stretch away the dirt
Wash that fold
Then you'll know it worked

Touch it 'til it burns
Touch it 'til it burns
Touch it 'til it hurts
Touch it 'til it works
Touch it 'til it works
Touch it 'til it burns
Touch it 'til it hurts
Touch it 'til it works
Oh my god

[Part 7]
Worn, so torn
Begot those measly words
In sought of something more
Leak out the reddish blush

Once I'm high, I'll entourage
That little sting to fuck me up
I love you more, abort your God
The feeling's ill, the rape was wrong
I know my worth, his special place
That feeling stings, it goes away
But not for long, it's staying shut
The drug I feel I wouldn't want

AHHHHH

wetdream

revisited

I just want to sleep today
I just want to go away
Fall in love with a pretty girl
Hold her close 'til I wake up

Find you there by bus stop
Wait 'til dark when we get home
You lean right on my shoulder
Fall asleep to the bumps 'round the pavement

And sleep so softly
Before our next stop
And sleep so soundly
Before we get off
As we ride down the city streets
As lights flash by like lightning streaks
As we say goodbye to you and me
Tonight

Friends+

Pretty Girl Theme

wait close to midnight
just to see them
one more time

hey me too
I love you
yeah me too
I love you

yeah me too
yes I love you
yeah me too
yes I love you

when you see her
feel your heart burn
deep inside

yeah me too
I love you
yeah me too
I love you

yeah me too
yes I love you
yeah me too
yes I love you

change my mind
say I do
when I wake up next to you
close your eyes and maybe you can see
what you mean to me

me too <3

let me know if you guys like this, ill finish it probably

dolefully (Snippet)

(Demo)
I fear the gun
I break the law
my brains so numb
until I'm falling down
I wait so long, and on and on
so I'll keep falling down

down
down
down
I'm down
I'm down

cause baby when you look my way
I wanna tell you about the things I shouldn't say
it feels like every single moment is a test of fate
when I weigh you down, when I weigh you...

down
I'm down yeah
I'm down
I'm down yeah
I'm down

down

corny ass song but i love it
the sample is jugaste y sufri
last song ill ever record with my fuck ass fucking phone mic

dolefully (Snippet)

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