Feeling Static

Sophie and I stripped it all down – raw chords, bare emotions. “Stay Under (Unplugged)” is now on YouTube.
🎧 Watch here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8yT1ZL4QWxk

After over 10,000 listens to the original version with Laura Maren (https://soundcloud.com/zipboy83/burning-inside-feat-laura-maren) Burning Inside returns in a stripped-down and even more visceral guise.
This acoustic version lays the song bare, letting every crack, every unsaid word, every flame that burns inside emerge.

A raw and intimate grunge, where the voice becomes confession and the silence burns as much as the sound.
For those who loved the original: this is the same soul, but without skin.

Produced by EileenNoise
Singer and guitar Sophie Ellison

Lyrics
[Verse]
The ash is falling like a blackened snow
The fire’s inside me
It won’t let go
My veins are rivers
They're running red
A pyre ignites the thoughts in my head

[Chorus]
I’m burning inside
Can’t run
Can’t hide
The flames won’t die
I’m burning inside

[Verse 2]
A scream is rising but it makes no sound
The smoke’s a shroud that pulls me down
Every ember whispers
It knows my name
The heat’s a lover and it plays the game

[Chorus]
I’m burning inside
Can’t run
Can’t hide
The flames won’t die
I’m burning inside

[Bridge]
The walls are melting
The shadows crawl
I see my face in the fire’s thrall
Every spark a secret
A truth untold
This inferno’s mine
It’s fierce and cold

[Chorus]
I’m burning inside
Can’t run
Can’t hide
The flames won’t die
I’m burning inside

Burning inside unplugged version

Caving In (Studio Version) – Eileen Noise
A raw dark-grunge track, heavy and distorted, carrying all the weight of frustration and chaos. This is the full-band version, born to sound rough, loud, and unapologetic.

But sometimes, when the noise fades, the song reveals a different face…
👉 Watch the brand-new Unplugged version of “Caving In” now on YouTube: 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u-fEXztEOEM

🎧 Follow me on Spotify for more releases: https://open.spotify.com/intl-it/artist/3gyawiyn1h42aeP11nH2KC

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🖤 Two sides of the same breakdown. Which one speaks to you?

#CavingIn #EileenNoise #DarkGrunge #NewMusic
Produced by EileenNoise
Singer Sophie

[Verse]
The mirror cracks
I don’t even flinch
Shadows crawl where the light won’t pinch
My head’s a cage
No lock
No key
Who’s this ghost that’s haunting me

[Prechorus]
I scream at the silence
It just laughs back

[Chorus]
I’m caving in
I’m caving in
Walls made of whispers
I can’t win
I’m caving in
I’m caving in
The fight is gone
I can’t begin

[Verse 2]
The clock spins slow
Then stops dead cold
Minutes feel like years I’ve sold
Rain falls inside
The roof won’t hold
My soul feels rusted
My heart’s been sold

[Prechorus]
I claw at the surface
But it crumbles away
[guitar solo]

[Chorus]
I’m caving in
I’m caving in
Walls made of whispers
I can’t win
I’m caving in
I’m caving in
The fight is gone
I can’t begin

Caving in

Introduction in English:

People often tell me that when they are with a loved one who is about to die, they feel particularly close to them. 
Sometimes, in such moments, the history of their relationship flashes before their eyes. 
Some report reaching a deeper peace with the person in question shortly before their death. Often, the dying say things they have never been able to say in their lifetime. For example, a father who, shortly before his death, is able to tell his daughter for the first and only time that he has always loved her.
Many of those left behind tell me that they did not want to let the dying person go, but that they somehow realized that they had to let go of their loved one so that they could pass away as peacefully as possible; that they could not “die with them,” but had to continue living alone. 
And it is not uncommon for those who are approaching death to tell their accompanying relatives that they should continue to live well and in peace.
All of these stories inspired me to write the song “Mourir (Dying).” And as always, for such fundamental existential experiences, I choose the language that best expresses these radical moments of transition: French.


Lyrics (for those, who don`t speak French)

Dying

I watched over your bed 
Sat here with you night after night

Your breathing is very laboured
And it's been a long time
Since I spoke to you

The cancer has destroyed you 
You lie there, powerless and limp

You've lost the fight 
No, you won't be reborn

The thread of your life is increasibly breaking

Your gaze is so empty
Come on, please look at me again 

One last time
Don't go yet
Come on, turn around one last time.

Your heart is beating so weakly
So stay awake a little longer

I'm really letting you go
But let us look at each other once more
A farewell glance before you pass over

It's already too late
I'm saying a prayer for you.

So go in peace
Without pain

Forever my great Love

Französischer Text

Mourir

J'ai veillé à ton chevet
Je suis restée avec toi nuit après nuit
Ta respiration est tres difficile
Et cela fait tres longtemps
que je t'ai parlé

Le cancer t'a emporté
tu es là, sans force et sans vigueur
Tu as perdu la bataille 
non, tu ne renaîtras pas
Le fil de ta vie se rompt de plus en plus

Ton regard est si vide
Viens regarder encore une fois
Une dernière fois
Ne pars pas encore
Tourne-toi encore une fois

Ton cœur ne bat plus que très faiblement
Mais reste encore un peu éveillé

Je vais vraiment te laisser partir
Mais regarde-moi encore une dernière fois
Un regard d'adieu avant la transition

Il est déjà trop tard
je fais une prière pour toi

alors va en paix, libre de toute douleur
Pour toujours mon grand amour

Mourir (Dying)

This lofi instrumental centers on a slow, cyclic minor-key arpeggio from ukulele or mandolin, with each note resonating cleanly. A soft, airy string pad sustains underneath, lending an ethereal wash. Gradual percussion appears—shaker or brushed snare—offering a delicate rhythmic layer. The production spotlights natural pluck textures and decorates with gentle ambiance, eschewing big dynamics or harmonic shifts to sustain a consistent, contemplative mood.

idea 1

Lonely Robot

G5 (GEN6IX Remix)

much love!

Back in the place
Where I said I wouldn't go
Back in Binghampton
Where I thought I couldn't grow
Back in the hood
Where I knew I shouldn't go
Back in Binghampton
Where I thought I couldn't grow

Old man's a ruckus and
Couldn't see himself
Blinded by the dope he was
Blinded the meth
Decades flashed to memory and
All was lost to hope
All the good dreams was gone
Lost in his smoke tried to
tell him hit that chair and
Stop rolling all them bowls
senior citizen status
Simping sack chasing hoes
Stubborn old bastard and he
Couldn't be told
Shot him three times in the legs
Just to be sure

Back in the place
Where I said I wouldn't go
Back in Binghampton
Where I thought I couldn't grow
Back in the hood
Where I knew I shouldn't go
Back in Binghampton
Where I thought I couldn't grow

Looking for my peace and I was
done with this space
Screaming in the street I swore
To never return to hate
Old man lives to lie and
loves to manipulate
I couldn't take it no more
I had to escape but
This was only after
I forgived and I forgave
The repetition was brutal but
They just take and they take
Disrespect builds and
You see em eating all that cake
I grabbed him by the throat
Then I hit him in his face

Back in the place
Where I said I wouldn't go
Back in Binghampton
Where I thought I couldn't grow
Back in the hood
Where I knew I shouldn't go
Back in Binghampton
Where I thought I couldn't grow

Now I'm sleeping in his shadow
Finding buddy in the walls
enough Demons of my own
I don't need his at all but
There's not another choice cz
Life's only been hard I
Learned how to struggle
Then I learned how to fall
Pops ain show me shit but
How to scream at these walls
Maybe some respect but
those memories full of fog
Pops ain show me shit but
How to scream and find fault
Maybe some respect but
them memories all been lost

Back in the place
Where I said I wouldn't go
Back in Binghampton
Where I thought I couldn't grow
Back in the hood
Where I knew I shouldn't go
Back in Binghampton
Where I thought I couldn't grow

back

You make the impossible feel possible
You make the impossible feel possible

You pass through me like a cool breeze on a summer day
I feel your heat and I melt away
Hot and cold to the touch
I want you so much

It pains me
It makes me feel like anything is possible

You are impossible
You are impossible

You make the impossible feel possible
You make the impossible feel possible

It pains me
It makes me feel like anything is possible

It pains me
It makes me makes me feel like anything is possible
You are impossible
You are impossible

Impossible (LIJ7 REMIX)

Take Me Back by BLOOD.SWEAT.TEARS
aka Elijah Carreiro & Chris Bradford
@lij7
@bradford4

Take Me Back by BST (Full Vocal Stem)

Music Producer 
WWW.LIJ7.COM

:music is art:

:music is my drug:

:beautifully imperfect:

:music is my medicine:

- I see silence as a blank slate | a fresh canvas | an empty sky - 

- sometimes you can say more with music than you can say with words - 

- I typically use my first takes while recording unless I royally mess up -

- I believe in performance & emotion over overproduction & perfection - 

- I probably shouldn’t be telling you all this but then I guess I wouldn’t be staying true to myself if I didn’t - and what’s the point in that -

- the truth is in the flaws -

!STAY BEAUTIFUL!

!STAY SAFE!

!STAY ALIVE!

*Projects I’m affiliated with:

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https://soundcloud.com/chelselizabeth
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