Testimony of a madman

YOUR FAVORITE SWEATER

A Song.

Love the way your hips move side to side
I hope you feel alright
Wont stay with you tonight
Cause I know
It seems like I'm the type
To maybe fantasize
Of different kind of lives
I show
Too much
Get worked up from a hunch
Grab my stuff and get lunch
Without a thought of your touch
I'm gone
It must
Be a play with no trust
All an act I wont fuss
Cause at least I'm not alone  
On my own

I guess I care
Wont be honest with my hair
No
Keep it real
Please don't use all that you hear
Though
Give a dare
Might get caught inside a snare
Its my fault I should be scared
I'm more worried about affairs and

Flowers grow outside my eyelids
Getting tired of this trying
Keep on waking up exhausted
Think I'm sad not slowly dying

I've got some thoughts inside my brain
They scare more they never change
I might get bored when I'm okay
The ride might stop but it's delayed

Pick you up and spin you round
Love how you look in your gown
Please don't leave me with a frown
Sorry if I make a sound

I'm going down
I'm on the ground
I think too much
It's got me bound
Think I found
A brand new drug
You're mine right now
Don't throw me out

I don't like things that go too fast
It's cause I know it never lasts
Words from my throat blast from the past
I hope I don't make you feel bad

We'll watch the cars pass by my room
Then stare at stars dance round the moon
Lets stay up late then sleep till noon
I'll get too high while watching you


Check out the wonderful person who made this song possible
https://www.youtube.com/@prodperil

A Bit Disorganized (Prod. by Peril)

this a deadwood lullaby 💀🪵
(MisFiiT)
your such a roadblock 
head dangerous like o-block
you say these words make my heart burn and try to control me like brainrot 
you a filler arc you a side plot
but your effect on me is canon 

eating me up on the inside garfield
things that you say that are true i am doubtful 
im just a dude tryna live his life
i go through these mood swings 
can’t tell wrong from right
leaves falling from my tree
deadwood lullabies
she say ima shitty guy bitch i’m tryna do better
scars on my arm so deep since i met her

this ain’t real this is fiction 
i’m just your toy to piss on 
i might die tonight but ill live through my music
what’s your deal you been bitching at everything that i do tbh the only thing good is your ass and boobies

(Fiction)

i might die tonight 
i’m mixing pills with my sprite now 
i’m feeling fine now 
but fuck it we gon find out 
wake up in the morning 
and my stomach isn’t right now 
throwing in the sink  
this shit got me thinking like 

it’s always just the same 
but i tell em it’s not 
saying i don’t know your pain?
bitch you don’t know what’s up
haters gotta blame the people that are on top 
that’s why ficfiit got so many opps

roadblocks w/ Fiction (melorium)

Thank you.
Love you.

credits to:
@iamaneerdowell
@babieyummo

---LYRICS---

ghost in the snow, I been faded too long
hands on my soul, but my body feels wrong
left me in the dark where the daylight’s gone
can’t feel nothin’, I can’t feel none

cold veins, frostbite, bleed through my chain
she love pain, guess we one in the same
drip black tears, fallin’ down in the rain
say my name, but it don’t sound the same

ice in my lungs, got a heart full of smoke
lost my youth when I made that oath
sold my soul, I ain’t ever been woke
angel wings turn ash when I choke

lost, in my head too long
every night, I replay that song
snow fall down where my heart went wrong
you said love, but it feel like gone

don’t call back, I been ghostin’ phones
sleep in the day, leave blood on my bones
you ain’t real, you just flesh and chrome
I’m just numb, I’m just numb alone

sippin’ venom out the cup, it’s a ritual
swore its forever but, that sound fictional
burnt wings, yeah, I fell from the pinnacle
scars still bleed, but they look kinda beautiful

venom. (NE'ERDOWELL x babieyummo)

Ghost In My Phone (prod. Luke x luffysome)

Lyrics : 

Baby girl yeah don’t hurt 
I just hope you know you’re worth it 
To me you mean the whole world 
I’ll give my all yeah you deserve it 
Cause all the things that you’re 
I just wanna be here for you 
I’ll pick you up if you fall
just know that I love you 

I want you the way you’re 
The little things I see in you 
You’re beautiful like the stars 
I look at them and I think of you 
All the things that we’ve been through 
We’re here now and I know you 
We met girl for a reason 
I know that now and that’s the truth 

Baby girl yeah don’t hurt 
I just hope you know you’re worth it 
To me you mean the whole world 
I’ll give my all yeah you deserve it 
Cause all the things that you’re 
I just wanna be here for you 
I’ll pick you up if you fall
just know that I love you 

(Dream with me let’s fall asleep 
I’ll meet you there and be at peace 
In my dreams I see you with me 
In my dreams you’re there with me 
Dream with me let’s fall asleep 
I’ll meet you there and be at peace 
In my dreams I see you with me 
In my dreams you’re there with me)

Beautiful Dream (prod. s0ftskelet0ns & irby)

lyrics:

yellow cup, I’m planning to withstand against my fate
hella cuts and bandaids on my wrists, look at my face
jesus piece up on me i been praying for better days but
i been balling, missing old girls everyday, cause lately

yellow cup, I’m planning to withstand against my fate
hella cuts and bandaids on my wrists, look at my face
jesus piece up on me i been praying for better days but
i been balling, missing old girls everyday, cause lately
    
no one care about the kid, but ay man its ok
i don’t need no ass up in my face to see the cake
i been scared to die, so i just drive to every state
they all filled with lies, diamonds over heart, it ease the pain

no one care about the kid, but ay man its ok
i don’t need no ass up in my face to see the cake
i been scared to die, so i just drive to every state
they all filled with lies, diamonds over heart, it ease the pain
    
diamonds over heart, mothafucka it ease the pain
always buying bullshit, buying shit to keep me sane
y’all won’t ever know how it feel, boy y’all fake
swimming in the mud water, swallow codeine thats my lake
    
yellow cup, I’m planning to withstand against my fate
hella cuts and bandaids on my wrists, look at my face
jesus piece up on me i been praying for better days but
i been balling, missing old girls everyday, cause lately

bandaid

@kid.tye - tonight (ON ALL PLATFORMS)

Heaven’s Gates (Feat. Mayso) [Prod. Luke.G]

P212 4L🙏💪
you can send beats to this email: ciggyyung@gmail.com
Open your fucking eyes shordy

Ghost In My Phone (prod. Luke x luffysome)

Lil Drewy