lyrics:

depression's taken over me
i don't know who im supposed to be
i'm just so over everything 
take responsibility

depression won

stay backk

stay backk w/ ♡ xc ♡

better_off_dying

#deathwish 

feat 7starz, starboy shika
prod  7starz

Lyrics here:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wtlmucvkrwQ

#DEATHWISH (feat. 7starz & Starboy Shika) 🌀 7starz

in_th_city w/ ♡ xc ♡ [sped]

prod by https://soundcloud.com/yungshame

https://soundcloud.com/nvr_nvmbr
https://soundcloud.com/yenxy
https://soundcloud.com/wiltedangel

kno somebody:/ - nvr nvmbr x ang3l x yenxyy

i know i’ll never be good enough
i lost all your trust
relapsing on these drugs

i’m off of adderall & alcohol
there’s too much damn collateral 
my ass was wrong
i guess we’re incompatible, unnatural

i guess i can’t stay mad for long
your dad was wrong..

i was your best mistake
there’s nothing more to say
i’m sick of these rainy days
cut me with razorblades

vodka, promethazine
you mean so much to me
i think i need therapy
she said she’s scared of me..

take my bones & break ‘em
i feel so mistaken
shoot me in the head & i’ll be saved, yuh

all this fuckin’ damage 
got me feelin’ stranded
i’ve been stuck in hell & i can’t stand it

you got me like “god dammit”
suicide, i’ve planned it
i’ma take my life, just not forgranted

she found my fuckin’ body
then decides she wants me
i don’t give a fuck
‘cause my best friend haunts me..

you ain’t got nothin’ on me
they call this shit a ‘hobby’
i’ma kill us both, like kamikaze

1943, the way i’m shootin’ Nazi’s
i know that soon i’ll be dead
but you still can’t stop me

i know i’ll never be good enough
i lost all your trust
relapsing on these drugs

i’m off a couple xan’s & ativan
you know i love this contraband 
this contraband

i’ve got cuts all on my hands
all this damn sufferin’
i just need to repent
forgive me for my sins..

ADDERALL

Up and down like a red rubber ball
You're always back and forth like the clock on the wall
I want to know about you
I'm spinning all around you
If I stay do you think that we could change your routine?
I know a trick, I've always got a few up my sleeve
This life is controlled confusion
It's just a grand illusion
And you ask me "How do you feel when you're away?"
And you ask me "How do you pass the days?"
Sing along to a song that I know
It goes bah bah bada, sing it over and over
Let it hypnotize you
I'm still here right beside you
Hold my hand, you can follow my lead
You're like a ballerina twirling round on your feet
And watching is so fantastic
I want to ask you
Would you come here and spin with me?
I've been dying to get you dizzy
Find a way up into your head
So I can make you feel like new again
Would you come here and spin with me?
I've been dying to get you dizzy
Find a way up into your head
So I can make you feel like new again
Now collapse, take delight in the fall and catch your breath
I know you feel the ring from it 
So try and collect yourself now
It's just a euphoric comedown
And you ask me "How do you feel when you're away?"
And you ask me "How do you pass the days?"
Cause I can still remember when you were afraid of the dark
And I told you to come and you followed where I asked you to go, to go
Would you come here and spin with me?
I've been dying to get you dizzy
Find a way up into your head
So I can make you feel like new again
Would you come here and spin with me?
I've been dying to get you dizzy
Find a way up into your head
So I can make you feel like new again

dizzy_on_th_comedown

prod by https://soundcloud.com/etaiso

[nvmbr]
all of this anger has turned into hatred
& the thought that you left me
i just can’t fuckin’ take it

turn me back into ashes
yeah, i know i won’t make it
baby, you nvr luv’d me
i was just his replacement

we’ve always been so on & off
(like forever)
she doesn’t know what i’ve been off
(liquid pleasure)
i start to realize i was wrong
(no nvmbr!!)
look in the mirror, i’m so far gone
(i need armor)

i know you hate me lately
& it breaks me baby
& i can’t disguise tht i’ve been changin’ l8ly

you look in my eyes
& say ‘i’ll save you baby’
you can’t save me bb, you can’t save me bb

every time that i touch the sky
i wanna fuckin’ die, why’d i get this high?
on a rainy day
i’m gonna take my life
i’m gonna take my life
i’m gonna take my life

[etai s0]
it's kicking in
the ketamine
I'm feeling it
you reel me in
I'm sick of it

the benjamins
only help to mask the real pain I'm in
the binge I'm on
only happens inside of my residence

again

I'm binging off the drugs again
I wish i had some fun again
(yeah)

it's hard to take the love
when i don't love myself no more
no more

sick of it w/ etai s0

feat. https://soundcloud.com/nvr_nvmbr & etai s0
prod by https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor & https://soundcloud.com/etaiso

[etai s0]
fade away, like my will to live
over time i give 
& it breaks my ribs

shades of grey, watch the colors lift
my wounds come unstitched
like i give a shit

i can’t give a shit, i’m a hypocrite 
always lose when i win & i’ll win again
in the devils den..
there’s a fire right behind my eyes

[nvr nvmbr]
i don’t know what you want from me
i gave you my <3, it bleeds
all over everything

you douse it with kerosene
now i’m just a memory
i luv her to death 
but she said that ur dead to me

(ohhh)

she was wearin’ black
i hit it from the back
she said ‘daddy, go fast’
you know that i like that..

now she’s grabbin’ my neck
i gotta go cash this check
& move onto the next
but you’re stuck in my head

it looks like it’s a long way down
but you’ll fall so fast
& you’ll hit the ground

it looks like it’s a long way down
but you’ll fall so fast
& you’ll hit the ground

[etai]
fade away, like my will to live
over time i give 
& it breaks my ribs

shades of grey, watch the colors lift
my wounds come unstitched
like i give a shit

i can’t give a shit, i’m a hypocrite 
always lose when i win & i’ll win again
in the devils den..
there’s a fire right behind my eyes..

kerosene - etai s0 x luv armor

featuring https://soundcloud.com/nvr_nvmbr & https://soundcloud.com/etaiso

prod by etai s0 x https://soundcloud.com/dzodigital x https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor

[luv armor]
my shoes from japan
& they cost me a band
got th wrld in my hand 
but it slips thru like sand

that ass had me like damn
she said that i’m the man
but you don’t understand
this ain’t part of my plan

our luv’s toxic like lead in the paint
yeah, i bled, watch me faint
she gave me head in the grave

back then i was 19
i was lookin’ like a crime scene
with blood all on my white tee
i’ll kill myself on live stream 

she healed me with a crystal
but bitch, i’m goin’ mental
put a barrel to my temple
when it’s over ima miss you

my fits all black
you can’t see me when it’s dark out
i’d go back
but i think tht i’m too far out

i’m so stressed
ima crash my fucking car now
… i think we took this shit too far now

[etai]
windshield so bloodstained 
that it's not even see through
i been caught in the web of lies
through your teeth you fabricate
& i'm so sick of being awake
but I can't crash, i stay up too late
it's not healthy what i do to myself these days, anyway

pills crushed up in lines
you do you, i'm doing mine
yea, i promise i'll be fine
when im off a lot of xans
i do an awful lot of crimes
and i wanna hold your hand
but all my fingers got frostbite

pills crushed up in lines
you do you, i'm doing mine
yea, i promise i'll be fine
when im off a lot of xans
i do an awful lot of crimes
and i wanna hold your hand
but all my fingers got frostbite

dizzy_on_th_comedown

lil nvmbr newports

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