prod. by Yamaka
originally dropped like March 2023 I think lol

#REAL_LIFE

prod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor
featuring https://soundcloud.com/fantasycamp
lyrics:
[nvr nvmbr]
(ohhh)
now i’m graspin’ at thin air 
& writin’ on paper
in hopes that you’ll come back
or call me up later

i know there’s not much hope for us..

saw you sent me a message
& said not to call back
& honestly i can’t do much to resolve that
but i don’t wanna lose you again..

now i’m graspin’ at thin air
& writin’ on paper
in hopes that you’ll come back
or call me back later

i know everything’s gotta end..
i just wish we never did

you sung me to sleep
simple, soft & so sweet
but i died in that dream
slipped away in these sheets

i really never ever thought you would do this shit to me
it’s funny how wrong we could be

yeah, i’m graspin’ at thin air
just longin’ for something
ironic, it seems that i’ve clung onto nothin’

nothin’, nothin’, nothin’,
it doesn’t matter at all..

[fantasy camp]
i know that i fucked up
& i shouldn’t call you
but i got too fucked up 
& now i’m withdrawing

i’m fallin’ apart
try to pick up the pieces
it was done from the start
i can see why you’re leavin’

but i just need something
that i can believe
so i pick up the phone & i’m beggin’
i’m pleadin’…

please come back home
just this night
all i know, i’ll make this right

come back home
just this night
all i know, i’ll make this right..

grasping at thin air

prod. by luv armor x DZO Digital
featuring https://soundcloud.com/dzodigital
https://soundcloud.com/nvr_nvmbr
https://soundcloud.com/etaiso

what's up? - DZO DIGITAL x nvr nvmbr x etai s0

visuals - https://youtu.be/jlJIFKoOcII?si=GrP4Ng2EwTkazK74
coprod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor
feat. & prod. by https://soundcloud.com/etaiso

[nvr nvmbr]
the snows white
my bitch cries
& i’ll die..

hard times inside
i won’t survive

her light, it shines down
it burns now
oh god, i’m fucked
leave this world now

[etai s0]
i'm crashing & burning
i left shawty in the past
now i'm actually hurting
didn't know i could do that

now i been through that
now i been through that
how could you do that?
you knew you would rue that

cryin’ all night
‘cause i hate this place
pure codeine in the sprite
cause i don't like the taste

hope you're feeling alright
‘cause i'm in disarray
just popped 3 bars to the face
& i'll fly away

[nvr nvmbr]
i don’t wanna be alive
if i can’t live here by your side
now she’s cryin’ in my sprite
sip that elixir for the night

mixin’ up my suicide
she told me it was ride or die
so i guess that i’m gonna die

so now i’m goin’ towards the light
it’s alright
baby, look me in my eyes

you put a hex on my life
now i’m tellin’ it goodbye
it’s alright if i die
yeah, i’ll do it with some pride

end my life in the night
yeah, i’ll do it outta spite..

the snow’s white
my bitch cries
& i’ll die

inside, i’m out
never go outside
her lies, they hurt

hate her voice now
oh god, i’m fucked
leave this world now..

cryin' in my sprite

iTunes

cryin’ in my sprite [mv in desc.]

prod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor

i’m pourin’ it up
i’m pourin’ it up
i’m pourin’ it up, ohhh

my cup’s doubled up
& it’s filled with your love
but i’m feelin’ so numb

i’m not important enough
so i’m pourin’ it up
yeah, i’m pourin’ it up

i got your blood on my tongue
i’m in love with these drugs
she told me that i’m fucked

i know nothing ever gets any better
yeah, it always gets worse
so put me in the Earth
yeah, it’s what i deserve..

our love turned cold in December
i didn’t think you’d remember
how you burnt me to embers..

ohhh

i’m pourin’ it up
i’m pourin’ it up
i’m pourin’ it up

‘cause i’m just unimportant as fuck
i could never show you any love..

you’re breakin’ me down
yeah, you hate on me now 
i could never get out

i’ma head so far south
yeah, i’m leavin’ this town
i’ll never come back around

there’s blood on my clothes
yeah, i’m dead in the snow
yeah, my body it’s froze..

need you to leave me behind
i’m the thorn in your side
at least i was ‘til i died
baby, i watched as you cried..

i’m pourin’ it up
i’m pourin’ it up
i’m pourin’ it up

‘cause i’m just unimportant as fuck
yeah, this liquor got me feelin’ numb..

blood in my lungs
you got me under your thumb
& i’m too far gone
i’ll just stare at the sun

yeah, i’d leave her for you
if you want me to
i’m just feelin’ so blue
what can i even do?

i can’t feel your touch 
but the tears feel so cold
i’m drinkin’ so much
yeah, this shit’s gettin’ old 

yeah, it tears me down to my soul
lost every bit of control
& every last bit of hope

ohhh

i’m pourin’ it up
i’m pourin’ it up
i’m pourin’ it up

‘cause i’m just unimportant as fuck
you could never show me any love
& i miss the taste of your blood
yeah, this liquor just isn’t enough

i’m pourin’ it up
i’m pourin’ it up
i’m pourin’ it up

so i don’t reminisce on your touch
i’m goin’ numb from all the cuts..

pourin' it up

prod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor
feat. https://soundcloud.com/etaiso
mixed by me & etai, mastered by etai

[nvr nvmbr]
leave me in the dark
leave me in the dark
just leave me in the dark

leave me in the
leave me in the

leave me in the dark
don’t want you to see my scars
i’m putting up my guard
to break it down would be so hard

(so baby) leave me in the dark
underneath the stars
just leave me in the

leave me in the dark
..i’ve been in the dark

a part of me’s so gone
i’ll never see the fuckin’ sun
there’s tar up in my lungs
i know i’ll never be enough

so baby, leave me in the dark
leave me in the..
i don’t wanna feel a (thing)

i swear this shit’s so hard
i just thought i would never see you again

leave me in the dark
leave me in the dark
..it’s always hard

leave me in the dark
i’ll cover up my scars 

leave me in the dark
leave me in the
leave me in the dark

just meet me in the stars..

[etai s0]
bury me at sea & i'll be eaten by the sharks
get lost within the dark
yeah you heeded my remarks

we're all people 
with various degrees of evil in us
we're all sinners

hell ain't all embers
cause here on earth
it gets cold as december 
it's not even winter now

kickin it with nvmbr
we hittin licks & making hits till forever, woah

leave me in the dark

prod. @etaiso + @taurs + @fuckyousmly

lyrics:

came in with no written in this bitch
im about to make 
hella of these mfn rappers quit
on god im punching in
and you know its boutta hit
6urbstomp chillin with our heels on they necks
make the competition forfeit 
getting rich but you won't catch us on no forbes list
trap money ode feels so soulless
doing bumps in the back of the benz
i just ran off on the plug for 24 g

apparently im trapped like lindsay lohan
3 white bags in my pocket like a snowman
how you hating on me? you a grown man
drop the addy, ima smack you in your homeland
steady going up yeah
my numbers never subtract
im boutta murder this track
and its never gonna come back
no its never gonna come back
im giving em heart attacks
yeah thats that etai starter pack

came in with no written in this bitch
im about to make 
hella of these mfn rappers quit
on god im punching in
and you know its boutta hit
6urbstomp chillin with our heels on they necks
make the competition forfeit 
getting rich but you won't catch us on no forbes list
trap money ode feels so soulless
doing bumps in the back of the benz
i just ran off on the plug for 24 g

im on the run man
active shooter i'm the gun man
pull up to your front door
like here's a package for a dumb whore
bullets from the gun store

came in with no written in this bitch
im about to make 
hella of these mfn rappers quit
on god im punching in
and you know its boutta hit
6urbstomp chillin with our heels on they necks
make the competition forfeit 
getting rich but you won't catch us on no forbes list
trap money ode feels so soulless
doing bumps in the back of the benz
i just ran off on the plug for 24 g

#REAL_LIFE

lil nvmbr newports

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