prod nihil roxa & methboiswag
you left before i could say goodbye 

now i look back at all times 

now all the photos of you make me cry 

i dont know why you gave up your life 



i wish there was something i could have done different 

i know what its like to be addicted 

i know its time to be different 

you’re my angel your my witness 



even though you’re gone you’re still with us 

i wish i could have helped with this 

but now you’re somewhere in the sky 

i wanna hear your voice one more time 



i make all my songs for you 

amber i really miss you 

all the things that went thru 

all the things that i would do 



i hope you know how much i love you 

i just really wanna hug you 

i feel like im talking to you 

i feel like im still with you 



i promise ill be there ryder 

i promise you im a survivor 

you raised me from a child 

when i think of you i smile 



no one loves you more than i do

a song for amber

lip service [prod keyblayde]

zaza

zaza + dxsh & luvange1 [benjithemachine]

lyrics:
[lil soda boi:]
it feels like it's a movie, like a dvd
i be riding in that 2-seat, smoking thc
popping pills in the jacuzzi, it's just you and me
stars shining like my gold teeth, need you close to me
sipping orange juice and champagne, watching ball games
i wanna help you but it's too late, now it's all changed
all black like i'm bruce wayne, working all-day
rolling flower like a bouquet, juice and bombay

i can't even see your face because you're not there
nothing else could take your place and your long hair
you can go and be with him, guess i don't care
throw me out like all the clothes that you don't wear
then i step out on the strip in my louis v
girl, i just can't stand how you doing me
then i pop four xans now i'm doin' me
i got ice on both hands, i got double g's

[cold hart:]
i know you don't understand, you don't fuck with me
but once you give me a chance, might be what you need (oh oh)
im gonna spend a couple bands on my jewelry
ima put her in a trance, she gonna come with me

ima put her in a trance when it's her and me
we gon' kiss and hold hands off of ecstasy
when we pull up, take pics like tmz
and they don't never see these deleted scenes no
sippin', burning strains when i'm in la
wondering why you so far away
and our love is clear like a blu-ray
and i just wanna run it back and press play
i just said hey
make an exception, run in my direction
i just said hey
i can't stand attention, need your affection

[lil soda boi:]
it feels like it's a movie, like a dvd
i be riding in that 2-seat, smoking thc
popping pills in the jacuzzi, it's just you and me
stars shining like my gold teeth, need you close to me
sipping orange juice and champagne, watching ball games
i wanna help you but it's too late, now it's all changed
all black like i'm bruce wayne, working all-day

rolling flower like a bouquet, juice and bombay
i can't even see your face because you're not there
nothing else could take your place and your long hair
you can go and be with him, guess i don't care
throw me out like all the clothes that you don't wear
then i step out on the strip in my louis v
girl, i just can't stand how you doing me
then i pop four xans now i'm doin' me
i got ice on both hands, i got double g's

DVD w/ cold hart

@lilnarnia

lyrics:

[chorus:]
i'm at the mansion
with my bro's and my dogs
popping these pills
feels so right
but it's so wrong
rocking the chrome
i'm off the dome
i'm off the za
i got the swag
i went to hard
i broke the law

i got a bitch
she not a six
she is a ten
i know you fake
when i'm off the wock
it gets under my skin
what do you want?
what do you want?
i can't let you in
i can't let you in
i can not let you be friends 
hustling, count up my ends
ends ends
i'm pouring the double cup in
you all know i can't let you in
oh

what do you want when you look in my way
fitted in prada in the back of the range
with the rick on my face
bitch it's amazing
i feel the same and the drip is hydration
visions abrasive and unmedicated
ashley is asking but i'm feeling vacant
i pull it back 
yeah, i'm turning the pages
im about to crash but i don't know what to say
yeah

[chorus]

at the mansion feat. lil narnia

lyrics:

kick me in the head
with your platform studded boots
girl i'm craving just to disappoint you
wrap my arms around your neck and choke you again
you wish you were dead
still i noticed that you said
you were back with him and thats okay
im gonna kill myself today
(X2)

you had everything to do with why i wanna die
i wanna end my life
but its okay because i am through with pretending i'm fine
pretending im alright
i
black shades in the nighttime because i cant see you
girl your not mine
and i'm so see through yeah
you know my intentions
i don't think that i have to mention
and everythings dark in my world
i know youre not my girl
my girl

[RECORDED 11/20/22]

lil soda boi - kick me in the head with your platform studded boots (prod. @everestdidthis)

@deadat18

lyrics:

[chorus:]
sometimes i hate myself
i'm not special
in the basement
but it feels like a castle
in my grey hoodie drinking lemonade
in my grey hoodie drinking lemonade

h-h-head is too big
and my brain is too fragile
my headache don't split
every day i do battle
in my grey hoodie drinking lemonade
fluid animation like an anime

break it out
didn't like me anyways
heart cold like feet on a wedding day
how hard it is like a toothache
ice chose they were too fake
a a a-aa
o o o-oo
ice chose they were too fake
ice-ice chose-chose too fake too-too

[chorus]

grey hoodie prod. @deadat18

prod. me + @liquid-smoke-official

visual: https://rb.gy/5zxwc

lyrics:

everything's grey in my life
without you there
autumn leaves fall
the same brown, like all your hair
oh, oh, oh, oh
can't saw you now
betrothed, my dear
please enter my lair
everything sucks
and i just was out here shook
my vision's unseen
and it's getting real
but falling get better by the hour
ohh

(chorus:)
we're like characters in america
because i'll cherish you
you lost everything
what i made this year
you lost everything
all my medicine
i'm a skeleton
(x2)

i'm blinded
by the light of the emotional hurt
everything hurts
and my knife's low to the shirt
nothing is perfect
but you and me could work
in a dimension that's further
(x2)

(chorus)

and i want to take you downtown
now, now
how do you do?
yeah, i'm trying to forget
and be a cool straight head

am i sure now?
i don't know...
oh, oh, oh

oh
my character in america

Characters In America

coverart by: dietmar høpfl

produced by:

@methbo1swag
@silversq

lyrics:

[chorus:]
special
i-i i thought it
i thought it might be something special
o-o-ohh
(X2)

spinning me around
lifting me up
breaking my head
taking the crown
but it wasn't there anyway
i don't know how
everything got flipped up
turn the bus around
don't think that you can change

special
might be something special
oh h-h
special
might be something special
oh h-h

it eats away at me
the anxiety
the depravity
there's no levity
it's breaking me
in my spinal cord
don't know what to do
everything is torn

i don't know how
everything got flipped up
turn the bus around
(X2)

idk how [methbo1swag + silver]

i'm stupid ft. caspr

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3fgYhbuT7-Y
put ur head     @buffalobang @ddertbag  
on my chest
lets guess 
u really think its a mess
pour this tech
take my test
im really slurring off the ket

cant forget bout u
smoking loud lost iq
this is the shit i do
yea u had it
this life a habit for me
imma take the cash and
i might go shop some new shit
fendi i like the fabric
i think im losing my shit
got to say but u know that i need u
sad to say its hard to just see u
and u say its not that deep anymore
lifes a shame i wish u needed me more

put ur head
on my chest
lets guess 
u really think its a mess
pour this tech
take my test
im really slurring off the ket

its awfully quiet these hours
wake up at midnight hop in the shower
i always try i always fail its like a cycle
shit just feels unfair i guess thats just the way that life goes
life goes
i just wanna hit my life goals
life goals
i guess thats just the way that life goes
(shits just not fair)
life goes
i just wanna hit my life goals
(i wanna be there)
life goals
life goes
it never goes the way i think
im unlucky i need comfort
dont want enemies
i dont trust you, you seem sketchy
i gotta work more on my self esteem
pep talking in the mirror so when you see me
you dont see me the way i see me

put ur head
on my chest
lets guess 
u really think its a mess
pour this tech
take my test
im really slurring off the ket

at the mansion feat. lil narnia

lil soda boi

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