lavender

라벤더 [lavender]

lyrics:

look at my eyes
what do you see girl
are you alright
do you need me girl
i dont wanna fight
with you every night
ive been doing drugs that you dont wanna try

and i know that its been rough
lifes hard just shape up
this sprite all in my cup
smokin on backwood blunts

and i miss you
very very much
i wish i was with you
so i could feel your touch

my eyes

라벤더 [lavender]

co prod. @ihateme

lyrics:

life sucks i know
cause you dont wanna be alone
i dont wanna do this right now

can you tell me im yours
baby can you close the door 
we can do all kinds of things
you can be my new dior
screamin out its messed up
baby 
yeah im so fucked up
u dont want any of my love

life sucks i know

라벤더 [lavender]

lyrics:

i loved u with all my heart and i guess that i still do
baby life is hard its why i feel blue
put the the money on my card
we can wish upon a star they said drugs is gonna kill u
smokin on a patch
i just wish i could relax
oh well oh well
whys it like that
i guess i cant go back
oh well oh well

all my friends hate me they say that im lazy 
i dont know what im chasing nobody can save me
i think that im crazy im not worth saving
i dont know what im chasing nobody can save me
im just the worst
i do drugs i dont go to church
whip in the vert
i just popped a perc
can we make it work 
your love tastes like dirt

patch pt. 1

라벤더 [lavender]

lyrics:

my body locks up and my eyes twitch
i got some problems that i cant fix
its just the wrong time and it wont fit
i try to do good but it wont stick
i hope i wake up and im not there
LA the tearsdrops and sun stained air
i suck my life sucks and i dont care
im stuck my heart stops and its not fair
its nice to meet you
myself: a new person every day
but still i cant seem to ever change my body myself my stupid face
but its alright with me
ill gouge my eye out so i cant see
any of these things wrong with me
and its okay cus i feel weak
the smell of lavender
it brings me back to her
im just a scavenger
im searching for the past
the smell of daffodils
it makes laugh until i cry
i die inside like every time
and ive become what i once hated
what hangs above me i once chased it
because all the roles have been reversed
i died today theres no rebirth
and its okay i love this pain
if i run fast enough ill be okay
and theres no way its fine this way
so ill just die knowing its not the same

라벤더 [lavender]

lyrics:

and i try as hard as i can just to be like me
and i ate a couple vicodin to help me sleep
and i feel the razor cutting in my skin
i cant cave in
but it feels nice
and as i put on my necklace it feels like a noose
so i gotta just be careful just to keep things lose
and i feel my patience breaking wearing thin
im not your sins
but im all mine

lace me up
line me upright
im the night
were alright
ill be fine
youll be mine
mine

patch pt. 1

lil soda boi