lyrics
verse 1
Strugglen to maintain she cries tiers of pain
Than tries to hide them
All she wants is love but all she knows is fighten
Heart of gold but she's use to this fight.    so she learned  how to hide it
She's in a dark place in life
Shes a soul surviver
And it's darker than its ever been
Like pitch-black no light 
Alone to walk this path withought a friend
And she keeps on rolling snake eyes
So walks tall with a devils grin
fuck life till the end
But this mask falling appart
As her walls come crumbling down
Cause when she's alone all she does is cry and frown
the air around her gets so heavy
she cant help but drown
She cries at the top of her lungs
But no one ever hears a sound
And shee feels hopeless 
like maby she's set in her ways
Like maby all she deserves is pain
Like she lost so fucken much That all but emptyness remains
The only prayer she prays is to fade to black

verse 2
hes hurt in only a way that she can mend
love is grim
almost dead drownning in the darkness deep within
searching for peace but only finding war
having melt down to the core
finding many keys but never sees a single door
suffering from depression 
like a car at an empty interception
tierd of feeling restless from the lack of effection
use to talking to the wall only wishen it would listen
so fed up with being dissmissed as if it was a personal mission
tierd of waking up to the same pain
hes breaking his self with every change 
but no mater what it still remains the same
self distructive but not lacking the need for suicide
patient gets you crusified
bleeding thoughts but never unified
pleading to his goddess to hear his prayers 
broken and alone only she can she peel his layers
shes bull headed yet craving this new afliction
shese his drug the searching for purpas for his worst addiction

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A SONG ABOUT CYBER BULLY SUICIDES
A TRUE STORY AND HOW IT ALMOST COST MY LOVE HER LIFE

LYRICS

VERSE
You say there your friends than they lie to your face
When you try to do rite it is you that they hate
They push you aside than rise to escape
Is it the love of a lie
Or deni a mistake

You lift them up 
They broke you down

And they know that they do
But it cant break you
Than they get mad at you for speaking the truth
They want you to say that everything's OK
But we both know that it's them that changed
They doubt that your rite than you swallow it down
They said
How far will it go and to what ends
Was they ever friends well there in the rite but there light burned out that depends
Let's start with the lies thats where it begins
They can try to denie but they where never quit friends

BRIDGE 
Did she need to die
Did she need to die

VERSE
They had your life in hand and 1 neglect
That the pain caused cost no life left
Now no will to live leaves 1 regret
That You never loved her so fuck what's next
Are you dead inside  will you cry if she died
She reached out for you but you put her aside
You tried to break her that I don't understand 
You was out for blood now her bloods on your hands 
In the end was worth it when toy with lives
You promised her love than you laugh as she cried
You fed her effection but it last one night
Than you turn your back who cares if she dies
They tricked you bad so you treated her worse 
You are the last but far from the first
But the pain you cause has been the worst
And The bed that you made it will be her herse

SIMI BRIDGE
I don't fucken know
your heart is cold as snow
Did she need to die
How could you just deny 

BRIDGE
Did she need to die
Did she need to die
Did she need to die
Did she need to die

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I love you lil mama and we will have our struggles and fights but that won't change our love. you are the best thing that has ever happened and I hope this song gives you insight as to why we will make it threw this 🖤😈🐧🖤

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a song about hoping for hope and never giving up on what the possibility of the L word

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PETRA i love you and i am the most lucky man to have you this one is for you
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Have you ever loved a woman in a relationship with an asshole....well thats this in a nutshell

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