why has it been so long

M/V- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x1k7z63dCl0

scar (lindo icetroubleaa) [#mv in desc]

bad weather

hang it up

Let You Go <3 (prod. snorkatje)

[Prod. lusi & https://soundcloud.com/tommet45 ]
https://genius.com/Xo-alone-cr4zy-4u-b4byy-lyrics?bagon=1

cr4zy 4u b4byy [prod. lusi, tommet]

By The Minute (prod @1trcy @preyy2001)

CIRCLEAIN - MICHAEL PHELPS

over u - w/ sphere merchants (bt + baredex)

https://soundcloud.com/cementhead1
https://soundcloud.com/esperr

-soda-
Bad shit
Takes place everyday
I wish 
I could take all the pain away
Damage
Takin blows to the face
Bandage
But its only temporary
Low self esteem why do you compare me
Had to lose all the ego that I carried 
Had to find myself but nothing could prepare me
What was once self is now dead and burried 

At least Im honest
I could write you poems write you sonnets 
You think everthings ironic
I think cynicism left your brain rotten
Its just part life that people die and are forgotten 
Its just part of life when roses die in my Garden
You could find bliss when you sift through all the garbage 
I know its hard but dont ever turn heartless

-esperr-
eyes light up like a garnet
i just left my car running, i cant start it
i told you that i got flowers in the garden
and you’re trying to get a pic
but i already departed
i plan three steps, 
ahead cuz im smart 
its like planning on a mess
everything fell apart 
i put a lot of faith 
so much faith in things
im getting kinda nervous 
i spin my two rings
i just didnt know another way
had so much control 
straight look on my face
lighting up a cart i got spirited away
focus on me i can’t hear what you say 

~

My Garden ft. esperr (prod. enabler)

lucywav x lil yu - bars [prod. dxsh]

Lyrics

wish that I.. could explain it all..
Still you wouldn’t understand 
The bigger picture that lies ahead
Once what we both shared
Liquid ecstasy..
Turned.. grey
As I drink it I fall and fall
Alone without you 

lost and empty
I hit my knees
Asking for mercy
forgiveness that you can give
 point of view i lost passion 
where are you?

I need you

wishing I could explain it all
Still you wouldn’t understand 
The bigger picture that lies ahead
Once what we both shared
Liquid ecstasy 
Turned grey
As I drink it I fall and fall
Alone without you

hang it up

lil baeleaf